I tried to kill myself many times by now. My parents only know about one time. My parents think my therapie helps but it is just getting worse, cause I have to relive every moment I had panic attacks or depression attacks.. On top of that I have a very problematic brain damage wich makes it impossebel to be focused on something. I am basicly a useless dissapointment to my Family. (sorry for the bad English) Can anybody tell me what I should do? Thanks in advance
I had a plan to first break up with my gf then kms (ofc i would try to make people hate me first). I broke up w my gf though I'm still not sure I had the full intent to die anytime soon. The next day I went out with a friend and I saw someone who had often sexually harassed me at school in a starbucks, which was quite scary considering last I heard...... 3 reply
I think a lot of people have already seen this, but here you go. It's about bj alex. Ik it's very hypocritical of me to do this and I don't mean to atone for my sins this way, but I think it's not too late to stop now and actually start paying if we want to read something. Also, mangago be taking this down like mad
It was right before the new year (2020) , I mean to be completely honest I'm not sure if it would have killed me but I basically just downed a whole bottle of extra-strength Tylenol ( I think it was like 600 or 500mg , not a hundred percent sure ) I basically decided on trying to off myself that night because everything was basically really shitty...... reply
I wasn't depressed. I wasn't happy either. It's just that I didn't find any purpose of continuing to live because in the end, we all gonna die, right? Everything that we do will be so pointless. So I had this thought, like "Why end it later when we can end it now?"
But I just couldn't do it. I have families and friends. They need me. and lastly I c...... 1 reply
I tried to do so when I was 11 and I took a steak knife into the shower with me however I ended up not doing so. I have been struggling with self-harm for many years prior to this and to this day I still do. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask I am open to sharing. 2 reply
Mentally and physically, but mostly mentally. I was so close to cutting myself and just let myself bleed to death, but then my sister came into our room, and I realized that I still have one reason to still live, it may sound cheesy, but I can't just die and leave my sister alone. (￣∇￣") reply
I tried to kill myself bc my video was leaked. I was ready for it but then I realized I wanted to follow md and changwoo's story in bj alex. Also, I wanted to watch and read all kinds of yaoi. Long story short, yaoi saved my life. 1 reply
I tried to commit suicide only twice in my entire life and both times was within the last year. My mental health has been bad since high school but recently I’m terrified because I feel like I’m in too deep. (I’m a 3rd year in college) I can’t talk to my friends about it because to them I’m a hyper and outgoing person and I have a tendenc...... 2 reply
