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How do you stop the thought of wanting to die?
I think I joke and think about my own death so much; and it just feels like I've lived enough
Sure, I still wanna do some things, but idk
I wake up and think about dying, sometimes I joke about how if I don't do this one thing, I'm gonna kms
It's not like an urge, but more of a constant thought
Even I'm tired of thinking that, so, how do I stop my dumbass fucking brain from having that thought

Ok so it starts off with playboy mc he’s a scumbag who sees all women the same and is bored of them because they all love him. So he's in the club surrounded by women when all of a sudden a girl with a very short blonde pixie cut walks by his booth/room and catches his eye. Hes never seen this girl before she glows amongst this sea of people in the club and he follows her to the bar to offer her a drink. But ofc she is actually a boy cause this is a yaoi manga and he’s just this very chic androgynous/ feminine looking man who couldn't care less for this fuck boy. I need the name of this manga.

Okay soooo, We broke up recently (I'm the one who's at fault cuz i lied to him about smth, AND NO I DID NOT CHEAT.) but he's the one that said that we should be friends so we did, Until he Unfriended me. Which is understandable. Until one of his friends texted me and said and he wants to talk so we did. Okay so he texted saying he regret that he broke up w me taht he is still inlove w me, and the lie i said wasn't a huge deal. As he said can we start as friends and let the fate guide us through whatever happens to the future, romantic right? So I asked him why did he unfriended, it was because he always unfriended people. So we started as friends. I actually had hopes for it, as few days passed we were doing great. But it feels like im always the one who is eager and making the efforts for the relationship. So I decided not to text him for a bit seeing if he would text back but 1 week had passed and still no Texts. Should I just block his Ass..

I am a conan gray fan and going to his tour, this is a safe space to share about your thoughts about him or your fav artist works too. I don't discriminate.

My take is Found heaven is by far the best album.

Like, if your partner cheats on you, but they apologize and promise they'll change and they DO show signs of changing and becoming better.. but would you still date them and get back together?? Like, is it possible to change?

I wanna join a discord where fujoshis can interact bruh i wanna share and hear some of your faves, hobbies or lit anything, in short i want a fujoshi friend haha i dont have a friend who have the same hobbies as mine lol, its lonely out here

The reason why i like people degrading me because i rather have attention like that than getting no attention

Talk about child me heh!

I've spent 200$ on clothes, makeup and videos games this week.
Is there a such thing as a spending addiction?

i got busier irl and plan to stop uploading but was hesitated bcs i have quite a lot of series that i upload here and on other sites, so it will be unfair for my readers if i just leave those unfinished. but this user with the @ pipo pipo or wtv shit they are is my last straw and i’ll mass delete all of my uploads after this.


apparently this user leave comments on every of my uploads for me to stop uploading, begging me to stop already bcs i “waste people’s time with these short chapters/“late” updates”. in big 2025 and almost jump to 2026, people still don’t know how official site (c00lmic) works so i’ll leave a short explanation of how c00lmic works and why did i upload from them;

1. c00lmic cut off these chapters, splits 1 full vol/chapter into 3 parts and this is normal. goldenkoo didn’t do this.

2. c00lmic usually dragged update time, there’s an ET for next update but it’s usually after 1~3 months for 1-3 new chapters to drop. goldenkoo didn’t gatekeep any shit and just upload whenever it drops.

3. c00lmic got a lot of exclusive mangas that are not available on other sites so if you see goldenkoo uploaded those before, yes most of them are exclusive.

4. goldenkoo hate low quality stuff and shitty translations. c00lmic chapters are HD+++++ and i have the right tools to perfectly rip it so that it won’t ruin any quality. other sites are not compatible with my tools and usually hard to rip/risky to pirated it bcs of their security.

