The story ends at chapter 63.....
My opinion is that it was boring and very average...
The ML is a jerk who later regrets his actions, while the MC is timid, indecisive, and stays silent until the end.
What I found strange is the introduction of the blonde character as the 2ML, and how his personality was changed compared to the original novel...
From the beginning, it feels unnatural that he falls for the MC after less than a month, just after noticing his suicidal signs, as if his feelings came out of nowhere.
In the original novel, he was a friend of the MC who had some feelings for him but never confessed because he knew the MC liked someone else. They remained friends
Here, however, his role becomes much more pushy and uncomfortable....
In one scene, after drinking and staying at the his house , he doesn't try to kiss mc and even sleeps separately. But here, he is portrayed as someone who tries to kiss a sleeping person, which feels creepy..
Later, when they meet at the ML’s brother’s studio, he complains that the MC never replies or calls him, and another character even says he seems obsessed.
After drinking, he tells the MC he feels different about him, says he will try something, and kisses him without consent. The MC pushes him away and tells him to stop, but he tries again.
The ML sees this and leaves, while the MC is left shocked.
In the original, this was only a simple hug.....
A few days later, they meet again.
He says he normally doesn’t act like that when drinking. The MC feels uncomfortable and tells him he will pretend nothing happened.
However, he continues and says he usually doesn’t pursue someone who rejects him, but he doesn’t want to pretend anymore and wants to date the MC, of course the MC rejects him...
In the novel, this was only a phone call, and he never confessed because he respected the MC’s discomfort.
There is also a scene where they meet in a store. The MC gives him an umbrella...
He apologizes, but again behaves strangely, asking if the MC likes the ML, saying he is better than him, and admitting he was trying to change himself to be liked, but it doesn’t work.
The MC apologizes.
He then asks for a hug just for that day, saying they can go back to being friends tomorrow, despite knowing that the MC is uncomfortable. ..
In the original novel, he simply wished the MC well.
Let’s forget about the ML—he is completely a jerk, with no discussion...
But what I disliked most is how someone the MC only knew for a month suddenly inserts himself into his life and becomes overly persistent. It feels unnecessary and annoying....
His personality change from a supportive friend to a pushy character makes him unbearable—not because I like the ML, but because his behavior itself is irritating.
Maybe there are people who find this acceptable because they compare him to the ML, but I don’t..
For me, that comparison doesn’t matter, because he was never going to be the endgame anyway. More importantly, the MC only sees him as a friend and has no romantic feelings for him...
So I’m not comparing him to anyone else—I’m just judging him as a character on his own...
And for me personally, I find his behavior annoying...
In the end, the ML apologizes and does not approach the MC until the MC comes to him. They talk, resolve everything, and the story ends...
Is the ending the only problem? I don’t think so...
What really frustrates me is that they ended up together...
I honestly wished they had just gone their separate ways, because I ended up hating the MC so much..
I forced myself to continue reading because, unfortunately, I can’t drop a story once I start it. I need to know how it ends, otherwise it keeps bothering me…
So, does the MC deserve what happened to him? Of course not... No one deserves that kind of treatment from family or from that disgusting rapist...
But do I like him? Not at all...
I still want him to heal and live a better life—but on his own, without dragging others into his chaos...
I just wish he had disappeared completely from the ML’s life.
From the beginning, he was rude and awful, but I kept making excuses for him. ..
I kept saying, He’s lonely, he has a terrible family, a messed-up life…
But you know what? There are so many people in similar situations who don’t treat others like garbage. Still, I thought maybe his character would improve over time...
And guess what? He left the ML without any explanation—not even a message. Just like that, because he wanted the ml to be as miserable as he was. He even admitted it himself...
I thought, okay, maybe we’ll get a chasing/redemption arc, or at least some character growth...
But instead? He drinks, does drugs, sleeps around with random people, all while saying he misses the ML… and then dating someone else for six years...
That’s ridiculous...
But ok Fine, let’s ignore all that—his life is his choice..
But then how can you say you love the ML?
That’s impossible. It really is.
You don’t abandon someone for years without a single explanation, then come back with all that nonsense and call it love..
you come back because you want to live again?
No. That’s not it.
You’re selfish.... You treat him like garbage, like a backup option.
When your other relationship failed, you decided to go back to him just because things didn’t work out the way you wanted.
No one forced you to stay in that relationship for years. Even you admitted that you were the one clinging to it.
