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My grandma passed away 2 weeks ago, maybe 3, I have been upset and just holding on but the thing that made me lose it and just cry out of hopelessness is that my mum just broke down, she hasn't been the same since. She's always crying and I don't know how to help her, she's always staring onto her pictures and acting like everything is is fine, but the moment she's alone she cries to her mum.
I'm crying because my mum is crying for her own mum, I feel so lost and confused, like I want to help but I don't know how, im writing this in hopes anyone can understand how I feel, im upset that my grandma passed away but im even more upset to the point I feel kinda depressed at my mum is not the same anymore, it's like im talking to someone else. I have to now clean and care for my brothers, cook for them, buy food from the nearby stores, pretend everything is okay but im crying cause I feel like im not doing enough for my mum.
is ithis a weird thing im reacting to?
I'm crying because my mum is crying for her own mum, I feel so lost and confused, like I want to help but I don't know how, im writing this in hopes anyone can understand how I feel, im upset that my grandma passed away but im even more upset to the point I feel kinda depressed at my mum is not the same anymore, it's like im talking to someone else. I have to now clean and care for my brothers, cook for them, buy food from the nearby stores, pretend everything is okay but im crying cause I feel like im not doing enough for my mum.
is ithis a weird thing im reacting to?
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I read white nights, 1984 and animal farm! is there anything else thats worth it? I wanna read the bell jar, Madonna in a fur coat and East of eden!
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yes I love to red fan fiction, yes I love to read yaoi/yuri, yes I love to read straight up SLOP with cliche tropes and themes, yes I do occasionally read classic lit for when I want to feel smart, yes I love to doomscroll, yes I love to hyper analyse everything in a story im crazy about, yes I love to go on X to read utter BS, yes I love money to spend on books and makeup, yes I love seeing hot girls and wishing I was them
I would NOT survive any other generations but this one
I would NOT survive any other generations but this one
about talk to yourself
to that woman who's 19 and already has a kid, got married at 18 and finished school and isn't planning on working/going to collage, and wants to rely ONLY on her husband, open your eyes cause that world doesn't exist in this day and age, it's disgusting that you think that we (adults) infantile things when you're the one playing fucking house and popping out kids when you're still a kid! Seriously what is up with these kids thinking this way? The world has lost it wallah
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has anyone else not experienced any form of imitate relations at all? I'm 18, going to uni and yet I haven't even held hands or even held a romantic conversation with anyone, and hearing my friends talk about it just makes me feel like I'm missing out on life in general.
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I have experience in working in fast food for about two years and I left in march due to discrimination and being treated horribly by managers, I have been applying EVERYWHERE and only got one interview (which I didnt get the job obvs) is there smth wrong with my resume or the fact im still a student?? im over 18 tho so idk the issue is
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how does anyone know if they're attractive? im just generally asking cause I have been called that im pretty but I bag no huzz, no men talk to me, no men on dms, nothing so! js asking cause im bored thanks gng
ill start
define the relationship
wet sand
BJ Alex
one room TA
punch drunk love
honey bear
define the relationship
wet sand
BJ Alex
one room TA
punch drunk love
honey bear
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mine are:
- Omegaverse with the same overused plot of omega running after finding out they're pregnant
- Smut with the side of story
- Workplace where the MC is a highly crush on the manager/CEO and turns out the manager/CEO has a fatter crush on them
- Where the MC nearly dies and ML cries hard
- Omegaverse with the same overused plot of omega running after finding out they're pregnant
- Smut with the side of story
- Workplace where the MC is a highly crush on the manager/CEO and turns out the manager/CEO has a fatter crush on them
- Where the MC nearly dies and ML cries hard
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hey! I don't have anyone to ask about this cause no one knows but I have a very deep rooted fear to vomit (emetophobia) and it's affecting my life cause I physically can't eat anywhere but at home without feeling nauseous, and scared of others being sick/getting food poisoning.
btw I always had this fear (the vomit itself) it started from my brother when I was 4 when he vomited all over me in the car. But it became a real problem when 2 years ago I had a food poisoning incident from an engagement party and since then I physically can't eat in restaurants/places without pure fear of having food poisoning.
