12 12,2020
Felt like ranting. Don’t care? Okay.
I tend to talk to myself for long periods of time because it’s just what I do. People think it’s weird that I talk to myself for hours on end while starring at the ceiling or at myself in a mirror, and they get confused when I refer to things I’ve done myself as things ‘we’ do or ‘our’ things. I’ve always felt conceited, referring to things that I have as my things, when in reality people help me with it or my parents bought it and gave it to me. I just don’t like feeling egotistical, which kind of leads to a low-self esteem, but I’d rather have a constant doubt in myself because it’s more crushing to fail when you believe in yourself. You’ll always be able to get over a low bar, so why put it so high if you aren’t trying to grow?
Also, I’m pretty sure I have a big weak spot for boys with cats (and girls with dogs, but mainly the former). I also totally have this think for like bowlcuts or bobs with bangs or something because I have a small group of fictitious characters that I’m married to and all of them (Pansy Parkinson [HP], Shegio Kageyama [Mob][MP100], and Meguru Barchira[Bluelock]) have this besides one blondie (Hanna [Not So Shoujo Love Srory]). Also pretty sure I have a thing for girls with pretty, long, blonde hair. There was this girl at my school and she was so pretty and looking at her was so nice. I just kind of want to hug her and just hug her a lot. She was nice too and she was funny, and she kind of looked like Cher from Clueless, and I think Cher is really pretty too.
I also wonder why don’t more het men make GL fan stuff. Like, when I go to hashtags to find edits, I can almost always find BL webcomic edits, but like, never GL one for some reason. Like, I’m sure het men read GL, but, like, where you at? You guys have any good GL recommendations? You guys follow any good GL editors on Instagram? You guys exist? Do we need to somehow recruit you guys so we have more balanced content between BL, Hetro metro stuff, and GL?
Also, I made this three tiered chocolate cake and it was so good. I made a cinnamon buns a week ago, but I struggle with bread, so I wanted to do something easy this week. The cake was so good though. It was moist but it was also fluffy too. Plus, I prefer cream cheese frosting (which do you prefer?), but I made buttercream frosting this time and it was so, so, so, good. Do you guys cook or bake? If so, what’s your favourite thing to bake? I probably bake strawberry shortcakes the most, but I don’t really have a favourite thing to make. I love making crepes though.
Finally, I love those videos online of animals like owls or snakes sneezing and ducks eating peas or corn, but I found this one video that was superior to the rest. It made me smile so much.
Look at it! It’s so cute!
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https://youtu.be/ntc4lRAM0Ls
Now you can say that you are reading that, and you’re happy for me, or sad for me, or not feeling anything for me.
I tend to talk to myself for long periods of time because it’s just what I do. People think it’s weird that I talk to myself for hours on end while starring at the ceiling or at myself in a mirror, and they get confused when I refer to things I’ve done myself as things ‘we’ do or ‘our’ things. I’ve always felt conceited, referring to things that I have as my things, when in reality people help me with it or my parents bought it and gave it to me. I just don’t like feeling egotistical, which kind of leads to a low-self esteem, but I’d rather have a constant doubt in myself because it’s more crushing to fail when you believe in yourself. You’ll always be able to get over a low bar, so why put it so high if you aren’t trying to grow?
Also, I’m pretty sure I have a big weak spot for boys with cats (and girls with dogs, but mainly the former). I also totally have this think for like bowlcuts or bobs with bangs or something because I have a small group of fictitious characters that I’m married to and all of them (Pansy Parkinson [HP], Shegio Kageyama [Mob][MP100], and Meguru Barchira[Bluelock]) have this besides one blondie (Hanna [Not So Shoujo Love Srory]). Also pretty sure I have a thing for girls with pretty, long, blonde hair. There was this girl at my school and she was so pretty and looking at her was so nice. I just kind of want to hug her and just hug her a lot. She was nice too and she was funny, and she kind of looked like Cher from Clueless, and I think Cher is really pretty too.
I also wonder why don’t more het men make GL fan stuff. Like, when I go to hashtags to find edits, I can almost always find BL webcomic edits, but like, never GL one for some reason. Like, I’m sure het men read GL, but, like, where you at? You guys have any good GL recommendations? You guys follow any good GL editors on Instagram? You guys exist? Do we need to somehow recruit you guys so we have more balanced content between BL, Hetro metro stuff, and GL?
