Oh, this brings back sad memories hahfhah
As much as I hate to admit it, I’ve attempted suicide several times before. I’ve tried stabbing myself, hanging myself, etc. If I couldn’t do that, I’d self harm (please never do this, I’ve been coping and I hope whoever is going through self harm is doing better than me) It was a long time ago ...... reply
I’ve tried multiple times but I vividly remember one time, I locked myself in the bathroom and drank peroxide thinking that would work but it didn’t I was laying in pain in the dark crying while my mother yelled at me for self-harming a few days prior, I was in such pain and I don’t remember much but going to bed and waking up, I still strugg...... reply
i have about 3 times? it was mainly because i was surrounded by toxic people. its not like i could unfriend my parents. i dont suggest it. its not fun. trust me. it sucks, not only are you feeling to helpless but you feel like the bad guy for making your "family" act like they care. for gods sake im not even in high school. and i went through that ...... reply
but recently i decided to keep living so that i could see the ending of one piece
(i'm being 100% genuine here, but i also wanted to share something more lighthearted on an otherwise heavy topic) 1 reply
i kinda did. I mean, i often bring sharp blades, rusty or nah inside our restroom and did 'the did' before showering. i dont have any thoughts doing it but the tiredness maybe? I can't bring my self to scar a little more deeper cause ofc im scared to d*e and cry myself dry though half of me shouts in pure tiredness. i stopped a year ago, like... fi...... reply
I did it a few times already. I've been suffering from depression since I was like 9 or 8??? Then it got worst as I got older it came to the point where I drowned myself, did cuts, and pointed myself a knife. When I told my mom about this she laughed at me saying that its bullshit and I'm just seeking for attention. I was depressed that I cut and ...... reply
Yep I hanged myself in my closet, but the moment I was on there I was like nope and well I survived. I also cut my wrist and stabbed my legs to cope with the negative feelings I was experiencing (I don't do that anymore tho).
However, I realized that there are a lot of people out there who think all survivors of self harm are/ were suicidal, and w...... reply
The only reason why i don't do it is because i actually have a loving family and people around me that would suffer if i was gone. As long as i have someone depending on me even if it's only for emotional stability i will stay.
Persist, if you don't live for yourself live for somebody else. reply
