im a survivor after all lol. I dont rlly want to talk abt this but well. I committed it around 4 times and i survived bcs my family always called an ambulance. I also went to mental hospital. I have a rlly weak heart lmaoo and my ex is abusive:/ but im glad i survived until now bcs i managed to experience something i would regret if i leave soone...... reply
I started feeling depressed in 11th grade, I was before that too but that's when it hit full force. I'd cry without reason, talk bad about myself on the mirror, on my head (still do), developed insomnia, started cutting, wouldn't talk, practically became a mute, I'd get really angry sometimes and throw and break things. And then a lot of embarrassi...... 2 reply
I've been depress for a while. I'm really just tired and just see no future in my life anymore. But I haven't physically try to kill myself but always have thoughts about it or have something to start it but never left a scar to show proof. I've been trying to get better with the help or my dad, brothers, and those I keep close. They are caring and...... 1 reply
I never thought of that because each time I convince myself thinking that people are facing worse situations as compared to mine and I should be happy about my situation and life. But accidentally one of my friends thought I was trying to kill myself and it became a big issue in my school while I was just holding a cardboard cutter and imitating a ...... reply
It‘s not that I tried it but my life is such a mess right now. I never felt this bad and even If I was sad in the past because of something I just forgot it. I am so exhausted and have lost all my motivation for life since a few months. I just lie in bed and cry every second. My problem is not even that bad and people will probably think that I a...... reply
I want to tell everyone who thinks suicide will solve all the problems and struggles in your life, that this is just a misleading concept. Believe me, someone who fought with depression themeselves as they grew up. I self harmed, I cried my self to sleep every night and even tried to kill myself. I was diagnosed with severe depression after I left ...... 2 reply
I mean, look at life. Life is something given, u don't know what to do with it, u lost people, u gain some, u get betrayed, u experience fear, difficulties, hardships, deaths of loved ones.
If u think about it clearly, life can be so difficult that u want to end it in any ways. So u can't say "i never thought about it", or u have a sense of life be...... reply
I just had a fight with my parents and tried to calm down by walking outside, I was feeling dazed but it was quite a busy day since many vehicles were roaming the streets. While I was walking I felt a strong breeze behind me so I looked and saw a truck speeding down the road. I stared blankly at it and said to myself, I swear to god I remember thes...... reply
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I have, yes. I've been depressed since I started middle school, and throughout that time I was self harming, and I still bare the scars from that part of my life, but I've been clean for over four years now. I still do struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts, but it's a hell of a lot better now than it was back when I was ten y...... reply
