I'm mad lazy and procrastinate to the point where I feel somethings wrong with me and I tend to be careless and my moms always ripping on me for these reply
Death is following me all my life
Almost:
-died in a fire (never let your kids play alone. I was that kid)
-died of electric shock (stupid 4 year old me thought it's cool to put a key into a socket)
-*broke my bones ( we don't talk about that memory anymore)
-*cracked my head open (they used staples so, it's a big scar)
-got hit by lightning (...... 3 reply
History:
-(not really disturbing unless you have a fear of it) A large shard of glass got stuck in my foot and I was bleeding everywhere.
Thoughts:
-(this is just pretty normal. Im pretty sure everyone has these thoughts) wanting to gouge someones eyes out, stomp on their stomach, scoop out their brains.
I don’t really have anything disturbing....... reply
- my dead family members visits me in my dreams from time to time
- people said that I have a very good self control, but what they don't know is I've murdered the people that irritates me in my mind in the most gruesome way possible over and over again until my anger subside reply
Please read the entire thing before you respond so you don’t get the wrong idea. (and I want to say this NOT HEALTHY and I try not to let myself get in toxic relationships ,even though I have the tendency to think this way, because I know feeling this way is wrong, dangerous, and caused by extreme trauma. I feel urges to be treated this way but D...... 1 reply