the only thing I can slightly handle is cafe food (coffee, bagels) but I have to eat while walking? it's really weird. Plus im in uni and I really don't want this fear to continue cause its driving me insane, plus im horrified to drinking, eating out in bars/clubs etc (I haven't even done it but still)
It's actually affecting my life cause I never go out now, just Uni, home and driving lessons. Please anything can help! (plus I dont know if this a phobia or just a fear so..)
btw I always had this fear (the vomit itself) it started from my brother when I was 4 when he vomited all over me in the car. But it became a real problem when 2 years ago I had a food poisoning incident from an engagement party and since then I physically can't eat in restaurants/places without pure fear of having food poisoning.
the only thing I can slightly handle is cafe food (coffee, bagels) but I have to eat while walking? it's really weird. Plus im in uni and I really don't want this fear to continue cause its driving me insane, plus im horrified to drinking, eating out in bars/clubs etc (I haven't even done it but still)
It's actually affecting my life cause I never go out now, just Uni, home and driving lessons. Please anything can help! (plus I dont know if this a phobia or just a fear so..)
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okay, please for the love of GOD do not sugarcoat this please! I need to see if I am an asshole for this or not.
okay I was very good friends with this girl since year 8, we were very close and I was very comfortable with her. Fast forward to year 12, I noticed a slight shift in her, it wasnt noticeable but I felt it in the way she spoke to me and whatever, fast forward again, it's been months since we graduated, and I tried making plans with her, 3 different times and she left me on read on all of them.
So I left her alone, and I asked some mutuals on what I should do, and they all said I should just wait until the time is right, so naturally I waited until her bday was 2 weeks from then, and I messaged her. in the lines of
Happy birthday, I can’t believe youre now 19! We haven’t talked in ages, we drifted apart, but I wanted to congratulate you. I want to let you know that I don’t hate you, and im still around if you need a chat, I loved our friendship at school, and I cherish it deeply in my heart, our 5 years of friendship was something I wouldn’t trade for the world. Despite the drift after high school, Youre a good person and a good friend.
and she messaged me back after 4 days to meet up in the city (takes me nearly 2 hours cause I live far) I said okay and we meet up.
she basically was saying that she hated me because I used to complain a lot, was always just annoying to her and gave petty things that bothered me. Although I understood that and told her I actually learnt my lesson and made sure I won't do it again. I did tell her before the distancing, that; if I did smth, tell me, even if it's small, but she never did. She goes on the lines of 'youre still a good person, I don't hate you, youre great it's just youre not for me'
I complained cause year 12 made me depressed and I had sm things happen ion my life, which she knew, but I won't go into detail about that.
but I was upset cause she went and asked me to meet up with her, just to complain about me for 2 hours and had the audacity to say 'no shade'.
and say its more mature like this, adds no shade. Like girl, I thought we were gonna talk about it then forgive each other about it, and I asked, 'okay, and I want to mend things with you, thats why I came, if I didnt like you, I would never come to see you in the first place' and she said. 'I don't know, but I know I don't want to be close again, but I don't want to lose you' and she was just going around the bush and not giving me a proper answer.
and now im just very upset cause I don't know how to feel. so!
okay I was very good friends with this girl since year 8, we were very close and I was very comfortable with her. Fast forward to year 12, I noticed a slight shift in her, it wasnt noticeable but I felt it in the way she spoke to me and whatever, fast forward again, it's been months since we graduated, and I tried making plans with her, 3 different times and she left me on read on all of them.
So I left her alone, and I asked some mutuals on what I should do, and they all said I should just wait until the time is right, so naturally I waited until her bday was 2 weeks from then, and I messaged her. in the lines of
Happy birthday, I can’t believe youre now 19! We haven’t talked in ages, we drifted apart, but I wanted to congratulate you. I want to let you know that I don’t hate you, and im still around if you need a chat, I loved our friendship at school, and I cherish it deeply in my heart, our 5 years of friendship was something I wouldn’t trade for the world. Despite the drift after high school, Youre a good person and a good friend.
and she messaged me back after 4 days to meet up in the city (takes me nearly 2 hours cause I live far) I said okay and we meet up.
