as soon as i heard someone in the house mention "..we can check the wifi router history.." i immediately shut all 600+ tabs of mine.. and i also really shouldn't have been looking up what i did on this website.. i was going down a really fucked up rabbit hole (think rape but worse, and other stuff).
i was ready to work at mcdonalds paycheck to pa...... 1 reply
idk bro but my brain shuts down the moment i have to speak to someone be it via text/phone call or real life scenarios
when things get real bad and my anxiety peaks, i don't talk to anyone for some time and i feel guilty for not giving friends a heads up that i'm not feeling my best because idk how to talk to people about it 1 reply
I think the autocorrect got you good, *intrusive.
Professional therapist approved advice (totally out of context... ); just let the thoughts flow. These thoughts are NOT a reflection of your true feelings and even if they may be indicators of something going wrong with your emotions, the most important thing to remember is that you are in control ...... reply
I have the same kinds of intrusive thoughts because of a condition called Pure OCD, or Pure O. I do not encourage you to self-diagnose, but rather to look into it and PLEASE contact a psychiatrist for confirmation so you can take action as soon as possible. The reason why these thoughts bother you so much is because you are giving them so much impo...... reply
Whenever a sexual thought comes to my mind at the wrong time, I just think about gore or look at gore. But, in your case, you can just try thinking about something that turns you off or just think about gore. I don't know, I'm not smart. 3 reply
My brain keeps shocking me with different things. Like for some reason if I'm doing something nice or playing something all the sudden I get hit with a sexual wish regardless if its a family member which is disgusting, or having to kill someone basically my brain just shocks me with random wishes that I don't want to come true or imaginations. I calmed down with the thoughts but its still affecting my routine to do something to the point I just want to stay in bed because I'm disgusted or just don't wanna think about it. I have tried distracting myself but it always interrupts and ruins the game I'm playing. Anyways, tips to get rid of these thoughts?
I'm absolutely terrified of the Russian sleep experiment. If you don't know what it is then type it up on YouTube. I'm not scared of the experiment but i'm scared of what happened. Also i'm scared of the rake. Every time i go to sleep i just imagine one of the creatures watching me sleep :/
What are you scared of? reply
