love or hate is so exhausting. from the beginning it was a war between taku and joowon fans. then everyone started adopting the same "hot take" that haesoo should work on himself. and now i find it hard to sympathize with haesoo. im so tired of just experiencing the same thing with every update. at the beginning it looked hopeful, the whole intervi...... reply
two nights ago i cut all my hair off and my parents still dont know. my dad rly won't do anything he'd probably just say i look ugly, but my mother puts really traditional values onto my siblings and i despite being rather progressive herself (she can enforce a power dynamic this way it's very unhealthy). ik that if i told her i'd atleast get beate...... reply
i developed anorexia when i was young and it fucked up my eating habits. dont let food and what u eat control you. there are better ways to improve urself reply
my first yaoi was "i hear the sunspot". while reading i saw an ad for "a guy like you" on lezhin and i started reading. this is where it all went downhill (￣∇￣") reply
i want to amount to something. i want to say something new. i want to change the world. everything feels oversaturated. i feel like i’m not good enough at anything to make a difference. i want to be the best in my field and i try so hard to do everything i can to accelerate my growth and stay true to my self and yet i’m stunlocked. i take care ...... reply
no, u just answered ur own question. “ive been reading this shit everyday since i was like 11”
11 is NUTS. i started when i was 14 and even then i regret pushing myself into such an explicit genre while i was developing.
you should not be reading adult content at such a young age. this is a reality that like 99% of BL readers need to wake up ...... 2 reply
proximity, nostalgia, care, love.
people keep relationships that arent healthy for them, platonic or romantic, because of these things. for some, its harder to let go and risk being alone than it is to stay. reply
tbh i think im in love for the first time for real. and im old. like 20yo old…. (ab to be 21)
its scary. its overwhelming, especially when youve never felt something like it before.
the way i think of it, what kept me in love with him is the genuine love he always gave back. he was always so patient and gentle and understanding even if i didn...... reply
i usually find new things to read by scrolling through the latest update page of this website, but recently i feel like ive been sifting through grains of sand for hours to find one slightly good or above average manhwa. korean manhwa oftentimes isnt that high quality because of the sheer output that publishing companies shit out, but nowadays i feel like its becoming worse. the same trendy types of stories that have become the norm for action/straight romance stories are being pushed out with BL.
every manhwa starts with a rape scene and has a redflag top that takes advantage of the bottom for like 80% of the series and im sick of reading the same plot with the same boring personalities every time i press on something new. brutal sex scenes and absolutely no stakes for anyone except the usually impoverished/abused main character bottom.
the crazy thing is that i havent noticed this really occuring as rapidly with jp or cn BL. mostly just korea because again, the industry for manhwa there is HUGEE and fast.
the latest manhwa ive picked up and have genuinely been enjoying is master-peace and that brought me back to like 2015-2020 era BL where good (or even just unique) storylines came before porn.
