someone who's funny and has a good sense of humor (dialogues depend on the author ik) but especially NOT a doormat (if i wanted to see that, i'd look at my maternal uncles' wives; my grandma is verbally abusive like the mother in laws in indian soap operas (why i avoid being around her, she has a boy bias) and, although one of my uncles defends his......
nah, poison works faster
bioderma sensibio gel cleanser, vanicream moisturizing cream and acne uv sunscreen for the day.
numbuzin no.3 something something cleansing balm and same cleanser after, vit. c serum (i wouldn't recommend without CAUTION since it's a diy recipe, it's more cost-effective for me since my skin can handle it without irritation and i don't have to worr......
if i remember what i've been doing with my life up until now, i don't think they'd like me... i'd be the type of character that makes stupid, easily avoidable mistakes, the kind that frustrates the living fuck out of the audience(?), the type that makes them wanna pull out their hair, bang their head on the wall, or chuck their phone out the window......
try not to be hungry or sleep-deprived att bc i've felt my gag reflex activating when i'm like that (even tho i'm usually good at controlling it while cleaning the tongue since my mom used to do it for me when i was an infant/toddler and then made me start doing it myself afterwards)
initially, my breathing gets faster, feels like my heart is beating faster and with more force/pressure(?), and i become more aware abt that.
then, my stomach feels a bit uncomfortable, like, it's not serious enough to make me puke but it could lead to that if i don't start distracting my brain (or my stomach, by eating something) rightaway.
my ja......
stay healthy, eat and sleep well. even if it feels like life isn't worth living rn, just eat, jam to angsty songs to vent, and sleep, you'll feel more clearheaded once you wake up. we've done this for 24+ years now, don't give up *pat pat*
navy blue, it makes me feel calm (〜￣△￣)〜
ash x misty (pokémon)
(explains why bickering couples are my most favorite dynamic)
random kpop or rnb playlist or i turn on the radio (i don't like it when my house is quiet)
instant ramen... or flavored potato chips bc the crispy sounds cheer me up for some reason. i like lay's chile limón (green), it's sour but addicting. gochujang flavored ones (not by lay's but my friend's mom made it) are soooooo good too
Abnormal Roommate - i'd like to be friends with the mc, he's funny
bruh i can't even read or look at graphic gore, let alone watch... my stomach feels queasy. one movie i watched earlier this year had a scene of the mc stabbing someone with a polearm and the flesh-piercing, squelchy sounds were so crisp and clear (movie theatre spacial audio, surround speakers ftw) that i had to wolf down popcorn to distract my st......
water wells - i had a nightmare (ppl and then me walking into it) after peering into the one at my grandma's house back in 2nd grade. shit felt so scary and realistic, i ran a fever for two days straight and i'm still scared of looking into one.
my own reflection in dim lighting - i've talked abt this before but there's a scene in the movie "mirro......
i drink, not enough to get drunk but cocktails taste good (i just wish it didn't obliterate my guts aa much). i've smoked regular cigs once or twice.
as for drugs, do coffee, painkillers, anti-nausea and anxiety meds, and antidepressants count? i've never taken more than the recommended/prescribed dose nor have i taken any recreational drugs (not t......
my left pinky finger has four columns(?) but my right one has three
"if you don't have anything good to say, don't say it at all." idk if they realize it but this is how ppl surround themselves with "yes men".
if it's on sns, attacking author/artists, giving them rape/death threats should be banned but criticism and feedback is important; it'll only help them understand perspectives and choose different ways to ex......
junjou romantica ( ⊙…⊙)
regret, guilt is easier to forget
(that kinda rhymed)
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