Sadistic Beauty is trash but I still can’t fucking get over the fact that the translator purchased and translated an entire story they hated to shill their mid fanfiction about said story. That’s like me giving everyone in my neighborhood crabs just so I could get customers for my one star sexual health clinic run out of my aunt’s massage parlor.
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I agree but at least we got to read it for free ts was ass glad i didnt support the author cause wtf.
There’s a drama cd and Yu’s voice is so cute! It’s a lot huskier than I thought it would be and I love it. Takamada has a predictably soft voice that makes him sound just as punchable as Bov draws him lol.
You can listen to it here:
https://comic.iowl.jp/audio/albums/10
It’s just a snippet lol, if you want to hear all the #yaoi scenes in their entirety you gotta pay. But the sample is of the infamous truck scene…!
Yu’s voice doesn’t match him at all omg I love it
ikr I was expecting Yus voice to be like Yatas or (from Yatamomo) :'D
I know Yu is actually pretty manly, but I didn't expect this lol. Gotta remember this for the future
Okay so Yu goes to confront Takamada and he’s like “you don’t have to hold back anymore babe” and lets Takamada use some standard bondage restraint gear on him, and they go a round but Yu notices he’s holding back and tells him he can take more. To which Takamada pulls out a fucking colon snake toy (look it up if you need) and penetrates him with it. He also does some edging shit and pushes Yu to the limit before busting on his chest, sated for now. I was concerned Yu would be resting in pieces (two, to be exact) after they were finished, but he’s durable and actually initiates some regular sex almost immediately after, since Takamada is still being insecure. The guy does way too much for his disheveled wet blanket of a boyfriend.
Honestly shoutout Yu, the real MVP of this manga. Brave uke soldier shot multiple times in the face and chest and still stands up to serve his country. What a fucking king. Speaking of which, I’ve been reading from the very beginning when Hit On By A Kinky Guy was just PWP, and I feel like I really need to emphasize that this entire story works only because Yu is an overly nice and forgiving person. I know they seem cute now, but he’s been BEYOND charitable with Takamada considering the man roofied, sexually abused, and blackmailed him for like. Thirty chapters. I also think that Takamada has to unpack whatever sexual trauma he has in his past, or else it’s not just Yu’s colon he might break—it’s gonna be his heart.
Thanks! May I ask where you read ahead?
Coolmic has the translated episodes and japanese version is bit ahead
Thanks! It ain’t too expensive so I think I’ll buy the series when I have more incomeヾ(☆▽☆) I’m enjoying this one
Coolmic has up to 153! But cmoa has the jp chapters which are a little ahead. That’s where I read them.
I'm so happy if you decide to support this series Bov (the artist) definitely deserves all the love
Damn, poor ass of Uke lol
Actually now that I’m thinking abt it again Brett and Hayden are made for each other. I think annoying boys who wax poetic about literature and annoying boys who talk about alpha male biology like one of those Fresh And Fit mfs deserve each other.
I was thinking the same thing!! Individually they’re both annoying and pretentious and could never be in a normal relationship with someone else. That’s why they’re perfect for each other
100% agree with you
Brett is like that “she sat on my face and broke my neck” meme but it’s “he knotted my mouth and knocked out my molars” or some crazy shit.
I started reading bc of your comment but he didn't knotted not disappointed tho ╮(￣▽￣)╭
He knotted his ass in the fourth chapter, but no oral knotting yet….but I still have hope!
Me too me too
Okay, so for anyone who’s wondering about the nosebleed, it’s because Hayden is releasing his alpha pheromones. Now, this wouldn’t be a problem if Brett was an omega, because they’re built to be receptive to those pheromones. But Brett is an alpha, an anomaly, anyway. He does NOT have the proper biology to accept the pheromones and his body/the alpha inside him is rejecting them, thus the nosebleed. This is a trend that continues to happen, where despite their coupling causing physical (and maybe psychological) damage to him, Brett is freak nasty and actually enjoys what it does to him. He wants Hayden to release his pheromones because it’s pleasurable to him, to be this big, strong alpha designed to breed and dominate—ending up dominated himself. I think that’s why the aspect of consent is so important and fascinating in this story, because the alpha in Brett is howling and fighting against Hayden’s brutality, but Brett himself is a ho and absolutely loves it. And then Hayden comes back to himself and is like “aw Fuck, I can’t believe you’ve done this”.
