I adore this story it is one of my all time favorites but at the end of the story the characters looked noticeably different and it was throwing me off!!
They looked like grown men in the beginning of the series and now they look softer smaller and much younger :/// i miss when they looked more their age. Especially the seme!!! He was a lot larger and more muscular, his face was bigger and manly. I couldn’t help be put off a bit. The uke especially got babified to such a point it was a little jarring.
Seriously, look at the most recent chapter and compare it to the first chapter!:0
Besides me complaining, this is seriously one of the cutest and sexiest stories ive ever read. I love them so much
Besides the absolutely INSANE fucking happening, I find the world and story behind it all incredibly interesting. Lost of cool characters and I love seeing more of MC’s background coming through little by little.
Im actually very into werewolf fucking and fuck or die but i do wish our poor MC was more willing and prepared :’) interested in where this will go and i think im ready for this sex scene to be over lmfao
I cant help but be fascinated with how differently he thinks and his own bizarre set of morals. He isn’t able to empathize the way others naturally do, he is stuck trying to use his own warped logic as a compass.
He truly thinks that he is a good person.
(KISS ME IF YOU CAN SPOILERS)
Like when he lied to his brother chase about the animal SA, he did it because he didn’t want his brother to die overdosing on meds to avoid intimacy. It was the “logical” thing to do. He doesn’t have the empathetic or emotional capacity to understand how traumatizing that would be, or that he could have tried to help in another way.
Even now, he is abiding by his moral compass and not interrupting a parents punishment, but trying to alleviate the pain of the punishment by adding companionship. As being alone in the dark is the worst part of this kind of punishment for a kid.
He is so fascinating to me…
Psychologically, so interesting and the deep dive in both brothers psyches is so sad and macabre. They are so fucked up but it’s like the only ones who lovingly understand them are each-other.
I wish I could’ve liked Roku and Yu more but unfortunately author dropped the ball with them. We don’t learn anything about Yu and he is just a scarecrow partner for the interesting Roku. Yu is just weirdly obsessed with Yu and there is never a strong foundation for the love between them besides a shallow infatuation. They never actually really talk about themselves or have deep conversations besides Yu’s pep talks.
I will say I quite enjoyed Roku ending up being the top! A pleasant surprise and sadly the only exciting part of their story, for me.
Anyways, peak twisted BL










If you look at first chapter alex, he is incredibly masculine and muscular and now he looks like a twink lol. What the fuck…. Why does this end up happening in so many BLs…
To me it looks like he lost weight/definition after the break up, cause he was still pretty big at the start of vol 3
Girl you cant lose your bone structure like he doesnt have as beoad as shoulders and his manly jaw is gone ;; like literally look at first chap versus final chap