Confess To Your Crush

I discovered yaoi when i was 12 ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ because......i was bored , at first im like " oh my god , what am i gonna do?? All this unholy things , what if my mom sees this?? Im soo ded" (っ°Д °;)っ and after some minute i coudn't take my eyes off it , i was thinking "this is hot" ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ but feel guilt ╥﹏╥ after realizing im still a kid and this isnt appropriate i tried abandoning it but after 1 hour...i went back at it , i just couldn't help myself it was just so SMEXY ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ (≧∀≦). So i just thought to myself " whatever, i dont care anymore , nobody's gonna know im reading it anyway" ╮(￣▽￣)╭ the next day my phone is filled with locks.

What is your first crish experience? My first love is my classmate in my elementary school. I realize it when I hit his head with a book when he try to look at my ugly anime drawing. I always smile and happy although he like to mock me and say hurtful words. I think it because he know I like him. He and his friend always mock me in front of everyone but I just smile like a fool. The sad part is I like him since I was 9. Along the time he always call me by names. When I go to middle school I went to dormitory school. We are in the same school again. But his mokery became more intense and he began to shout weird names when I passed him. I really dissapointed and sad with his attitude. Honestly I really regret to have crush with someone with that kind of personality. But this is my unforgettable first love. Although everyone secluded me because of him, he make me realize how to be strong and how to understand human's nature that judge people from their appearance. I don't know when did I stop liking him. Maybe I was tired with his attitude.