PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS MANHWA I WILL CRY GUYS PLEASE IVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO FIND IT AT ALL
this is a romance manhwa which has bl and smut the TOP is a ceo or boss and is dark colored, tall, with eyebags under his eyes and is very affectionate with the bottom, and calls him darling the BOTTOM is an employee, is fair skinned smaller than the top and is fair. the top falls in love with the bottom and propses a contract a scene in which he calls elite lawyers to draft the contract. the bottom is reluctant but agrees another scene is the bottom has to go to uk for a good work opportunity and the top follows him after a while and its a little angsty its not love jinx its not the director who buys me dinner its not secretary jin's confinement diary its not love is an illusion please help me find this i will kiss you if you find it PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
i want like good recs for thriller, PLOT HEAVY but also something that has romance in it PLEASE, im tired of reading plotless shit, i dont mind anything thank youu
1. holiday film collage- sad/tragedy/bitter ending https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/holiday_film_collage_min_co/
2. black mirror- smutty/horror https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/black_mirror/
3. murderer llewellyn's enchanting dinner invitation- (holy peak!!!) tragedy with a good ending: https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/murderer_llewellyn_s_enchanting_dinner_invitation/
4. ogus' law- the art is SO pretty and so is the plot https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/augs_law/
5. truth or dare- high school/shounen ai/amazing plot https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/truth_or_dare/
6. paljae- heavenly art/heavenly plot (literally)/massively underrated https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/paljae/
7. no.6- classic/has an anime/crazy good plot/action https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/no_6/
8. the beast must die- yaoi/smutty/drama/VERY psychological https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_beast_must_die/
9. criminal interview- mystery/good plot/tearjerker https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/criminal_interview/
10. solo for two- WOW/pretty art/insanely good plot/yaoi https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/solo_for_two_mature/
i was thinking like this is pretty obvious but i just realised that in omegaverse since its like alpha x omega would alpha x alpha or omega x omega be like their minority and be considered like their "lgbtq" community, i would like to see their own pride month and all, does this make sense? im new to this lmao ALSO would someone be inclined to change their secondary gender??? wtf this is lwk fun to think abt
The only stories I have read is mostly betas turning into omegas bc they've been bitched but if omegaverse omega's logic is that they are intersex then it means a fetus is omega at first (like a fetus would have a coding of a womb before they are even assigned which primary gender they are)
So I guess with this logic (?) an alpha and a beta that has a significantly large percentage of passive omega gene can
Be bitched.
This is why omegaverse is a fun verse to explore, it can literally change depending on the artist.aside from the basic principles, some stories have more fantasy esque take, like all the people regardless of gender can be pregnant (kashikomarimashita my destiny) or they can change an alpha to omega via drugs, or one look is all it takes to change a beta to omega (kiss me liar). Theres also where verseworld where all dominant alphas have puple eyes and changes to gold when in rut or using pheromones or something (zig stories). Or using special fruit to induce pregnancy on an alpha (smyrna and capri). Theres even one that takes a realistically take on it focusing on the societal and political side of it (takatora kun to omegatachi)
That's also what I actually have in mind, because if by this logic we think alphas have superior genes and sperm, especially dominant alphas. If they continuously knot an alpha with 5% passive omega gene and subject the bitched alpha into enough stress to trigger DNA restructuring it might be possible + the effect of pheromones too. I think 9 months would also be fine right since the bitched alpha is restructuring his organs and building a womb inside I think he'll be subjected to bitching by a dominant alphas for 9 months is my theory
hi guys i know yall are not interested in some lame problem i have but i just want someone to hear me out man. so basically im moving to a new place and also about to start college, before i do i wanted to meet with my friends and people i knew so i asked everyone and tried to make plans and then i slowly realised im putting in so much efforts to not get the same back and im not even getting the same efforts back like everyone seems so uninterested, the thing im most upset about is that i have been part of surprises and birthday videos and stuff and ive never had that done to me i honestly just want friends who care about me as well and not just someone as a second option and im just so hurt because theyre going out with others but not giving me the time and i just feel so lonely, sorry for the dump lolol, but i dont have anyone to talk to about these things or maybe im just overthinking oh god i end my yap here thank you
Im so sorry to hear this, that sounds so cruel, you dont deserve that especially since you’re putting in effort and care about others. I think you should continue being open and the way you are rn and also not let this get to you.
At the end of the day you cant control what other people do but if they actually care about you they’ll show up as well. if they don’t then at least you’ll know this was not on you and you tried. So even if you decide later that you dont wanna have anything to do with those people you’ll know you weren’t the one who caused it. Right now keep trying, but don’t let it get to a point that it stats harming you mentally and you feel drained.
DO NOT let this prevent you from making new friends and going out with your family or even having mini-dates with yourself. Don’t let it mess with you and make you think that there aren’t genuine people out there or that you are somehow less valuable. Dont let them take that from you. Time spent alone is still time spent with the world and you are so loved and im giving you the biggest fattest virtual hug.
You don’t need to make an effort with real friends. They’re the ones you can MIA for five years, and when you meet again, it’s like those years were just in parentheses, you simply pick up where you left off. True friends don’t require constant effort or maintenance. I don’t have many friends, but the ones I do have are good people, they make you feel comfortable. Don’t feel hurt by your current situation; just let them go, you will make new friends along the way. Loneliness isn’t so bad, it gives you time to grow and to think. I love solo traveling.
and youre definitely not overthinking if it’s come to a point where you start reminiscing about all the birthday parties you’ve been at for other people. Im so sorry to hear this. I hope you have a support system at home.
And OH MY GOD SINCE YOURE STARTING COLLEGE PLEASE TALK TO PEOPLE AND INITATE CONVOS WITH PPL LIKE GENUINELY DO NOT BE SHY THAT WAS MY BIGGEST BEEFSTEAK WHEN I STARTED UNI i was clammed up by the buttcheeks omfg.. im just happy ure starting college cuz thats where youll meet new ppl but you HAVE TO talk to people plsssss do not be shy !!!!!!!
I hope you find a friend that love and cherish you as much as you do and don't worry you're not the only person who felt that way I have a similar situation like you and I also can't get over it I love my friends so much but I know I'm just a friend of a friend to them
so I try to forsake my feelings for my old friends and love myself more like doing something you used to love and find some new friends by my own effort not from someone drag me to their friends again
Lastly I hope you the best and lived
Sorry about my grammar I'm not native English speaker
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hiiiii, thank you so so much for all your sweet words, reading them made me feel so so much better guys, and to those experiencing something similar i hope you guys feel better and make deserving friends as well all the love to you, AND A BIG FAT HUG HEHEH, thank you for making the time to make me feel better ily all. (●'◡'●)ノ
so basically the top is like a ceo or something and he has dark underbags and is a little tanned and is buff and he falls in love with his employee and gives him a contract for a relationship i believe, and then after a while the employee leaves for britain for a project and the top goes to his apartment in britain ALSO he calls the bottom darling PLEASE HELP ME OUT THIS IS EATING MY BRAIN

its a bl with smut
so the bottom has this bad luck thing where people around him kind of get bad luck like get in accidents or something so he stays away from people and is isolated , and then his college friend gets into an accident in front of him and goes to the hospital, where turns out the friends hair changed and his demeanor changed as well, and the fuck in the hospital. i think they have some past relationship something complicated. and i think the bottom gets his college friend (the top) in his dreams as well please help me find this thank youu
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/hold_over_you/