Sorry if my english is shitty I am from France ...
There once was a time when I was like you guys and maybe I still am so I understand you and don't want to judge you
I was bullied at school for 4 years and wanted to end it, I thought I was invisible and that no one would notice so I decided to jump from a boat we were in for an excursion with my c...... 4 reply
Haven't tried it yet but every single hour it's running in my mind. only thing stopping me really is that i need to have my own memorial plan and lot. gotta do it responsibly so am living for the sake of being able to prepare those. reply
I am pretty open about this kinda stuff so I am open to questions as I have been in hospital and rehab. This will put this lightly as I do not wish to upset people. I was 9 when I first tried, I am 18 now. I have permanent damage because of some of my attempts. Growing up things were hard and at times very lonely. I was scared most of the time bec...... 1 reply
I was 16 and deep in depression. I couldn't controll my anxiety and my physical health was deteriorating (from what we know now was a heart valve problem). I don't remember what started this fight with my mom but it ended with her telling me she can't deal with me anymore and was tired me not acting like a normal person.That night I ended up taking...... 1 reply
About 4 years ago, I was dropped out my bachelor's program, continuously failed classes, diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, was rejected for re-enrollment in our university, my father died and just a year after his death, men started to lurk around my mom, courting her.
Needless to say, I had enough. I refused to eat. I constantly left home. I p...... reply
Not really did it, but I really want to.. I tried searching on how to die the easiest way. I just really want to end this pain. I dont know where's this pain coming from.. 3 reply
I wanted to for the last year because there’s been lots of stress around family and social relationships at school, but then I think about all the things I want to do and haven’t done. For some reason though, I have no aversion to death at all. reply
If you really actually want to get out of therapy just tell them what they want to hear. Even if your lying or faking just put on act to fool the therapist and they'll believe you.
If you still want help then dont fake being alright that would make your parents not trust you anymore, it must be hard or embarrassing to talk about it but you should ...... 1 reply
it took me 6 therapists to find one I was comfortable with and who’s methods of helping were useful. It was a process but it was worth it. It sounds like the method your current therapist is using is doing more harm then good. Therapy is mentally draining but you shouldn’t constantly feel miserable afterwards. Different therapists use different...... 2 reply
