Ghosting an entire community of people because I was mentally unwell, insecure and paranoid that I was being judged for being unemployed. I mean i actually was. (Saw a message I wasn't supposed to)
In general my mental issues were flaring up and I couldn't be present during events, hangouts and was extremely checked out and sad.
I have a job now,...... reply
Never learning how to properly connect with people. Now, I feel that all my interactions with people are “fake”, and I feel too old to learn like I missed out on some kind of magic kids naturally get as they socialize when young. Now, I cannot figure out for the life of me how to develop friendships with other people. reply
I still think my biggest regret is letting him bullshit everyone for so long. I was young, but it's not like I was dumb, I knew what he was doing is wrong and I understood that what he was doing to me is unacceptable, it was manipulative and predatory, I was just never brave enough to stop him, I was too scared for my own life and sanity that I rat...... reply
