some novel spoilers discussion for those who want it since i frequently see the same questions about whether or not the end is satisfying or if xinlu will change for the better
"will xinlu change?"
the only change he really undergoes through is his denial. if what you dislike about xinlu now is his arrogance and how he degrades yuri then don't worry, he'll definitely change into someone who worships yuri above everyone else. however, if you want him to change to be a green flag then you're definitely not going to get that. till the very end, he maintains his extreme possessiveness and yandere tendencies. the only difference is he stops denying it's because of love, and becomes affectionate.
"is the groveling satisfying?"
hmm... i think it depends on what kind of groveling you like. i enjoyed it especially compared to ilay's (did he even have one? didn't feel like it). to me, a satisfying groveling needs to have the mc trying to leave and the red flag ml becoming absolutely pathetic and desperate as they beg for the mc to stay and getting absolutely angry or jealous if they don't. if you have the same taste as me then you'll definitely find the ending of this to be satisfying (though i wish yuri held out a bit longer).
however, if the kind of groveling you want is the ml becoming a better person for the mc then you'll find this very disappointing. if you're expecting a mc that stubbornly tries to run away like its life or death, or grows to hate the ml, then you'll also be disappointed. as you can see, yuri is someone who doesn't bother with drama or troublesome things which is why he never bothered to hide his feelings for xinlu. that attitude extends towards the final confrontation.
to clarify on the "becoming a better person" part... xinlu 100% becomes a better lover! but a better person? well...!
you are absolutely right
inb4 anyone asks, this chapter is chapter 19, volume 6 in the novel
and to that i say thank god yuri becomes xinlu's karma
rahman genuinely just gotta due bro that will forever be one of my great disappointments
personally, the novel is really good... the manwha just doesn't seem to do it justice. i've tried to be merciful with the art and defensed it at first even with the painful face same syndrome going on, but honestly, at this point, i have to admit that it's just not good. majority of the characters looking like twins aside, the paneling and pace of the art itself is a bit bothersome and makes everything feel so abrupt
Where to read ?? who the bottom??
bottom is seju
I was fine reading this until the other gang members came in the picture. It was somewhat difficult to tell them apart
selos gusto, label ayaw? pambihirang situationship yan mga tol
wait pause i'm invested in the voice fetish guy and va. what happened next. Please i need to know. i need a 20+ chapter series about them rn
"whenever they came into physical contact" alr bro i already know the next season is just gonna be fuckin after fuckin after fuckin after fuckin after fuckin after f
can't wait for them to fuck that much lmao
never read this because it really doesn't seem like my taste BUT i keep seeing screenshots of a black haired guy named kendrick. can anyone lmk how important he is? cause ill def read if he's on the mains
Hes dating the main character so ya
although the author didnt plan on including any romance; readers craved it and so kendrick was chosen as the love interest!
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