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Right or wrong

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Also my own opinion on matter + story about me .
I think some fetish are deeply rooted of self hate & sexual trauma ..

First I am virgin , I have never molested or raped anyone , I am straight but I hate heterosexual porn and heterosex in general and thing female bodies are disgusting .. I am female myself and hate my own body, I been sexually harassed and when I told my mom she slapped me and said cuz I dress like wh*re , I was 15yr at that time and had not even had my period yet , I was late bloomer so my breasts and body was still that of child eventhought other girls in my class had started to wear bras and wear hijab .. I didn't cuz I was in swimming team and wearing hijab meant I had to quit swimming ..

Anyway back to the main story .. about rape fetish , I don't want to rape men but I enjoy reading mangas that have small seme huge seme being pent down and forced by smallet looking guy .. I tried to think it was just preference but I think it connected to my trauma of sexually harassed .. I don't even like men in real life and think they disgusting but when I think of huge man who is powerful getting reduced to tears and being dominated by smaller uke looking seme .. this just turn me on .


I know people will say I am abnormal and should get help .. but this something I keep deep inside my heart .. I never told anyone about , the funny thing is when I see men on internet who want mistress and women to dominate them , I feel repulsive , I am not sadistic or have pleasure in dominating men , I just want to see cute seme dominate manly delinquent bully uke.

This my story

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Okaye I sometimes feel weird about my tastes... or my kinks? I don't even know how to call this.

I love tentacles/vines/slimes or even latex restraints. It's hella weird to tell honestly. I just wanted to check if there were some people with similar preferences. Like, bro, I masturbate to it. A lot. Then I'm scared caus I feel like I developped something strange... I'm scared that when I'll get into relationship (in the future... im 18 and still never had a freaking relationshop :c ) my boyfriend will think I'm weird or that I won't be able to get turned on. Just... argh. Am I alone feeling like this?

I hid it from my family i mean why would you tell them it's like an death wish for me but my classmates know about me reading yaoi i influenced my friend and now is an fujoshi but seriously don't tell if you dont want to get beaten by your parents

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