And suddenly, when that person stopped giving you attention, you remembered the ML and decided to go back and ruin his life again...
Fuck you... Over and over again...
He never loved him...
There isn’t a single action that proves otherwise. He just used him from beginning to end...
And what do we even know about the ML and his life? Nothing.
All we saw was a doormat with no personality, no opinions, no self-respect—just someone who exists to be stepped on by the MC...
In my opinion, this story had potential, but it was completely ruined...
The MC is unbearable, and the ML was written as someone who exists only to wait—without dignity or self-worth...
That’s why I wanted them to separate completely.
The MC could heal and live his own life, and the ML could find someone who truly loves him and makes up for everything he went through...
But the author says there will be “sweet side stories”… and honestly, that just made me laugh.
I will never be convinced that the MC ever loved the ML. Not now, not ever.
I hate the MC here more than anything ,I’m not blaming the victim. But the MC’s stupidity and constant contradictions are a huge part of what led to this situation...
For ten years he has treated the ML—who is loyal, patient, and genuinely devoted to him—with nothing but cruelty, contempt, and humiliation. Ten years, and the MC still only cares about himself, his feelings, and what he wants. Not once does he truly consider the ML’s feelings, and honestly, I don’t think he ever cared in the first place...
And yet he trusts that disgusting bastard more than anyone else.The same man who already tried to assault him before.
And let’s not forget: this MC supposedly “hates all alphas.”
What a joke. What a ridiculous contradiction...
He makes excuses for that man’s behavior, goes to his house willingly, and treats him with kindness and understanding—things he has never once shown to the ML who has stood by him all this time...
And then we get that absolutely repulsive reaction after the rape...
What the hell was that supposed to be?
What exactly is the author trying to say here?
That a victim should calmly ask his rapist why he did it?
Hit him a little, then bandage his wounds?
Stay in his house, quietly get dressed, and act as if nothing happened? It’s sick. Completely sick.
Meanwhile, the MC keeps hurting the ML again and again for absolutely no reason. ..
Every time they meet, the ML never forces himself on him, never hurts him. If anything, he’s just relieved to feel useful to the MC...
And yet the MC treats him like garbage.
So tell me—how am I supposed to believe that the MC has any real feelings for the ML after all this?
After the last rut they spent together, the MC immediately ran to that bastard’s house, worried that he might get hurt because he didn’t show up.
Did he even look at the ML before leaving?
Did he even think for a second about how it would feel for the ML to watch him run to another alpha like that?
Of course not...
So no, I refuse to believe the MC has any real feelings for the ML...
Honestly, screw that selfish, brainless MC.
He doesn’t deserve the ML.
.
Fuck him and fuck that disgusting bastard too. They can both go to hell together..
Just leave the ML alone.
He is far too good, far too kind, and far too beautiful to be trapped in this filthy mess and this ridiculous “who’s the daddy” drama.
They truly deserve each other..
And the ML deserves freedom from both of them.
There’s no need to comment on the latest chapter...
It’s disgusting and revolting, and the comments below already said everything that needed to be said...
All I feel is deep pity for the ML. ..
His entire life revolves around the MC...
And the worst part is that I know he won’t leave him after this, because to him the MC is his whole world..
That’s what makes it so depressing...
The first thing that came to the ML’s mind when he heard about the illegal drugs was:
“I need to hurry. I don’t want the MC to go through any kind of shock.”.
Meanwhile, he had warned him a hundred times to stay away from that bastrad..
But the MC only cares about himself—his feelings, his desires, what he wants...
He constantly treats the ML with cruelty and contempt, even though the only thing he has ever received from him is care and devotion...
He wants the ML to give up everything he has for him.
Why ? ?
If you really think you’re capable, compete with him and earn it yourself...
But no. Instead of trying to understand him or even consider his feelings for a moment, he immediately runs to the secretary’s house and leaves him alone.
And now we have this ridiculous “who is the daddy” drama...
Seriously? He doesn’t deserve the ML... Not even a little.
If I were the one writing this story from this point forward, I would have the ML leave him immediately, build his own company, and fall in love with someone who actually respects him—not this fuck..
But of course that won’t happen.
He’ll keep loving him. ..
He’ll cling to him even more...
He’ll remain nothing but a doormat no matter what the MC does...
I’m dropping this stupid story now...