she basically was saying that she hated me because I used to complain a lot, was always just annoying to her and gave petty things that bothered me. Although I understood that and told her I actually learnt my lesson and made sure I won't do it again. I did tell her before the distancing, that; if I did smth, tell me, even if it's small, but she never did. She goes on the lines of 'youre still a good person, I don't hate you, youre great it's just youre not for me'
I complained cause year 12 made me depressed and I had sm things happen ion my life, which she knew, but I won't go into detail about that.
but I was upset cause she went and asked me to meet up with her, just to complain about me for 2 hours and had the audacity to say 'no shade'.
and say its more mature like this, adds no shade. Like girl, I thought we were gonna talk about it then forgive each other about it, and I asked, 'okay, and I want to mend things with you, thats why I came, if I didnt like you, I would never come to see you in the first place' and she said. 'I don't know, but I know I don't want to be close again, but I don't want to lose you' and she was just going around the bush and not giving me a proper answer.
and now im just very upset cause I don't know how to feel. so!
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lets all just admit it's ass so we can all move on from Israeli Labubu Dubai chocolate tung tung sahur dot cake matcha strawberry I love Benjamin netanyahu and Donald trump show <333
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im seriously am having FOMO cause I never had a romantic interaction with anyone bruv, not even a flirt sesh (okay once but I felt like I was getting assaulted so that doesn't count in my eyes) Uni is such a fraud ain't no way ill find the loml here
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dude I haven't even been asked out before, held hands, kissed, not even proper eye contact but I have been told by people im attractive and been lowkirkually experienced creepy men of all ages growing up and even now (im 18) and being in uni doesn't help that im constantly around couples and hearing stories of what happened in clubs an shit, im having major FOMO
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ill start
secretive xx
antidote
kiss me if you can
kill me if you can
touch within a abyss
ghost nocrtune
secretive xx
antidote
kiss me if you can
kill me if you can
touch within a abyss
ghost nocrtune
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she says ppl who don't homeschool their kids are 'lazy'. Eating meat makes you 'evil' . Sorry dude but ppl who homeschool their own children are the neglectful ones, thats why youre so fucking dumb and privileged. your takes are ass, your beliefs are ass, everything about you is ass. Thank God your talent for singing got you somewhere, or else you could've been the weirdo living on 9th street eating worms by the garden as you hiss at children and dogs
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my parents control everything, im 18, in university and trying to build something for myself. yet I got yelled at for wanting to walk to the fucking store to get dry shampoo, which is a 15 minute walk when its sunny, cloudless and fucking nice to walk.
im so sick of this, I barely have a social life cause im barely allowed to even go out, I have to be home at 4 pm or else ill get a lecture on how ill be raped and kidnapped for living. (we live on the countryside with fields and farms)
I cant get a job far, knowing its hard to find one, I cant drive (I cant get my Ps without finishing my Ls, yet no one is willing to help me drive) I can't go to the library, I can't go anywhere by myself, my mum wants to me to bring my 13 yr old brother with mr to walk if I want to go somewhere.
she thinks im out doing drugs, or talking to men, when I cant even leave the house without war. I lost friends cause of them, I hate myself cause of them, its driving me nuts, I want to live a normal life, my mum got married at 18 to a guy 10 yrs older than her but god forbid I want to walk to get some dry shampoo and iced coffee
im so sick of this, I barely have a social life cause im barely allowed to even go out, I have to be home at 4 pm or else ill get a lecture on how ill be raped and kidnapped for living. (we live on the countryside with fields and farms)
I cant get a job far, knowing its hard to find one, I cant drive (I cant get my Ps without finishing my Ls, yet no one is willing to help me drive) I can't go to the library, I can't go anywhere by myself, my mum wants to me to bring my 13 yr old brother with mr to walk if I want to go somewhere.
she thinks im out doing drugs, or talking to men, when I cant even leave the house without war. I lost friends cause of them, I hate myself cause of them, its driving me nuts, I want to live a normal life, my mum got married at 18 to a guy 10 yrs older than her but god forbid I want to walk to get some dry shampoo and iced coffee
about too much time
I gen feel like an unc, some 13 yr old kid told me since youre in uni youre an unc
about y'all just feel sad when
is anyone just feeling so hopeless after those files have been released? Deadass I feel sick to my stomach, knowing all of this is happening and there is NOTHING we can do, I haven't been able to eat without thinking about those babies and its making me feel sick, unable to sleep or think anything outside of these Epstein files.