I don't understand why mc ran away from the yoon house in his first life and ended up at evil uncle's place? He wanted freedom ? Didn't he wants to stay with kiheon ?
I don't get what the author wants to say at all. Yes, aeroc deserved death sentence for being directly related to rapiel's rape and murder. But the extent of abuse he was subjected to was way too disproportionate...also, who is kloff to decide his punishment? He is not the law...even the law will not hand out such a punishment.... Not that aeroc will ever get absolved of his crime whether he had the intent to kill or not is debatable though. So he simply should have beat him up once or twice and then killed him. Rape is not a viable punishment in my book atleast...even to the vilest creature...i wouldn't say they deserve to be raped. And let's say aeroc is paying for his crime but what about kloff ? Who will make him pay for his? His crimes are arguably a hundred times worse than aeroc's imo.
I also hate the framing of his logic by the author. Exhibit A: he points out to aeroc that his son resembles his mate...and that we all can interpret...he won't call aeroc his mate right? He was referring to rapiel....coz he wanted to "tear off aeroc's calm face mask". But then in his pov...he says he only pointed out that aeroc gave birth to his son ? Really? He said he wanted to taunt aeroc but how would that count as a taunt..when aeroc would be happy to be acknowledged as his mate ? BS. Just BS.
And if he was ok pointing it out...and the way he kept goading aeroc about how he was heartless coz he didn't cry when his children were taken away...then why did he abde and torture him again after little rapiel accidentally walked up to aeroc that day.... He even threatened to burn him alive...
Exhibit B: kloff also somehow makes everything all about himself...he literally sent aeroc out in the streets to be gangraped and he could that could lead to death too...but doesn't forget to throw himself a pity party saying " I can imagine what happened to you but it's not like you lost anything other than your confidence (bro he literally got raped and had multiple pregnancy losses..but yeah that's no big deal right???) while I shed tears of pain everyday buhoooooo. Fuck this bitch. Wtf is wrong with the author.....and well the author is showing him to be mad in hatred...but where is the resolution? Where is the retribution? Nowhere. Even when aeroc suffered the same fate as rapiel(which i agree was karma in a way and I'd say he deserved it ...had it not been for the extremely prolonged abuse and torture he suffered prior to that)....kloff still managed to make it all about himself..."waah why is someone carrying my child getting raped and killed again??? Why me ??". I'm disgusted...
Exhibit C: kloff is quite the practical man so he chose rapiel and projected on aeroc calling him a swine in heat when he himself had been staring at aeroc's ass before...but then when he saw aeroc's sad face watching him and rapiel...he smirked ? No matter what you say i feel like even before he married rapiel he didn't ever love aeroc, he was just attracted to him physically....coz how would you behave this way towards someone you cared about just a few weeks/months ago...? And after that we'll obviously he only tortured him..beat him so badly his whole body ached..he almost had a miscarriage due to the after effects and basically treated him as a birthing machine. He saw rapiel in him even though the author initially framed it as if kloff chose rapiel coz he's the socially acceptable omega version of aeroc...then in one scene he was staring at a long haired aeroc smiling..then when aeroc turned his face away.. kloff exclaimed "you're the one who's intolerable"..as if offended by aeroc's action..but?? He was the one looking through him ? Who does he even love .. such crucial details are just left to imagination..even the novel doesn't talk enough about kloff's piv and his feelings for aeroc in detail..except for chapter 9 and 21 here where i find his feelings for aeroc very superficial..aeroc seemed much more invested ... therefore I did not get why kloff got so obsessed with him and made him bear his children rather than just beating him up and killing him finally? What even is the character of this man kloff ? Dd he love rapiel and what we're his five years away like ? Did he think about aeroc as much as aeroc did? Coz it seemed as if he met him ..then decided he's out of league...then he began taunting him and showing rapiel off to him..there was never a single tender moment from his side or even longing so in my mind....he wanted to sleep with him but couldn't so he insulted him again and again...he never loved him.