There’s no reason to keep watching a kind, beautiful ML suffer just because he fell in love with someone who only cares about himself...
But at least I’m glad to see some people recognizing that what happened was grape, even though the author didn’t include any warning...
I’m also relieved that there are still reasonable readers—people who aren’t mentally disturbed enough to cheer for rape or enjoy it. ...
The Korean comments about that scene are honestly very strange.
And the MC’s calm reaction to it is just as disturbing..
To hell with this kind of mentality and this kind of story.
I’m simply leaving.
I’m genuinely disappointed....
I was truly enjoying their relationship, especially after Amane’s incredible character development..
. He changed so much. ..
He became kinder, more emotionally aware, and consistently tried to communicate and understand his partner.
Watching his growth was one of the best parts of this story....
And then the Yanagi arc happened....
What the author did to Rindo after more than 150 chapters of building this relationship makes absolutely no sense....
It feels like character assassination....
At the beginning, Rindo was careless, yes—but it was tolerable. Even after the incident with the girl and the kiss, it still felt like something he could grow from...
But now? There is no excuse...
Rindo refuses to set boundaries...
Amane clearly told him that Yanagi has something for him and asked him to talk to him and resolve it properly... Instead, Rindo keeps entertaining Yanagi without a single thought about how this affects Amane...
And let’s be honest—this isn’t “kindness” or “innocence.” It’s selfishness...
In chapters 189 and 190, what he was doing with Yanagi was blatant flirting...
Letting him touch his face. ...
Not pushing him away. ...
Calling him handsome. ...Blushing.
And the worst part? He knows it’s wrong...
He literally tells Yanagi, “Don’t do this in front of Amane,” which means he is fully aware that what’s happening is inappropriate...
He knows Amane would hate it. He knows it crosses a line...
But instead of stopping it, he just avoids doing it in front of Amane...
That’s not ignorance. ..
That’s conscious disrespect.
You don’t treat someone you call “just a friend” like that. You don’t allow that level of physical closeness, emotional tension, and visible blushing if you respect your partner...
Meanwhile, Amane is out there anxious and frustrated, searching for him—and Rindo was busy flirting around...
After that, I simply couldn’t see Rindo the same way again...
Amane wasn’t perfect at the beginning of the story.no he was a bad person
He made alot of mistakes...
But he owned them. He grew. ..He tried...
His development was real and meaningful..
Rindo, on the other hand, shows no growth her.
None.
And that’s what makes it so disappointing..
The strongest part of their relationship used to be their loyalty to each other. ..That mutual devotion..
Now? It feels broken...
Amane deserves better. I said it before, and I’ll say it again—he deserves someone better
After Rindo’s stupid actions, I’m stopping at chapter 190.
Because anyone with basic common sense wouldn’t do what he’s doing if they truly had a partner they cared about...
And he won’t change, using the excuse that it’s just his damn personality so
I refuse to watch Amane get hurt like this everytime...
All I want is peace for Sol. ...That’s it...
He has suffered more than enough...
I don’t even care anymore whether he ends up with Ian or not—I just want him to rest and finally be happy...
He endured Brian’s selfishness in the past, and now he’s stuck suffering because of Ian, who at this point seems to have completely lost his brain...
I genuinely loved Ian at the beginning..
He had depth and potential. ...
But this season completely ruined him for me. .
He feels useless, frustrating, and emotionally immature...
And Sol is the one paying the price... Again.
Even in the finale of S3, it felt like the author was desperately trying to make Ian look cool, redeemable, or worthy—but for me, it didn’t work at all..
It felt forced.
The pacing has been dragged out so much that the story became exhausting and boring instead of emotional....
And why are there so many scenes with that yellow bastard? In this season
Are we seriously supposed to see him as a love interest after everything he’s done? That’s not romantic... That’s disgusting...
Honestly, if it weren’t for Sol, I would have dropped this story a long time ago... I need to see him happy ,When he cried, I hated everyone
The novel is really long....
So the spoiler will be too long....
Haewon continues to show jealousy toward Woojin’s former lovers. ...
He constantly thinks about him, takes pictures of him, and records his voice so he can listen to it when Woojin isn’t around....
Later, another conflict happens between the
It is also related to Woojin’s past lovers, and whether he slept with his fiancée’s sister ( his fiancée whocommitted suicide)....
They break up again, and after several events, they eventually get back together...and Heawon become more creazy about woojin...