5. goldenkoo will only upload “existed” mangas (e.g old uploads are full chapters from Rent@ and i uploaded short chapters from c00lmic) based on three cases; old uploaders didn’t finished it + bad quality OR there’s only fan translations entry available, no official yet OR new official chapters are uncensored and old official uploads were censored. now that’s when goldenkoo will upload chapters from c00lmic, i don’t just blindly upload stuff from c00lmic without any sense.

so i genuinely dk why is it most people here attacked me all the time for those short chapters when mangas from c00lmic has been here for years, it’s not a new norm new trend new anything istg it’s been here for years.

i readily spent my money and share it for free, i didn’t gatekeep any single chapters. i even gave other translators my OG files for them to retranslate whenever they ask for perms, for fucking free as well; i didn’t even let them take it from my uploads bcs it might downgrade the quality of those chapters so i gave the OG zip files, right from the official sources. i literally got no problem sharing anything that i paid.

other uploaders also upload mangas from the same official sites as mine including big uploaders, like they upload wayyy before me and way more but it seems like none of them got harassed this bad, everyone seem chill as fuck whenever they upload short chapters and always treat them like some gods which idc you do you but why the fuck would i got literal harassed by these same freaks?

i got lot of fucking dms almost every fucking week full with people asking me why the fuck would i purposely cut off chapters and update only after months, why didn’t i upload faster etc like genuinely what the fuck is wrong with you people? my topics here literally got random ass people asking me like “hey why do you keep uploading short chapters”, multiple time so honest to fucking god, why are you guys like this?

it’s literally not just me alone who upload mangas from c00lmic so why the hell would you guys keep harassing me for this, right when i plan to stop uploading as well and retired?

like i’m done, truly. i stupidly spent hundreds of dollars buying those chapters but i have to deal with harassment and literal people begging me to stop uploading without even bother to ask me first if they’re that foreign with the concept of how official sites work. so thanks a fucking lot.

i’ll be deleting every single one of them so pls be patient, you won’t see those chapters again. but don’t even try to steal my paid chapters from other sites and reupload them here, don’t be that fucking shameless. if you want to upload or take over my series then go buy those chapters yourself on official c00lmic site or find the official sources yourself.

i put a lot of layered watermarks on every of my uploads so i can fucking tell what’s mine, if i found out anyone stole it and reupload after i take all chapters down i’ll mass report you idfc.

to that user who keeps harassing me, telling me to stop uploading everywhere and said i’m the worst uploader ever; i hope you have the worst day on your life for ruining my efforts in sharing my uploads here. i genuinely never encountered such a bad manner and entitled readers like from this site, literally never. you people who harassed me are genuinely weird i hope you’re proud of yourself for driving me out and gave up.

So I got a Brazilian wax and that shit hurt like a motha fucka but also I swear the bitch was playing w my pussy… #howpeculiar #pervert

Have you guys literally do nothing, eat nothing, but still end up with crumbs inside your bra?? I'm literally sitting in bed rn and I felt something on my skin.. A WHOLE PILE CRUMBS JUST SITTING THERE, I literally don't know what to do or how they even up in there

just for fun, ppl, don't take it to heart...

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https://uquiz.com/quiz/hbniL3/i-rate-how-hot-you-are

involves a character who believes his lover (ML) died in a fire that also killed the lover's parents. The plot is that the MC's father was the one who set the fire, making him the suspect. I think he also got money but the ML is alive and with some other guardian dude took him

Does anyone just rlly enjoy arguing?? Like sometimes ur heart starts racing and shi and you feel endorphins pumping in ur blood or something whenever someone gets mad at you. I’ve always loved arguing and even took debating classes in middle school out sheer love for the game
I love it when people get mad at me and begin to argue with me. Ragebaiting is nothing but a means to get this experience and a person gotta do what they gotta do to get their daily fix of endorphins

i’m going as nyan cat ≽^•⩊•^≼ for the nostalgia of better times yk

what do u do when you’re bored
i don’t wanna waste time and doomscroll im fighting the demons

I need to get a new one since my Mac aluminum of five years is trying to kill itself. Any recommendations

It’s that time again: How’s everyone’s mental doing fr? Just checking in on y’all

Especially those weird anime plots Abt some weird ass guy forming a harem and he gets more powerful the more milk he sucks our their tits or smth