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So I have my super awesome goth gf, won't tell about her but AAAAAH I don't know what to get them cus I mean I know their likes but they said enough with the plushies but they want clothes too... Idk what to get her or the proper shop too

Hello!!! So my phone has been broken for almost a month now. And well, I don't have the money to have it fixed since it's summer. All and I can't get a part time job yet cause i need to wait for another year before they start accepting me....but the thing is i know this person, we aren't that close. Still, they're really generous and I'm not here to say i'm going to take advantage of their kindness i'm just thinking of trying to ask to borrow money from them and hopefully, save up the money to pay them back.....i can't let my mom know nor my relatives that i'm going to borrow money from her cause she's actually an ex of one of my relatives....and yeah i really can't let my mom know cause she already has a lot in her plate and she'd probably lash out on me if i tell her my phone's broken (based on experience, literally even the simplest things tbh)

anyways i'm here to ask if i should go on with it? i'm planning on telling this person my intentions as well as how and when I'd pay them back...ik with my current state rn i don't really have the ability to be able to pay her back T-T but....soon hopefully, i'm going to make sure that my words aren't empty promises huhu as this person has been very supportive in me even though we chat in quite the secretive way.

Worse it's when it's your own family member too.

I don't know who you're comparing me to but, you said being weird with minors so, I'm gonna assume you're comparing me to a pedo?
Most disgusting insult I could ever get on here.
Comparing me, to a fucking pedophile.
Great.

And send my manuscript to a publishing company who's asking for BL novel manuscript But the thing is I am Beginner at this. I've only written fanfics before but we won't know unless we try right? Anyway, My question is for people who likes to write books.

Do you prefer first person or third person?
Any tips for this starving and amateur writer?
How should I fix my grammar and writing?
Thank you for the kind people who answer.

I have to be one of the most goofy ass childish ass people on this site cause what the hell?
That comfort character post...
Y'all I FUCKING posted child show characters. (I wasn't lying but damn I feel like I just came off like a 14 year old.)

Theres this korean instant noodles that I rlly like and theres a version of it thats shrimp flavored which i absolutely hate. I have been very vocal about my hatred for it that im pretty sure everyone around me knows it like basic info.

So yesterday I craved (BIG CRAVING) for those noodles (the not-shrimp-flavored one obvsly). So I asked my husband to buy me some and he left and it took him hours to come back cos he had other errands and my noodles were just a side quest but i endured my hunger and waited patiently anyway. He comes home tired with the shrimp flavored one and he hoped id still be glad enough he at least brought me back something instead of nothing cos the store he checked only had the shrimp variation (there r other stores nearby but he didnt bother to check them).

and well how would you feel in my situation? I kept telling myself its such a small thing and its so childish to even be angry and disappointed and frustrated about it, but i was. And i couldn't even express myself in my own home cos my visiting mother and mother-in-law was in the house and i felt like if i showed how upset I was over something so little they'll all just shoot me down like some toddler throwing a tantrum cos thats what they do best.

So i dryly said thanks and cooked the noodles and ate 2 bites and threw it up (cos forcing urself to eat something u dislike while keeping the I-wanna-scream-and-cry lump in ur throat will purge u of wtvr ur eating) and went through lunch, dinner, and bed having eaten nothing. And today i woke up still upset about the whole thing and rn im mad at myself for still feeling that way cos im goddamn adult acting like a spoiled child all bcos i wanted noodles. Like, i wish I never even asked for it or i wish my husband just didn't get anything at all.

Why do I have to just be the bigger person and be fucking grateful for receiving something I hate just cos someone made the effort to get it despite being tired

I genuinely believe that the worst feeling ever is suddenly needing to take a shit while your having an absolutely delectable meal....ruins my entire mood every damn time (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

so im a wuh luh wuh and recently i've been liking this girl.

she's really kind and beautiful, and she's kind of like an introvert--like me.

everytime i'm like depressed or my life's a mess, a reply from her keeps me going.

i don't know...chat i am in love with a straight woman

I just HATE it when I’m searching up Jinx and that fuck ass manhwa comes up, like, NO I AM NOT LOOKING FOR THAT STUPID RAPE STORY I JUST WANT MY QUEEN JINX

Am I the only one who finds it so disgusting when the uke’s asshole rips? Like, I just find it so gross that the dick is that big and that the seme did so little prep that he ripped the uke’s ass. It’s also just unpleasant in general to look at as I don’t have a blood fetish(unlike someone I know) and I definitely don’t like seeing bodily fluids of any kind come out of the ass.

For me it's Jujutsu Kaisen

All right, I decide to go vegetarian like a week or two ago and I haven’t ate any meat since but the only problem is since I was eating meat before that it’s been really hard to think of meals besides Ramen to make like yes I want to save the animals but I also don’t want to feel horrible after every meal because most of it it’s just processed food that’s easy and fast to make that has no meat so what’s your favorite vegetarian meal to make even if you’re not vegetarian by the way, I also eat milk and eggs. I don’t consider that meat.

