- my dead family members visits me in my dreams from time to time
- people said that I have a very good self control, but what they don't know is I've murdered the people that irritates me in my mind in the most gruesome way possible over and over again until my anger subside reply
Please read the entire thing before you respond so you don’t get the wrong idea. (and I want to say this NOT HEALTHY and I try not to let myself get in toxic relationships ,even though I have the tendency to think this way, because I know feeling this way is wrong, dangerous, and caused by extreme trauma. I feel urges to be treated this way but D...... 1 reply
I've had thoughts about killing people before and almost acted on said thoughts and broke down crying because I didn't know why I was like this. I'm an extremely violent person if someone messes with me. Like, I've punched kids at my school dead in the face and swung my metal bat at someone on my softball team. And I've only ever gone to therapy on...... reply
I have too much hate in my heart, I have a bad temper, and I never truly forgive anyone. I'm in a constant battle with myself trying to make positive changes but it hard. I'm optimistic though. reply