But also on that note, I feel like they could never have conventional “bdsm sex”, because despite having all the hallmarks of a d/s relationship, bdsm is built on a foundation of the dom receiving and responding to the sub’s needs. There’s a lot of communication involved and the scene can stop at any time. What Hayden and Brett have is not like that. They both know that once Hayden gets going, he will *never* stop. It’s why Hayden deliberately went against what everyone told him by spending his ruts alone, and why Brett schemed the entire thing just to instigate Hayden’s dick in his ass. I’ve mentioned that Hayden likes to make things more difficult for himself than they need to be, which is why Brett is a literal godsend for him. Because he doesn’t need to hold back like he would with any other sex partner. Brett fights back on the principle of his alpha nature, but he takes everything Hayden has to give and then some. So, it’s unconventional, but ultimately Brett’s needs do get met, on account of the fact that their sex is not sane, not safe, but somehow consensual.
Ohhh I love your comment!!! I really love the story and the ideas it explores because I've never read anything like it before. But I struggled to put into words why I find it so interesting. But then you were able to explain it so well!
Ohhh I love your comments!!! I really love the story and the ideas it explores because I've never read anything like it before. But I struggled to put into words why I find it so interesting. But then you were able to explain it so well!
Thank you for explaining this I love you
Thank you thank you thank you haha I was so confused why Brett almost dies everytime they bang makes sense now
Well written commentary.
A little spoiler:
You mention that once Hayden gets going he’ll never stop. In chapter 16 he mentions this and tells Brett he wants to have a safe word even if Brett doesn’t want it and he picks the word “honey” because he tells Brett that is a word he’d never use on him.
Then in chapter 21, Brett comes injured from a game and tells an out-of-it Hayden that he’s not feeling it, but Hayden is not listening, so after smacking him and trying to get away, he remembers the safe word and blurts it out and Hayden stops.
He doesn’t remember anything that happened, but his subconscious did and he stopped dead in his tracks as doing as Brett said “honey”.
My understanding of Korean is tenuous, but I do remember him stopping during the rut scene. Good for Hayden, though. I’ll amend that to “the consent develops in a very nebulous way” throughout their relationship. Brett seemed pretty surprised that he stopped at all, and then amused. (Hayden also seemed a little surprised that he stopped, too, despite pitching the safe word to begin with). Another thing is that Brett seems like he enjoys himself retroactively during the intense sex scenes. He mentions that Hayden “ripped him apart” that first time, but still speaks fondly of it. The guy just really feels best when he’s about to die during sex I suppose. I don’t remember all that well what he said after the rut scene from 20-21, but he was pretty chill. I’m glad he bounces back quick, even though during those chapters he was fighting for his life. Maybe I was wrong in one of my old comments and Brett is gonna get dickmatized after all lmfao.
I read it in Spanish, but I can’t say how good their Korean language skills are, so some of it may be incorrect.
I’m not sure when I came to this conclusion but Euihyun kinda has that “Till Alien Stage” look to him. They have the same eyes and similar personalities. Please tell me you see the vision.
Yeaaaa
PLEASE STOP HURTING MEE (u are right)
RARHHH YAYAYAYA AILEN STAGE MENTIONED WHAT THE FUCK IS REQUIETED LOVE
I owe you an apology mister Lee Myeong-Il, I was not familiar with your game. Calling Fraudgi a “tall woman” right to his face is why you’re the goat.
I’m sorry for using the dudebro battleboarder speech about a yaoi. I will reflect on my actions.
it’s ok my sigma alpha dude bro don’t let other skibidis bring u down from doing mogging and rizz business be urself
Fax, my brother.
No more Jingi x Myeong-Il VS Heonjae x Myeong-Il. Let’s get Myeong-Il x some fucking kegel exercises this dude’s gonna be rocking permanent worn-out scrunchie anus if he doesn’t do something soon. The Butthole Brothers have him on the clock every waking moment and 2 million won is NOT enough to get dug out like the pit from season 1 of Parks and Recreation every single day.
I am sorry...I accidentally down voted
All is well!
What I really like about the upcoming chapter is how it subverts expectations! You think Hayden is going to step in and “protect” Brett, but he’s got himself handled and cleans house all by himself. I think it does well to demonstrate the importance of Brett’s agency in the story, because often bottoms in manhwa just get yanked around and abused, but Brett has everyone dancing to his own tempo. He might be a freak, but any and all intimacy happens on HIS terms and Nathan learns this the hard way.