And no horror manhwas, they have dumb decisions on purpose. I wanna see where the main characters make stupid decisions like choosing to break up or whatever and rant about it

Have you ever been in a relationship with someone so depressed and so you feel bad for them so much and you like excuse every actions they make? Well I was with that type of person. I know they're a good person, they're capable of it cus I see them feeling guilty and crying over the people they care about and I know I'm also loved so much by them but just looking back I hate the fact that my friends was right about it being super toxic. It's really weird cus like outside I've tried to show its an actual good relationship and that we don't need to break up or that we should cause tbh i didnt want to either. I genuinely loved him so much but he was making me so depressed.

I always had this huge pressure to keep him alive, to stop him from trying to do "it" every other week and I can't like leave the relationship because I kept fearing that if I leave him, break up with him that he would kill himself because every single fight. He does harms himself. I was in stress so much constantly and then you have some people tell you that "you're not trying well enough" like that feels shitty. I gave up alot of me just to make him feel better, I felt like I always had to defend him and be understanding always. I couldn't be upset at him, when he would disrespect my boundaries it's like I am not even his lover I was his I dunno therapist but a literal slave. I don't hate him but seeing how much our relationship affected me so much in the negative ways, that I picked up some of his habits because for once I wanted to be one being helped.

Dealing with that anger issue, the ways I had to comfort him just to make him feel better even though it incredibly disgusted me and I'm talking about sex here cus he was hypersexual. I hated those sm cus i genuinely couldn't say no to it 90% of the time cus lots of reasons. He's said sorry to me multiple times and I forgave, I never spoke up to anyone about how shitty I'm feeling not even to him. When he told me to open up to him, he goes crying. I felt bad for the things I said, for my own feelings for expressing the discomfort I felt in our relationship. It's just I don't know keep being kind and stuff. Don't make his friends hate him. Make him keep looking good but he was so crappy yet funniest of all I don't get why I still love him so much and still describe him as a "good lover" when it was just the nostalgia from when he was still a good lover.

I try to fix my mistakes but he kinda just never did. Well I know he cares and is sorry but that's just it. He literally gave up on just becoming better and like okay chose death. I was so upset so angry and everything all at once. I didn't know what to feel. Like cause you're fucking telling me I endured so much of their shit just to hit me in the face "hah I won't get better" and just ugh. I know he wants to get better, I know that sm he would do anything for the people he loved but he couldn't.

Frankly I don't get why he still liked his ex over me and would sometimes text him when I repeatedly told him not to do it. Cause his ex would just manipulate him and ofc he didn't listen and guess what happened. Well I won't speak on it but let's say "hidden relationship" is what I will say. I know some men are assholes and can't accept "no" but damn dude you were leading him on. Giving him hope or mixed signals like just BLOCK. Now I found out why this ex kept finding the acc it's because my man would stalk him. "see what he's upto" like damn.

Being with him have put me so much trauma, responsibilities that I didn't want on me at literally my developing years, he did make me want to live and honestly he's still the reason but at the same time I wish i never met him and didn't need him to feel validation cus god realising from when I first met him when he comforted me that was only what I needed. He turned me for the better indeed but maybe if back then I was less insecure I could've handled it on my own. Cause honestly cus of our interaction now I lowkey need validation, to get people to believe in me because I care about them and it's like fucking me up cus it's on people who don't deserve it.

I've should let go of by now but these fucking dreams keeping me from ever moving on and just healing. So sorry that I ranted this I just wanted to feel better because please learn from my rant.

Tell me about 1 good or exciting thing that happened to you or that you did lately! Can be anything (got an extra day off, passed your test, tried your best at something, cooked a particularly lovely meal, saw a friend you haven't seen in a while, etc etc, can be something big or small!)

Then, tell me about 1 bad or disappointing thing that happened to you or that you did (please don't list anything that will get you in legal trouble even tho that would be really funny) lately!

Let's catch up a bit! Brag some, vent some, then go about your day

please dont ask why I want to see double sabers but I just need to read some

Yet again I'm asking y'all for a Manhwa. I read too many I couldn't remember the titles, all I know is that the mc reincarnated/came back to life ig. And he has a lot of siblings there's kind of a sibling rivalry here and that the mc was originally the idgaf kind of dude and just fs around but now that he came back to life he starts to be a better person idk (he tries to get stronger using the info he got from his past life) and everybody's kinda wondering cuz why is this unserious guy getting serious all of a sudden yeah and apparently the story is low-key giving bl. Anyways the ml is your typical black haired super op guy and the mc has a lighter hair shade(prolly brown). The art is your typical Manhwa not ugly but not wooow either. ohh I forgot he's filthy rich (the mc). Anyways please hallppp

I saw the twt drama about how there were a bunch of things happening to it and how many people were talking about it but I have no idea what kind of website it was

You would think hating was a full time job for these types of people...
(Share your stories about a person like that in your life.)
Like please get some help.