i'm 15 right now and i must admit that i was reaaaally a fucking asshole. i bullied this one kid with my group of friends and made the kid bled. it's not that bad though but stiiiill, that was really not cool. the kid's father came and scolded me and my friends. i don't know why the kid's father didn't report us to the principal but we were so fuck...... 1 reply
Last year while I was having a really, really hard time, I thought I can end all bad things in my life easily by death (I was already Self harming myself) . I went to roof then I crossed the pillars but I couldnt do the rest of it. I just turned back and just leave over for later and I am still delaying and questioning myself to am I really want to...... 2 reply
I haven't really tried killing myself but I haven't tried resisting it either like for example when crossing the road, in my mind I'm thinking that I won't commit suicide no matter what, there's still demons inside my head who'll psuh my body move on its own without bothering for anything. It's like if a knife falls on my body, I'll just watch it u...... reply
for me, when im sad.. i always smiling and showed people a happy expression on my face... so that people did not know how lonely, weak and saddest i am... i hate it when there are people that can see throught me (the real me)... for example, there is someone talk to you suddenly and said your expression is always happy, smile and laugh.. but i know...... 1 reply
I unconsciously choke myself, cut myself, hurt my self
-depression
-mental breakdown
-anxiety
You know, I want someone to stay with me, be with me but also want to be alone.....? 1 reply
I think it was 2 yrs ago that I tried overdosing but sadly I didn't take enough meds and instead suffered 2 days vomiting my guts out, I wanted to kill myself bc of self-hate? I don't rlly like how look and wearing makeup makes me embarrassed cuz it draws attention (I'm an introvert) I'm incredibly shy so even talking to strangers is hard for me. T...... 1 reply
I thought of it but I'm to much of a pussy to do it lol tho I'm not scared to die, I'm scared of the physical and emotional pain that might cause me or the people around me 3 reply
im not sure if this is the same thing but whenever i drive or am in potentially life threatening situations i would think ( and sometimes attempt ) to put myself in harms way. ive tried suffocating myself, drowning myself, and $3lf h4rm1ng. reply