Also, I made this three tiered chocolate cake and it was so good. I made a cinnamon buns a week ago, but I struggle with bread, so I wanted to do something easy this week. The cake was so good though. It was moist but it was also fluffy too. Plus, I prefer cream cheese frosting (which do you prefer?), but I made buttercream frosting this time and it was so, so, so, good. Do you guys cook or bake? If so, what’s your favourite thing to bake? I probably bake strawberry shortcakes the most, but I don’t really have a favourite thing to make. I love making crepes though.
Finally, I love those videos online of animals like owls or snakes sneezing and ducks eating peas or corn, but I found this one video that was superior to the rest. It made me smile so much.
Look at it! It’s so cute!
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https://youtu.be/ntc4lRAM0Ls
Now you can say that you are reading that, and you’re happy for me, or sad for me, or not feeling anything for me.
12 12,2020
I think it is... Glad the animation might bring it back to life though :33 what's your guys' opinions though
Hello there, I am a depressed, lonely person who frequently doesnt wanna exist anymore ( :( ) and so I wanna read something for comfort... It used to be killing stalking but now it got old i guess.... any yaoi stories with a character dealing with deppresive or social problems l?.... I need something else to find comfort in
about not having a boyfriend
12 12,2020
I know we have a lot to chose from, but if you had to pick: who is the worst?
about get to know you
12 12,2020
(Tw: mental illness symptoms)
People say they support all mentally ill people but judge people who:
-are attention seeking (in non toxic/ troll-y ways)
-sm/ke when they are young
-have dr/g problems
-s/h
-end up in ab/sive relationships
-overshare
-are hypers/xual
-are impulsive
-have hallucinations
-have delusions
-split
-over eat or under eat
-chew and spit
-are paranoid
-have multiple personalities
-are not hygienic or too hygienic
-have obsessions and compulsions (ocd)
-have memory problems
-have autism
-have social anxiety or problems with understanding social cues
-have problems with their identity
Basically anything that isn’t a “qUirKy” or “uWu So cUtE” symptom.
You guys realize those are all symptoms right.....?
Y’all can’t pick and chose what you support.
(I see a lot of people judging people with these symptoms on here and it pisses me off)
People say they support all mentally ill people but judge people who:
-are attention seeking (in non toxic/ troll-y ways)
-sm/ke when they are young
-have dr/g problems
-s/h
-end up in ab/sive relationships
-overshare
-are hypers/xual
-are impulsive
-have hallucinations
-have delusions
-split
-over eat or under eat
-chew and spit
-are paranoid
-have multiple personalities
-are not hygienic or too hygienic
-have obsessions and compulsions (ocd)
-have memory problems
-have autism
-have social anxiety or problems with understanding social cues
-have problems with their identity
Basically anything that isn’t a “qUirKy” or “uWu So cUtE” symptom.
You guys realize those are all symptoms right.....?
Y’all can’t pick and chose what you support.
(I see a lot of people judging people with these symptoms on here and it pisses me off)
12 12,2020
So i just realized that a lot of children here are already reading adult content..
Like why read adult content when you're not even an adult to begin with?
Like why read adult content when you're not even an adult to begin with?
about get to know you
12 12,2020
Personally irl whenever blowjobs come up in conversation (which is rare) every girl I know (me included) aren't willing to do blowjobs, but on the internet and in shows I feel like its the opposite case and they're treated as not only normal but like its weird not to do them. Are guys genuinely upset if their girlfriends dont agree to give blowjobs? Sorry I feel like all i know about sex comes from this site unfortunately and Im kind of concerned.
about get to know you
12 12,2020
Ughh I'm the worst.
I hate what I've done.
I wasn't aware what people would feel about my crappy shitpost.
God knows why people like me exists. Exists to exterminate humanity.
UGHHH.. Shame on me tbh..
Here I am thinking about how the current toxic population in the world grows. And I'm part of those sick extras.
I hate myself for doing something that would make people feel crappy about their selves. Ughhh This is so annoying to feel sorry for my self..
