a girl kissed me on the lips on the first day of kindergarten and i liked it... and then, i forgot abt it.
then, i had a crush on my 2nd grade teacher, and then forgot abt it again.
i started becoming more conscious of girls around the time i hit puberty (should be 5th grade iirc) but i didn't know girls liking girls was a thing so i thought i wa......
collarbone? i've hit my shoulder against wall corners way too many times to be comfortable with that.
also, nose piercings bc i hated mine and got rid of it (there's a small scar there now). it was annoying when it was healing (constant "smell" as it healed) and it got in my way too much... i underestimated my tolerance on that one.
random backhugs and resting their chin on my shoulder just bc they wanted to
embroidering sweaters, scarves or whatever so that the winter wardrobe would be comfy, and would look cute, pretty and not boring.
(i bought the supplies last fall but procrastinated till it was summer again so i'm gonna do it this year)
notification when a work gets tagged as completed (bc a lot of them get dungeoned in my reading lists, originally left to marinate so i can binge-read)
separate sections for censored/uncensored fan tl, official censored/uncensored tl... and ai tl (bc 3+ uploads of the same chapter is annoying af bruh)
bring back the reviews(?) board bc that's whe......
how the heck are yall getting drunk?? (teach me your ways)
my body burns through that shit so fast, i might as well be drinking oj
we'd hide clothes in our bags to change out of uniforms at one of our houses after both parents leave for work and hang out anywhere far from school and home (could be a park, a mall or even the shoppers' town)
not that we did this often but we had school monday to saturday and tutoring after school every day (those fuckers gave us tests on sunday......
like 2.. 3? years back, i got really bad food poisoning bc of a stupid watermelon and i was puking (it was mostly watermelon red but some blood came out bc my throat lining got irritated after the initial dry heaving) and shit waterfalling at the same time. to top it off,that was the saltiest puke i'd ever puked, i almost tasted the ocean...
i sta......
catch catch by yena has been playing on a loop in my head since she released it
other than that... i came across a random kpop playlist in may and have been playing it again and again when i feel bored
my hs finals and graduation happened during lockdowns so that went absolutely great! i ended up with good grades but the social isolation aspect totally did not make my depression and anxiety worse, uh huh... :')
halfway through my bachelors, i took two years off bc even talking to my parents (i lived with them then) was difficult (not bc of them,......
claw bc my dad's coworker gifted it him and it was the only "non-educational" game i was allowed to play (bc he got it for free)... sad that my sis watched porn on some sketchy website and got virus on our computer (windows xp), and it got wiped
the ones i was allowed to play when we got the new pc were the *sigh* educational, grammar and vocabula......
i wouldn't cry if i met a fav celeb or anything bc i prefer to maintain distance from ppl in the entertainment/sports industry so i don't like getting emotionally attached to them.
i think ppl who do that are emotionally attached to their self who went through tough times and felt respite bc of that celeb rather than the celeb themself...or maybe,......
celebrity-turned-politicians, their fans glaze them to hell and back alr as it is but some of them are willing to vote for them just bc they're a fan, even if they commit crimes. i mean, non-criminal politicians are kinda rare but you'd expect a celebrity to not get into rep-damaging shit, right? mayb not idfk
Love History Caused by Willful Negligence
if you can't stand doormat mcs paired with abusive rapist mls, this one is NOT for you; the mc here is doormat pro max plus
when i was a kid, i used to lick the blood off my wounds bc i thought the lost blood would go back into my body as is
(blood tastes like slightly salty water that had a rusty key left in it overnight btw)
yeah, esp if it's a rape victim, but i can't guarantee that men won't try to abuse that by refusing to use protection and making women get abortions instead; my expectations from them is far below earth.
personally, i just hope the doctor approves my request for a partial hysterectomy soon so that i don't have to deal with hormonal issues bc of a ......
how abt third option : die?
my first thought was to use an oil cleanser with fragrance in it, ask vehicle-repairers what they use to get rid of the grease, or wait it out
when i was still in school, i'd go to my friends house on a bicycle and we'd go to kids' park or another friend's house together, spend some saved up money to buy and eat snacks and chocolates together, play videogames, sing songs,... or i'd go visit my cousins/grandma/other relatives with my parents (we live away from them)
since i started workin......