yeah, esp if it's a rape victim, but i can't guarantee that men won't try to abuse that by refusing to use protection and making women get abortions instead; my expectations from them is far below earth.
personally, i just hope the doctor approves my request for a partial hysterectomy soon so that i don't have to deal with hormonal issues bc of a ......
how abt third option : die?
my first thought was to use an oil cleanser with fragrance in it, ask vehicle-repairers what they use to get rid of the grease, or wait it out
when i was still in school, i'd go to my friends house on a bicycle and we'd go to kids' park or another friend's house together, spend some saved up money to buy and eat snacks and chocolates together, play videogames, sing songs,... or i'd go visit my cousins/grandma/other relatives with my parents (we live away from them)
since i started workin......
men *cough*my dad*cough* who refuse to help out in the kitchen bc "there's three women in the house already, why should i?" like, bro, chop this stupid pineapple before i chop you (╬￣皿￣)
i think of gods as brave (or powerful, influential ppl) of historic times, whose stories got exaggerated and distorted over time bc us humans are unreliable narrators and bc some may have purposefully distorted the facts to pursue their agenda... could also include fictional "moral of the story" type characters to instill "fear of god's wrath" in p......
a girl kissed me on the lips on the first day of kindergarten and i liked it... and then, i forgot abt it.
then, i had a crush on my 2nd grade teacher, and then forgot abt it again.
i started becoming more conscious of girls around the time i hit puberty (should be 5th grade iirc) but i didn't know girls liking girls was a thing so i thought i wa......
death by classroom at sunset? death bc of studying? well, good thing i'm done with my masters and no longer have to actively study then (⊙…⊙ )
man, woman, gender doesn't really matter bc anyone can become corrupt or criminal in the right environment (it's not that only humans are like that but that's irrelevant here) but i'd rather be in a matriarchal society... at least then there'd be stricter enforcement of laws against pedophiles and rapists (of all genders, i hope)
abt that time one of my friends' mom told her said that i looked like i was hiding something, my true feelings?(?) abt the ppl around me (my friend told me, her mom didn't say that to my face). basically, she called me fake (or at least that's how i took it).
but idrk what triggered that bc she only met me once at their family function. i wasn't ......
i used to do most of my studying and "homework" in class or the uni library and revise during commute (bus) bc there's no way i'd be able to study after coming home all exhausted and shit. it's worse when there's assignment (esp grp assignments, fuck them!), bc then i'd barely have any time for myself. i just put up with it bc most jobs require a d......
someone who's funny and has a good sense of humor (dialogues depend on the author ik) but especially NOT a doormat (if i wanted to see that, i'd look at my maternal uncles' wives; my grandma is verbally abusive like the mother in laws in indian soap operas (why i avoid being around her, she has a boy bias) and, although one of my uncles defends his......
nah, poison works faster
bioderma sensibio gel cleanser, vanicream moisturizing cream and acne uv sunscreen for the day.
numbuzin no.3 something something cleansing balm and same cleanser after, vit. c serum (i wouldn't recommend without CAUTION since it's a diy recipe, it's more cost-effective for me since my skin can handle it without irritation and i don't have to worr......
if i remember what i've been doing with my life up until now, i don't think they'd like me... i'd be the type of character that makes stupid, easily avoidable mistakes, the kind that frustrates the living fuck out of the audience(?), the type that makes them wanna pull out their hair, bang their head on the wall, or chuck their phone out the window......
try not to be hungry or sleep-deprived att bc i've felt my gag reflex activating when i'm like that (even tho i'm usually good at controlling it while cleaning the tongue since my mom used to do it for me when i was an infant/toddler and then made me start doing it myself afterwards)
initially, my breathing gets faster, feels like my heart is beating faster and with more force/pressure(?), and i become more aware abt that.
then, my stomach feels a bit uncomfortable, like, it's not serious enough to make me puke but it could lead to that if i don't start distracting my brain (or my stomach, by eating something) rightaway.
my ja......
stay healthy, eat and sleep well. even if it feels like life isn't worth living rn, just eat, jam to angsty songs to vent, and sleep, you'll feel more clearheaded once you wake up. we've done this for 24+ years now, don't give up *pat pat*
navy blue, it makes me feel calm (〜￣△￣)〜
ash x misty (pokémon)
(explains why bickering couples are my most favorite dynamic)