After that, Haewon discovers the truth: Taeshin was gang-raped while under the influence of drugs, and then he committed suicide....
The truth is that Woojin was not directly involved with them, and he didn’t even fully understand that what was happening was wrong because of his antisocial personality disorder....
However, he was the reason Taeshin ended up in that place in the first place....
At the beginning, Woojin did not love Haewon. Everything he did was just an act.
He approached him because of the study notes Taeshin had left behind before his death.
But later on, he realized that he had truly fallen in love with him....
Both his fiancée and Taeshin loved him deeply. Because he didn’t return their feelings, they wanted revenge—to make him think about them forever..
That’s why they committed suicide...
Haewon also tried to do the same, but Woojin stopped him.....
As i said Woojin suffers from antisocial personality disorder...
He has never truly understood emotions in his life. ..
He feels them, but he doesn’t know what they are or how to interpret them....
He was treated like a monster by his family his entire life.
For the first time, after Haewon left him, he realizes that what he felt might have been love...
Haewon broke up with him, even though Woojin didn’t understand what a breakup meant. He thought Haewon was just angry because he had lied...
He simply couldn’t understand why they broke up.
And here’s where things become shocking....
Haewon tries to avenge his friend, Taeshin. ..
He does one of the stupidest things imaginable (honestly, one of the most frustrating MC decisions in the entire BL world). It’s not even clear that Taeshin was truly that close to him, so his actions feel extreme and irrational....
He tries to destroy himself in order to make Woojin understand the pain and to take revenge on him...
Instead of going after the people who actually raped Taeshin, he makes a reckless decision: he agrees to meet those same criminals and puts himself in danger, planning to let them grape him and then kill himself so Woojin would suffer for the rest of his life...
This happens twice..
The first time, Woojin saves him after they drug him. He burns down the entire villa to get him out. But Haewon hits Woojin with a large rock (he aimed for his head but hit his shoulder instead), causing a deep wound with heavy bleeding...
The second time, Haewon deliberately goes to them again and even brings a gang to ambush Woojin, waiting for him to arrive. Woojin is on the verge of madness. He tries to stop him, warn him, apologize, and beg him—but Haewon doesn’t listen...
They drag Haewon into a room, tie him up, and prepare to grape him....
But He is terrified and crying.
Before anything can happen, Woojin arrives covered in blood. He’s holding an iron rod and violently beats them...
He is desperately afraid for Haewon—especially for his hands, because if Haewon couldn’t perform anymore, his life would be ruined...
He takes him away and tells him to leave. Haewon refuses at first, crying uncontrollably, but eventually he goes...
Woojin quits his job and confesses everything to the authorities to prevent Haewon from destroying himself any further.
He is sentenced to two years in prison...
When Haewon realizes that he ruined Woojin’s life, he breaks down in tears—because despite everything, he still loves him deeply...
In prison, Woojin refuses to see anyone, especially Haewon. Still, Haewon continues visiting. When they finally meet, Haewon cries uncontrollably....
Later, he contacts the prosecutor in charge of the case and negotiates by providing documents, which helps reduce Woojin’s sentence from two years to one.
After a year, Haewon continues performing and becomes even more famous, but he never forgets Woojin...
He keeps wearing the ring he found in Woojin’s car—the one Woojin had planned to give him before the breakup....
When Woojin is finally released, they meet again.
After arguments and emotional conflict, they return to each other. ..
The obsessive love returns as well, along with tender moments—as if the storm had never happened...
So
I hate the ML for his disgusting actions, but his mental state is the reason behind them...
You can understand his behavior because he doesn’t understand emotions and can’t recognize them, which made him like this...
His personality is interesting and attracts those around him, but it’s not enough for us, the readers, to accept his actions...
But I hate the MC even more.
He is contradictory, childish, and can do nothing but cry...
You don’t even know what he really wants...
They say he is the MC with “ability,” but he is just stupid and doesn’t know how to act properly...
If his revenge against the ML was because of lies and deceit, it would have been more logical than taking revenge for a friend whom I doubt was even a real friend...
He didn’t even care about him or respond to his calls, and suddenly he acts like his only loyal friend.
Oh, the contradictions!
As for poor Taeshin…
He truly loved Woojin, and he was innocent and beautiful.
What bad luck that he met the worst people and fell in love with a man, a demon without feelings...
So I finished the story feeling nothing but pity for him.