And you're telling me this scum never even had anyone curse him out even once and for to live again with a brand new aeroc ? Are you fucking kidding me? It boils my blood seriously.
There's something called proportionality...and while I don't expect kloff or anyone who lost their spouse (by the hands of someone they felt attracted to in the past) to be able to keep proportionality in mind while they take revenge.....this was like 1:100...it was horrendous, monstrous and not deserved imo.
This was wayyyy too long, but thanks if you read till the end.
My intuition tells me this will never have the chasing arc i desire.
Hey wait!! So his father used to sleep with a minor girl ? Also she was quite the bitch but that's trivial in front of the fact that she's underage? I wanted to see mc confronting his father..n I'm assuming he had a fall out with him? I wanted to see that scene. And his father ended up separating from that girl ? So how does he feel about being with a minor being a teacher and a father?? N traumatising his son who he claimed to love? Mc never should have contacted the father again. That pmo. But I absolutely love the mc n the ml.
I wanna know if euihyun dated others too ? He probably wasn't a virgin when he met mc ? Or was he ? And he seriously didn't even casually see anyone else while mc kept blocking his confessions and kept dating a queue of men ? That's pathetic ngl..... waiting 10 yrs....feel bad for him. And mc totally disregards his feelings while claiming to be his "well-wisher" n good friend?
Please are they really not going to adapt the side stories..... That's more than just a bummer.
Mannnnn why don't they update it's so goodddd （/TДT)/
I love myself a runaway top trope. A bottom saving the seme from getting assaulted trope..... bottom being the overbearing one..and then the chasing one....trope. Thanks to the author. Yayy
Shouldn't have blackmailed but poor chulsu...i thought he would be one of the main characters.....but he's being treated so badly ? Everybody is trash except chul-su....and maybe his og biological father who's only fault was being.... oblivious and inconsiderate in bed ??? That's actually nothing compared to all the bs the glasses guy, the conman the girl and his mom are doing tbh. Justice for Chulsu... he's just in a wrong manhwa.
I just hope the mc doesn't sway towards oj jihoon. He loves of wonjae now, no ?(The one in jihoon's body). I hate when mc sways.... that's why I'll only ever pick it back up once it finishes and after I get to know the spoilers that he infact didn't sway at all.... atleast romantically. But who knows if this will even ever be completed.
Actually the fl cannot be blamed at all. She didn't do anything wrong towards the ml coz she made everything very clear before they first slept together. She was honest but not disrespectful. She put it like it was that she couldn't love him and only him. So yeah she totally has the clean chit. Moreover idk how but she needs help and support so she can choose herself and move on and realise that the ex is actually a horrible person and she has more worth. She actually keeps ml at a distance so I think she would need her family or a good friend for that ..and of course a psychiatrist/counsellor maybe.
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But what I'm worried about it that even though the ML said he could take all that, he's going to get hurt. I know he chose this but I still don't want him to get heartbroken. Like the fl said, being someone's number 2 is indeed a very miserable life. He and I sympathise with the fl and her sad life and hope she gets help n gets better, but that shouldn't be at the cost of him going through pain...I know she isn't anywhere as bad as her ex..but that doesn't change the fact that she doesn't want a relationship anytime soon. Nothing wrong in him chasing her .but if she keeps rejecting him then I dare hope he puts himself first after chasing for some time. I am a bit biased towards him ngl coz he's such a nice guy trying to make her happy n all, I want him to be happy as well.
Did they name lil john after john the pilo who i suspect passed away? Did he? Jhonny is so precious and even though he would be fine as he is...some great hearing aids would become available in the future, so I'm hoping he would be able to hear his loved ones. He's a charming boy regardless!! Also, it breaks my heart thinking that the pilot must not have made it.....he probably was too weak..inhaled lots of smoke, damaged his lungs or who knows what. It feels empty thinking we didn't get to know whether his family really wasn't looking for him....what about his lover, his will? Where and how did he pass away?... it's a bit too cruel to tease such a heart wrenching story and not provide it's conclusion....but oh well. I'm glad gregory and Isabel married. Eric and enzo should have had someone too. Anyway john the pilot......
