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Content warning CSA?
Ok sorry about this weird as fuck question but literally i just wanna understand
So when i was rlly young, like 12/13 i was molested multiple times by my dad. Like a couple were when i was awake but i caught him with hands in my pants middle of the night once. So like tbh i dont even remember clearly for how long. (Lmao at that time i literally just shoved the incident in the deepest part of my brain only for it to come out with 300x the amount of mental damage 10yrs later)
It stopped at some point. I thought maybe he moved onto my other siblings. But thankfully it looks like they weren’t SAed (i was pretty anxious about it during that time and tried to never let them be alone. i once tried to hint at dad doing something inappropriate sexually and got shit on pretty harshly by all of em. Made me sad but also glad since that also meant they didn’t experience it and even me hinting that,was outrageous for them. Maybe idk what actually happened with my siblings and im just going off of circumstantial stuff)
So What compelled him to do that? Do some brain broken people just get horny and touch their children? Did he just move onto someone else (like my mom)? Im hoping nothing happened outside of my house. But like what is the mechanics you know what i mean. Like is he just a sleeper pedo that got activated all of a sudden then shut down (hopefully permanently)
Is it possible that theres actually no proper way of understanding this behaviour and sometimes people just do vile shit? And then have this like post nut clarity like “oh shit i fucked up”
I guess this would help me kinda come to terms with the fact that im hoping there are no other victims aside from like me and my mom (if he forced her to do stuff)
Lol thanks for anyone who responded
Sorry abt this weird asf question. Im gnna delete this once i get any answer agdbdka
Ok sorry about this weird as fuck question but literally i just wanna understand
So when i was rlly young, like 12/13 i was molested multiple times by my dad. Like a couple were when i was awake but i caught him with hands in my pants middle of the night once. So like tbh i dont even remember clearly for how long. (Lmao at that time i literally just shoved the incident in the deepest part of my brain only for it to come out with 300x the amount of mental damage 10yrs later)
It stopped at some point. I thought maybe he moved onto my other siblings. But thankfully it looks like they weren’t SAed (i was pretty anxious about it during that time and tried to never let them be alone. i once tried to hint at dad doing something inappropriate sexually and got shit on pretty harshly by all of em. Made me sad but also glad since that also meant they didn’t experience it and even me hinting that,was outrageous for them. Maybe idk what actually happened with my siblings and im just going off of circumstantial stuff)
So What compelled him to do that? Do some brain broken people just get horny and touch their children? Did he just move onto someone else (like my mom)? Im hoping nothing happened outside of my house. But like what is the mechanics you know what i mean. Like is he just a sleeper pedo that got activated all of a sudden then shut down (hopefully permanently)
Is it possible that theres actually no proper way of understanding this behaviour and sometimes people just do vile shit? And then have this like post nut clarity like “oh shit i fucked up”
I guess this would help me kinda come to terms with the fact that im hoping there are no other victims aside from like me and my mom (if he forced her to do stuff)
Lol thanks for anyone who responded
Sorry abt this weird asf question. Im gnna delete this once i get any answer agdbdka
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bruh I just looked at what I drew last night when I was so incredibly sleep deprived and for some reason I decided to draw smth and dint remember unit now that I drew this absolute monstrosity of a really muscular guy with a pot on his head and OwO carved onto the pot wtf is this
(I'll comment the pic below but its like half finished so looks kinda shit)
(I'll comment the pic below but its like half finished so looks kinda shit)
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i'm tryna fight this artblock so give me ocs 2 doodle or smth please
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I used to think Shin ramen and budak was the spiciest thing on the planet but now that shit feel like peppermint. Is just me or??
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So I wanted to update Painter of the night since it’s been 2 years since it’s been updated but each time I try and upload a chapter it turns blank not letting me upload anything. Any idea why?
