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like i lowkey have been reading bl for the past 3 years almost everday

yknow at first ive always been like a manga type of person, yknow into anime and shit. so the fact that i read bl like a hobby itself never occurred to me. i just reading manga and shit.

i mean reading bl isnt really the problem, its just the fact that I dont read non-bl manga anymore that puzzles me. Its not like i cant stomach it anymore, like from time to time i do actually pick up a non-bl manga/manhwa and genuinely enjoy it. its just that reading bl has become so natural for me its worrying.

cause like im not really "benefiting" from reading this much bl. theyre all really the same plots and dynamics and character, nevermind the fact that some of them may have an interesting story line since if it involve porn, i cant really talk to others about it.

also i dont really like the idea of being a fujoshi, its not a proud term. its sad. what do you guys think?

Like a real physical reaction because of it

I've been trying to remember the name of this movie for the past 5 YEARS . and everytime i tried to search it , it either didnt came up or doesnt match what i remember . Im soo desperate to find it , that movie is the reason i hv a big fear of ocean . I was young and it left a big impact on me fr and it wasnt even that scary tbh TwT. Ik its hopeless , but this is my last attempt before i'd finally give up.

Soo , the movie is kinda old , but not 90s old , bcs i watch it around 6th grades , so anything before 2016 . Maybe between 2009 to 2016 , bcs the movie isnt that bad quality if i remember correctly .

I dont remember fully of the plot cus i was young and it was in english (not my native) , but it was about like marine biologist/scientist and navy soldiers (?) they were trying to uncover a deep sunken ship , idk for what purpose , but theyre really risking it all fr , having several ppl diving in , then going down there with submarines to take closer look . And at some point they went to take a dive to check the ships tgt even tho it was rlly deep . And then , at some point , i think they found like a cave nearby the ship area . Then stupidly enter the cave only to discover this translucent jellyfish like virus living in there .

I remember the ending was how they all die bcs the submarine hv problem or so , like "water is leaking in and all , we all gonna drown" kind of thing . Then most of the divers are consume by the source of the jellyfish virus thingy . Then at the end of the movie , the virus reproduce and the divers that were eaten were inside the babies of the virus . Yup . The virus is big enough to fit a human. Like imagine a womb with a baby , like with a umbilical cord and all , but the womb is jellyfish and is translucent . Like a baby inside a slime . Weird right .

Yeah and i think that part is what stuck with me the most . Cus kid me thought virus like that could be real and is in the ocean rn or bcs its my first time seeing a tragic ending to a movie where no one survived . Thinking back it was really silly and stupid .Either way , it traumatized me lol . Im scared of the ocean and cant swim till now XD

So to sum up what i know abt the movie:
- The name is only two words (e.g : Deep Sea , dark ocean ect. )
- movie before 2016 . Cus i watch it that year on tv with my family . Not in cinema .
- Quality not bad .
- its in english . Idk if its american movie or not , but most likely .
- about ship and jellyfish virus in the sea .
- tragic ending.