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Kerrrr August 9, 2026 8:32 pm

Excuse me
Does the term "trans apha" or something similar exist in omegaverse?? Is Takatora experiencing gender ROLE dysmorphia??
I mean, besides this particular plot with very complex and detailed circumstances, is being "trans" a thing named and acknowledged as such in omegaverse??

    zZz August 10, 2026 1:34 am

    I don't think there are "trans" terms in omegaverse, at least so far. Takatora was raised as Alpha since birth, but when he turned out to be omega, he had a hard time accepting it. To me, this manga is more feminist than anything else. Here, omega disposition was taken as a metaphor for women in real life hardships in men dominated world. If you read it carefully, you will find so many real-life issues that women are fighting for. From social expectation to safety at workspace to childbirth right.

    I can go on and on on this, lol. So, I should stop XD

    slyvain August 11, 2026 12:27 am

    I think a Trans reading is valid, but most of the reasons mc rejects being an omega are tied to the oppression they faced so it's hard to tell if it's that or dysphoria. If omega weren't opressed would he be against being one? Pretty interesting either way

    FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop August 11, 2026 9:38 pm
    I think a Trans reading is valid, but most of the reasons mc rejects being an omega are tied to the oppression they faced so it's hard to tell if it's that or dysphoria. If omega weren't opressed would he be ag... slyvain

    That's how I see it as well. Also, Takatora was socialized as an alpha early on, so the internalized struggle with his actual secondary gender seems to stem from the expectation he'd actually become one (besides the treatment by the sexist alphaist world) instead of secondary gender dysphoria due to just being born this way.

    slyvain August 12, 2026 1:53 pm
    That's how I see it as well. Also, Takatora was socialized as an alpha early on, so the internalized struggle with his actual secondary gender seems to stem from the expectation he'd actually become one (beside... FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop

    Very true, I do find it interesting though that regardless he still has attraction to omegas only and seems to affirm himself through being the "dominant/alpha" adjacent role he has in his relationships. I do wonder if there is some dysphoria that does happen if he feels omega-like in a relationship. I think that would be the biggest clue as that is his private life where people have the least influence on and yet he still does have heavy emotional feelings of being anything but the "alpha" despite his assigned omegaverse gender. His attachment to gender binaries (nuclear family fixation) could be read either as a desperate way of passing as alpha or not wanting to conform to his discriminated gender. Whichever it is, very cool to see haha (sorry for the rant)

    FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop August 13, 2026 8:21 pm
    Very true, I do find it interesting though that regardless he still has attraction to omegas only and seems to affirm himself through being the "dominant/alpha" adjacent role he has in his relationships. I do w... slyvain

    No, it's not a rant, it's very well structured and what you're saying is correct, there are layers to Takatora's gender identity issues, both external and probably internal, so it's not as easy to exclude the possibility he might be trans secondary gender as well. One would have to test it by excluding all external factors pushing him to perform and present alpha like secondary gender expectations towards him, sexism against omegas, and his own alpha expectant upbringing, to try and peel off more layers to get to his core. And maybe, at his core, he might as well not be and feel like an omega, so the fact he manifested into one must've been absolute body horror for him, pushing him to affirm his own true self by adhering to a traditional alpha role as it's the one most widely accepted and recognized in omegaverse society. That's his own gender reaffirming care in a way. Or he might as well be an omega, but one who doesn't want to perform omega gender roles. In that aspect, we have to take into consideration that same secondary sex attraction is yet another societally judged and probably punished relationship, so maybe Takatora has internalized that as well, feeling like he can only like other omegas when he himself performs the alpha role. Kinda like how ignorant people ask who the man or woman is in a same sex relationship lol, so Takatora, in a way, is placing that gender role binary onto his own relationships. He's a very interesting character to dissect overall, there's no right answer tbh.

    slyvain August 14, 2026 3:28 am
    No, it's not a rant, it's very well structured and what you're saying is correct, there are layers to Takatora's gender identity issues, both external and probably internal, so it's not as easy to exclude the p... FuckedMyWayUpToTheTop

    Thanks for the amazing reply, honestly it's one of the more interesting things about the manga that is rarely explored in BL and Omega verse. Takatora is a well written character to me at least because of the nuances in his gender performance. (Unfortunately he himself feels very unreliable, so who knows what he actually feels internally). I really appreciate your thoughts! As you said there isn't a right answer unless the author explores his psyche and the hypothetical youve mentioned. It's so hard to navigate because IRL, transness especially FTM is dismissed because of the idea that "women only want to become men because they want to escape misogyny" and maybe it's wishful thinking to hope the author addresses this aspect of him in some way that touches upon this intersection of misogyny tying into Trans experiences!

    Who knows but again loved talking about this!!!!

Kerrrr May 28, 2026 5:06 am

I really don't feel like going back to check but I swear Aki didn't even smile at his devoted big dick excellent cook boyfriend. I don't remember ONE time he gave him ANY special affection other than some dirty talk (while being serviced* and doing nothing in return).
The tsundere schoolgirl push and poor Ryuji holding his leg made my lips curl in disgust lolll This whole thing was kinda irritating....