I don't care about my feelings right now. I'm more concerned about those people who felt disgusted from what I've done. I admit that I wanted attention. I complained about how people would want to kill their selves because I thought it was shit. Only to realize I'm the real garbage and I was wrong. I have no right to apologize but OK I literally have no shame for doing something like this.
I realized I was spilling insensitive crap that could hurt a lot of people.
For those who were crying and feeling bad from what I did, I want you to realize that it's absolutely not worth it to cry at my post. There more things that could happen worse to you than listening to my inhumane crap. It's indeed wrong that I posted such a sensitive topic.
I'm the terrible worst.
And I'm sorry.
I hate what I've done.
I wasn't aware what people would feel about my crappy shitpost.
God knows why people like me exists. Exists to exterminate humanity.
UGHHH.. Shame on me tbh..
Here I am thinking about how the current toxic population in the world grows. And I'm part of those sick extras.
I hate myself for doing something that would make people feel crappy about their selves. Ughhh This is so annoying to feel sorry for my self..
I don't care about my feelings right now. I'm more concerned about those people who felt disgusted from what I've done. I admit that I wanted attention. I complained about how people would want to kill their selves because I thought it was shit. Only to realize I'm the real garbage and I was wrong. I have no right to apologize but OK I literally have no shame for doing something like this.
I realized I was spilling insensitive crap that could hurt a lot of people.
For those who were crying and feeling bad from what I did, I want you to realize that it's absolutely not worth it to cry at my post. There more things that could happen worse to you than listening to my inhumane crap. It's indeed wrong that I posted such a sensitive topic.
I'm the terrible worst.
And I'm sorry.
about get to know you
12 12,2020
I'm not trolling. I am generally curious because there are alot of insane homophobic people out here. When you see someone you are attracted to; Do you approach them and hope that they are gay as well? Are you cautious about who you approach? Or do you use dating apps? Or meet people at clubs and stuff? How do you personally go about dating? If you are interested in dating. If this is offensive I'm sorry. I just want to get someone else's point of view on life.
about get to know you
12 12,2020
I'm not trolling. I am generally curious because there are alot of insane homophobic people out here. When you see someone you are attracted to; Do you approach them and hope that they are gay as well? Are you cautious about who you approach? Or do you use dating apps? Or meet people at clubs and stuff? How do you personally go about dating? If you are interested in dating. If this is offensive I'm sorry. I just want to get someone else's point of view on life.
about writing
12 12,2020
Here is my opinion why I think that as an 11 year old fujoshi who reads adult mangas is fine. I know that the adult Mangas are supposed to be aimed at the adults but like, it’s not like i would really care? They say “Omg! You’re too young to know this type of stuff!” Girl I know, but I’m actually fine with it. I was never grossed out when I first saw porn. Is there supposed to an age where u could finally know about adult stuff? It’s not like all 11 year olds are immature. I’m mature and I have no problem with it. Its not like I’d be like “OMG ADULT STUFF EWWW” Then say it to everyone. So that’s why I think that reading manga adult content is fine for me though ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ or you think I’m too young. It’s okay if you don’t agree with me, I’d like to hear your opinion^^
about get to know you
I presented my project ( it was an online class, plus it was a really long one so I read it for a LONG time) After i was done reading it, my teacher stayed silent for like 5 seconds. I thought I lagged but then she said, “That’s the wrong topic you’re doing” me: ‘ bitch what-‘ Then i actually started crying :’(
about talk to yourself
12 12,2020
This is a test to see your personality it's as it sounds. There are four types, each has four different subcategories. It doesn't sound like you then it's a fake.. anyways here: https://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test
Send me a screenshot! Or tell me what your type is. I am a Debater personality Good luck!
Send me a screenshot! Or tell me what your type is. I am a Debater personality Good luck!
about get to know you
12 12,2020
so yall my know that women jeans usually dont come with pockets or if they do theyre so small you can fit only your fingers in it, i was wondering how many of yall hate it.
about get to know you
12 12,2020
So I've noticed that in the majority of the yaoi I read that the seme leaves their pants on during sex, but the uke is fully naked. Why!? They have enough time to strip their partner but not enough time to just take off their pants.
