I first read yaoi when I was 11 or 12... it was around the time when I first started reading smut (VELVET KISS!!!!). So my sister recommended a manga to me which was Crimson Shell... but I somehow forgot the title whilst searching and thus clicked CRIMSON SPELL (yeah ikr why). That was my very first yaoi... I started reading ch20+ because I wanted ...... reply
Well because somehow I know to myself that it's not the time yet. I want to give myself to the person who I know will love me and stay by my side for life and is willing to wait. reply
because I'm a crazy, fat, anti-social bitch who reads yaoi and has no friends (they left me after 9 years of """""true friendship"""""") they do not like that kind here ╮(￣▽￣)╭ reply
When I was in school always there’s was people dating around me I don’t see the point in relationships and have sex with someone for just that excitement feeling you get last some seconds then martubation is enough for me. reply
Long story coming :
I think you might be bicurious, without being bi.
And to answer your question, then I saw lot of comments saying "it's not like in a manga at all" but funny fact : for me it was almost like it.
I was basically an ignorant potato aboutt sexual orientation. I didn't evn know that being gay was a thing bc I was raised in a relig...... reply
I would definitely be a dominant seme I just like to be the one in control and I kind of have a kink for bdsm hehe...even though I'm a girl >< if only I had the d lol 2 reply
You can't "decide" if you're gay or not, sexuality isn't that simple. Do you one day magically decide "lol let me be straight yeah lol" no it's not like that. I'm bisexual and for the life of me, I think my life would be slightly easier if I weren't bi but you can't really change who are because of genetics. You're either born that way or you're no...... 3 reply
I am not lesbian but I am bi. I am also a firm believer that true love does not know gender. If you truly are sexually attracted to some one it will not matter if they are a male or female. It is all about how comfortable you are and if you know what you want from the relationship. 3 reply