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Kerrrr August 10, 2025 5:28 am

So; manga (japanese), black&white, may be part of a collection of short stories

The guy (adult, male, in a suit) is into snakes, basically. Not exactly zoophilia; he just likes the cool, slick sensation from touching scales. There's a scene of him trying to get it on with a woman but he struggles with a strong aversion to warm human touch.

It's a first-person narrative that I guess goes nowhere. It expands on his erotic thoughts about being held back from normal relationships because of his very limited ways to feel pleasure.

Spoopy Kerrrr October 9, 2020 4:30 am

I've been looking for a sci-fi/seinen short story compilation manga for a long time, maybe someone remembers it? It's an old title.
One of the stories has 2 characters deciding whether or not to go through a procedure that will amplify their cognitive abilities to the cost of very shortened lifespan. One of them accepts it and becomes a world famous musician. Years later the 2 characters meet and discuss their experiences.

Another story is a more romantic story (sorta..) about a servant android and her master. Mortality contemplation ensues.

Any info is greatly appreciated :(

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Cestelle March 3, 2021 7:07 pm

Checking to see if you're still alive.

Kerrrr April 11, 2021 3:36 am

Barely!
:)
Stuff got weird(er), huh?

SpoopyAni-chan November 3, 2020 9:18 am

Bro, you're kidding me, right? I hope you actually don't live in Vatican city and read yaoi/shounen-ai THERE..If you do, well then, I like you〜
And best of luck

Spoopy Kerrrr February 1, 2021 6:08 am

Me in Città del Vaticano? Only a tiny piece of my soul remains there, locked in an unholy vase buried somewhere. The rest of me successfully escaped and I don't even want that piece back anymore.

Sorry to keep you waiting, I'm back from the dead but it took a while. Thank you for your good wishes, I think they worked :)

Santa ClutzAni-chan February 1, 2021 2:42 pm
Me in Città del Vaticano? Only a tiny piece of my soul remains there, locked in an unholy vase buried somewhere. The rest of me successfully escaped and I don't even want that piece back anymore. Sorry to keep... Spoopy Kerrrr

Bro, I disappeared for months, man. I am too scared to message or write a question here.....i still haven't replied to so many emails.... btw, tmi, but i was going thorough a existential crisis, still am, but the situation is better..... TT_TT

Santa ClutzAni-chan February 1, 2021 2:42 pm
Bro, I disappeared for months, man. I am too scared to message or write a question here.....i still haven't replied to so many emails.... btw, tmi, but i was going thorough a existential crisis, still am, but t... Santa ClutzAni-chan

I just logged in today itself

Kerrrr February 2, 2021 6:32 pm
I just logged in today itself Santa ClutzAni-chan

Dude who can blame you, cut yourself some slack. The world going to shit is nothing new but the particular circumstances of these past months have some of us on the brink of self destruction. I'm very sorry to hear you're going through a rough time. Are you doing a little better now? I hope your were able to take a breather reading some manga. Sometimes indulging in a hobby helps you heal and your perspective gets a little more accurate after being lost in fantasy for a few hours.

Best wishes to you :)

Santa ClutzAni-chan February 3, 2021 3:16 am
Dude who can blame you, cut yourself some slack. The world going to shit is nothing new but the particular circumstances of these past months have some of us on the brink of self destruction. I'm very sorry to ... Kerrrr

Thing is, I tried coming out to my parents a little while ago as bisexual ( still not sure whether i am asexual or not) and they said "It most probably is a phase. I know you are straight." Like, hell no. I have been dropping hints as huge and explosive as bombs about the fact that I am queer, but no, she wouldn't accept that..
She is quite a rebel and supports the lgbtq community, she even cried twice seeing transgender -related sad films. But whenever I bring up the topic of how much I support them, she asks me why am I so obssessed with them(bragging, Ik but I read up A LOT on lgbt- the anatomy, the hormones, the mind analysis, some jokes and comebacks, watched literally every single video related to queer oppression and etc.)
She says- "Listen I know you are straight cisgender, I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT. Concentrate on you studies. Other people except than the lgbt are oppressed too, yk?"

I know that, but I just love MY community so much :) I feel proud and wanna come out but she doesn't even acknowledge it. She cried watching transgender oppression films, but when I talk about diff genders, she cringes and makes a disgusted face.
SUCH A HYPOCRITE.

Sorry for my rant, I was just pent up..

Mmlk_Jpter September 20, 2020 12:53 am

Ur so nice kerrrr!!

Spoopy Kerrrr October 13, 2020 7:16 am

aww dude I hadn't scrolled down this far on my homepage since forever and almost missed your message ┗( T﹏T )┛
I hope your morning routine is super efficient and easy by now (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Kerrrr July 24, 2020 10:48 am

I'm losing my shit, I can't leave my house my family is sick my friends are drinking bleach I'm weak as a baby deer and I can't work FUCKjzienddjdj

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