about forget to eat
24 05,2021
I have no one to talk to but I just needed to let this out. Sometimes.. I just want everything to end. I have always thought of suicide but I'm scared of pain.
I lost my job during the pandemic and I'm basically a burden to everyone around me. I tried applying for jobs and nobody wants me. I do art to redirect my frustrations and disappointments and I think I'm good enough cuz I do comms as well. But these days, even art does not do its magic anymore. Everyday is a constant battle. Thoughts shift from negative to positive to encouraging then completely hopeless. Im so confused.. just everything rapidly. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm hanging on. I'm barely holding on. I tell myself to be strong. That this is just a test for me to overcome. All the self blaming and justifications are just excuses. I want to give up. So bad.
I just want to rest.
Please let me rest.
I'm so tired.
I think I really am crazy.
I lost my job during the pandemic and I'm basically a burden to everyone around me. I tried applying for jobs and nobody wants me. I do art to redirect my frustrations and disappointments and I think I'm good enough cuz I do comms as well. But these days, even art does not do its magic anymore. Everyday is a constant battle. Thoughts shift from negative to positive to encouraging then completely hopeless. Im so confused.. just everything rapidly. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm hanging on. I'm barely holding on. I tell myself to be strong. That this is just a test for me to overcome. All the self blaming and justifications are just excuses. I want to give up. So bad.
I just want to rest.
Please let me rest.
I'm so tired.
I think I really am crazy.
about forget to eat
24 05,2021
A new study recently found that humans eat more bananas than monkeys.
I can't remember the last time I ate a monkey
I can't remember the last time I ate a monkey
I’m asking because she gets on my nerves a little bit, there’s nothing wrong with her but…yeah idk. Also her being added was kind of unexpected, anyways i’ll probably end up liking her once i see more from her.
about healthy convo
about question
24 05,2021
like a month ago i said "scooby doo lore is underrated" and ppl acted like they didnt know wtf i said
also ik some of yall have those kpop reaction memes and they suck sometimes ngl
also ik some of yall have those kpop reaction memes and they suck sometimes ngl
about first kiss
24 05,2021
I know many wants to cry and get hurt like a masochist.
Fluffy Bl readers are already getting extinct, please respond to my call my fellow Fluffy BL species. I want to follow you.
Fluffy Bl readers are already getting extinct, please respond to my call my fellow Fluffy BL species. I want to follow you.
about first kiss
about question
about question
24 05,2021
I just noticed it's already been a year since i've been on here hhh
about strange experience
about yandere bf or gf
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i use it/they/xe pronouns but my friends only use “they/them” on me and occasionally use it/its on me, they never use its/xe pronouns on me unless i ask them.ik i can’t force them to but it gets annoying when they act like they blessed me when they use my “it/xe” pronouns once and never again, i just want them to do it an equal amount of times.
about genshin impact
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about forget to eat
24 05,2021
Where you're reading something
Scroll down
Then your heart stops beating for a second because you just realized what happened?
Like second hand embarrassment but it took you a moment to get what was happening
Scroll down
Then your heart stops beating for a second because you just realized what happened?
Like second hand embarrassment but it took you a moment to get what was happening
about not be alone
24 05,2021
I needa stop watching horror movies at night.
Anyway y’all got some shit to ground me in reality or something? Maybe not something sad tho.
Idk wholesome things.
Anyway y’all got some shit to ground me in reality or something? Maybe not something sad tho.
Idk wholesome things.
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I JUST TOOK A HUGE FUCKING SHIT AND GUESS WHAT THAT WAS THE BIGGEST FUKCING SHIT IVE EVER HAD I SPENT 1 HOUR I THINK ON MY FUCKING BATHROOM AND I ALMOST CLOGGED THE FUCKIGN TOILET MY ASS IS BURNING UP SEND FUCKING HELP
about question
24 05,2021
Recently I been seeing lots of posts on insta and all and they censor it like k*ll or de*th idk can someone explain why?
about question
24 05,2021
i read someone say something about this earlier, but i lost the thread. i think it would be super cool to create a instagram group, or even a discord with all the people from this app! i would love to make friends who enjoy reading, maybe start a book club or something? i don’t know, just think it would be fun and i’m highly interested!