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please tell me you guys also watched him or else this question is real awkward. MAN that was literally an ending i couldve never asked for more of. I’m honestly heart-broken that is the last episode of the series, crazy ive been watching him for more than 10+ now, seems like yesterday i just watched the death of his first dog gregory i was also hoping for a lil reunion aswell, bringing back squid, choochoo, mumbojumbo, ank, amylee, longbo and even l for lee, man what a childhood. i honestly thought hitthetarget would get a redemption arc but at the same time, it seemed too far-fetched, too sudden - this was the best ending anyone couldve asked for. thanks stamps. did anyone else watch it?? or was it just me reminiscing my past
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i remember like a few years ago i was on another website (cant remember which one not mangago thats for sure), and i was looking for some new boys love and i stumble over this tanned top and like explorer bottom (not fan of those terms but you get it). so i only read one chapter and it goes like:
explorer is in the jungle, explorer falls into a hole. in this hole theres black people, and, here comes the worse part they go like "ooga booga" have bones in their nose and the stereotypical lips thats just a donut right ? and here comes the top, a tall ass tanned dude with the LEAST african features ever and the only one that looks even remotely human from the group, and i don't remember anything else bcs i gave up at the first sight of the racist stereotype.
has anyone else read this or is it just a fever nightmare i had
explorer is in the jungle, explorer falls into a hole. in this hole theres black people, and, here comes the worse part they go like "ooga booga" have bones in their nose and the stereotypical lips thats just a donut right ? and here comes the top, a tall ass tanned dude with the LEAST african features ever and the only one that looks even remotely human from the group, and i don't remember anything else bcs i gave up at the first sight of the racist stereotype.
has anyone else read this or is it just a fever nightmare i had
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Even on here, 228 pages of the yaoi genre and only 48 pages for the yuri genre. And that doesnt even count for the amount of GLs that are tagged wrong and feature no WLW couples, plots, or even characters. Like damn i click on a comic tagged yuri and its actually a story of 2 girls fighting over 1 guy I AM NOT INTERESTED!!!
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I forgot what this one manhwa (?) I once saw on yt some time ago.
Basically some dude that lives on the top floor of the MC is a killer and killed a pregnant woman. And the MC accidentally entered the killers apartment and is trying to hide from him.
Basically some dude that lives on the top floor of the MC is a killer and killed a pregnant woman. And the MC accidentally entered the killers apartment and is trying to hide from him.
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i read a bl between a cafe owner and like a sort of prostitute business owner ??? i’m not sure of the title but the trope was something like that,,,
I know this is super old news at this point, but I need to get this off my chest, please dont crucify meeeee! But in all honesty what is the difference between CBAW's Haebom and Taesung vs Genshin's Kaeya and Diluc? Why do people have such mixed opinions on one one ship yet whole heartedly accept another ship when they are quite literally the same?
I myself like the ship in CBAW a lot and think they are adorable, but I also don't think kaeya and diluc being shipped together is that insane if you want to ship them as "sworn brothers" or whatever the original translation said they were.
Again dont kill meeee pleaaaaseeee some of you genshin fans are crazy like that, but lets have a civilized discussion in the replies? xox
I myself like the ship in CBAW a lot and think they are adorable, but I also don't think kaeya and diluc being shipped together is that insane if you want to ship them as "sworn brothers" or whatever the original translation said they were.
Again dont kill meeee pleaaaaseeee some of you genshin fans are crazy like that, but lets have a civilized discussion in the replies? xox
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I don't mean thins like 'Pedos should die' or 'Misonogy is BAD' I really want to see things that you know is a hot take, and will get heat for it~
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Say your red flags or "weird" traits and let people rate you from that, if they want to Idk I'm bored.
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My ass keeps making those fucking meme formats where the actual joke is at the top and the photo is at the bottom AND I KEEP DOING THAT WITH MY BABY PICS AHHH. It's almost at the point where I'll have a whole collection of them and be doing them in school as well. Let me show you some of my favorites.
