went to a psych ward when i was 11 for 3 weeks after overdosing and trying to kms. i still would love to kill myself, and dont regret what i did. i know its not healthy lol, but idc right now. i've probably attempted suicide over ten times and constantly self harm (cutting, burning, blah blah) . i dont want to recover bc im really addicted to the p...... reply
I tried to kill myself a couple years ago. I had to take therapy for a few months but now I'm doing good. Yes, I still have my ups and downs but I'm still doing good. reply
I have been in this situation too. I really think you can come through this by talking to someone more reliable (like a friend, or even a family member who would listen) so that you both can come up with whats best for you. You say you havent done anything wothy, but that's not true. We all have made someone smile, or cry, or compliment, or fight w...... 2 reply
I've thought about it so many times, but, I couldn't try it. Death is a big thing for so many people but for me.. it's just.. a small incident. This feels really bad because death can bring changes for worst but.. I haven't done anything till now that will give me a desire to continue, but I also can't try it because I'm scared of what might happen to my family when I'm gone they'll probably survive and Im probably one of the biggest reason for their stress and struggle, but even with that I don't have the motivation to continue, maybe I'm guilty or just afraid of what will happen afterwards, whether it'll be just a peaceful sleep or the beginning of another journey. It's probably not small for me, I've only ever found my peace in stories, most of emotions are not mine but of the characters I've seen. I don't know what's real or fiction anymore. I'm just ranting here, but I don't think I deserve to have my own feelings, I probably can't. I don't have a goal, nor the motivation to find one. I just don't know what to do anymore, am I being a coward or am I really concerned about my loved ones?
My mom started screaming at me, I have never seen that look in her eyes. I was in middle school and I broke down sobbing. That didn't stop, in fact I think it made her more mad. After that, I locked myself in the bathroom and some bad thoughts started to go through my mind. Then I remember imagining my cut wrists. Thankfully there was nothing sharp...... 1 reply
I’m pretty sure everyone experiences this. I have suicidal thoughts but I’m not depressed. My suicidal thoughts come from the stress of school and I found out my cousin who is one year younger than me has suicidal thoughts. reply
Depressant chemicals aren't the only ones that can trigger thoughts of suicide, but *some* kind of chemical weirdness is behind it. Suicide is so contradictory to human beings that something has to be malfunctioning to make us want to stop living.
Please try to figure out what's wrong. Even if you're not feeling sad, something is up. It could be a...... reply
I’ve been there, trust me i know what you’re going through...
at first my mom thought i was over exaggerating and said ‘it’s just a phase, you’ll get over it’... at that period of time i felt like i disappointed not only my family but everyone who ever crossed paths with me. I would bottle up my emotions and let all the anxiety take ov...... reply
I agree with Yuki, completely. You are great, you have great imagination!! I think you should write it down. You will give them form, and they will bring you nice and warm feelings. It is a great talent and it is so beautiful! And not everyone has it. I myself have zero talent for these things, however much I love reading (and I do a lot). So, cont...... 1 reply
