Once took a whole bottle of loratadine, and by 3 in the morning I was throwing it all up. The worst part was that I had to go to school that very day. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ reply
This crazy bitch tried to overdosed on 30 pills of xanax 2 weeks ago and for what. Being kept in the hospital and on a suicide watch for 12 days. I'm free to go back home now but with my mom watching me 24/7. the next time i really wanna die I should've just picked a more guaranteed way to die like jumping of a 20 story building because it's embar...... 8 reply
I tried to hang myself and started cutting my wrist and saw blood running down to my arm and saw myself in the mirror, I couldn't help but cry so I tried to reach for the bed so I won't b choking anymore. I cut the rope and sat down to my bed crying. I was kinda proud that I stopped myself from one of the tragic moments in my life. I never told thi...... 2 reply
The reason I tried to kill myself was when my grades started declining therefore I started to disappoint everyone around me and soon after, I stopped socializing, and cut off the people I used to call 'friends'. I guess the overwhelming loneliness ate me up and the next thing I knew, I'm already holding a knife over my stomach. But I couldn't do it...... 1 reply
I'd say i thought of killing myself when I was 8 or 10 when I hated my family for bulling me and I was so sick of their fighting since I'm always in the middle of everything one. So I was just useless. i always looked in the mirror and just hated myself of every fiber of my being. I feel like a spoiled brat but I'm honestly grateful for everything....... 2 reply
First of all, you are VALID. You breathe in air for your own person not anybody else, so you can't be useless to anybody else because you walk and talk for yourself. Family doesn't birth you or raise you to become 'of use' . Your part of a family that welcomes you as an addition to a group of people that have collectively decided to form and stay ...... reply
Its not stupid. And you really shouldn't consider it being that way. Many people have probably had the same or similar self-dilemma as you, at some point in their life.
By your words of choice, in the question, I can tell that your unsure of yourself (using "i think" in parentheses, and "it didn't hurt or bleed 'sadly'," but then following that st...... reply
No thats not normal. From what I can tell the situation you're in is pretty abusive, he's clearly not "messing around" and if its happened so often to the point that you're used to it thats not good. Also I think most of the people that responded can agree that your whole family is being horrible to you. Laughing about being sexually harassed?!?! N...... reply
I'm sorry I'm not good with this stuff... my intention is not to give ideas or whatever. My experience goes from trying to jump off a bridge while very high on meds and alcohol, badly crashing my car 5 or 6 times (I don't have one anymore), mixing alcohol with really strong meds, drugs and alcohol (lost count at how msny times I went to the ER ......... 1 reply