Hey so can anyone tell me if when marchioness isabella was playing the role of the liver of damien, did that mean they also slept together during that time...coz...in politics people do all sorts of things? And I'm assuming all that was cut off after damiens marriage...but they still had articles going on in the papers..so were they still involved. Anyway... it's appalling that damien doesn't think there's anything remotely wrong with him being there in the room with isabella, his shirt half undone and then telling his wife to go back and then shutting the door in her face ? He doesn't clarify anything about the mistress to chloe ever? He is too busy goading her ? "Are u jealous" ? Jealous my foot...she hasn't even fully developed feeling yet and u show this shameless appearance to her ....if anything she would feel utterly disrespected. It's clear as day that damien has fun putting her in difficult situations.....then he laughs at it....it amuses him....and then he wants her to be cute about it and love him ? Honestly..i understand being playful and mischievous..but all this is just painful I feel...for chloe. He's treating her like a plaything. And ofcourse she has to display loyalty wrt gilles but he doesn't have to... double standards are surely expected. I thoroughly hate damien. And you know what? I'm re reading..so wow i still managed to hate him so much after knowing the full story too haha.
Does anyone know a historical josei manhwa in which when the ml n fl are children..the fl's father has ml imprisoned and abused coz he hates his fallen family etc. The ml resents fl n her family too (obv) but one day the fl helps him escape and sets the hut he's kept in to fire...the ml says she'll regret this coz he'll still take revenge from her father etc. fl still helps him escape. Years later ml is now someone important (i don't remember is he's a duke or a knight) and I think he kills the father (or maybe imprisons him I don't remember) and takes the fl away. Then he marries her or maybe just keeps her....and it's love-hatw going on. And i don't remember if it had explicit smut but the gaze of the manhwa is indeed not non smut.
Ok so I was in my hating sato era but then I was re reading and reached chapter 58 vol 13, only to think to myself that sato's whole family are such grade a assholes especially that bitch ass so called sis. No the lil bro though, he's a kid. But the mother and father really treat him like an outsider and a failed product model....you can clearly see where he gets his sadism and apathy from... infact considering that environment, he's quite ok ? And it pisses one off so much to think that the same family is putting in efforts so the lil bro could grow up in a livelier environment? Like fuck off bro ...sato should cut off all ties but he's so unfeeling about it that he doesn't even hate them for the passive and active abuse he endured. He was sent to be experimented on for god's sake. Damn his "family". I wonder how the lil bro will turn out.
How can you not give me even a glimpse of yoshida???? This damn sato! You self deprecating fool! You sadistic jerk! How could you ghost our angel yoshi yoshi like that? Don't expect him to understand when you don't even attempt to communicate. And u said you were looking at the end right from the beginning right? Fine then I hope you're not expecting yoshi to just take u back again. Yoshi values their relationship and is a good guy so he won't even just let this go and meet ve over to someone else but seriously sato doesn't deserve yoshi.
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Anyway why am I so pressed about this, they're just a bunch of wanna be adults high school tykes ? ?
Just kill me, author. Why don't you?
Man....idk why....I love this sm. I weirdly also really like the ml....coz I feel like he's gonna be really devoted in the near future. And I like that mc desires ml too. And they're so sticky together. It's intense man. Really, their connection is really something. I know people may not like the ml coz of his messy life....but I feel like maybe he'll change for the better soon? ( Not that I would slut shame him honestly, his life his choice as long as he's not cheating on anybody or breaking the law).
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I really love how jinwoo wraps his arms around taeyeon's neck so "intimately" (I mean they're literally in bed but still!!!) and as if he's letting himself feel not just pleasure but affection? In a way? Maybe I'm reading too much into it but that scene when he has his arms around ml's neck while ml is on top of him and staring into each other's eyes..all dazed. It was unexpected beautiful.
Also, side note, I like all of kwon taeyeon's fits??? So much. Like obviously it's because of his built too..but wow I want those clothes boyyy....and shoes too !!!