Expose Yourself

I cry and scream as hard as I can into my pillow and start hating people on a I have no mouth and I must scream level of hatred. Breaking things is also REALLY helpful but such a bad habit.   reply

I lock myself in the bathroom, no lights and w the extractor fan on while I sit on the floor I don't turn on the lights so I can js look at nothing, and the extractor fan is really loud, so it cancels outside noise and also my inside voice I also struggle w emotions, sometimes I even feel like I feel my emotions more than other bc I react way too ......   1 reply

I was 11, my first BL was Angel Buddy, but i never finished reading it, i finished reading it when i was like 16/17, There was also this Chinese Manhua where a girl gets turned into a guy, it wasnt BL but was BL coded, Honestly BL made me realize im gay lol i always doubted it like “I only like girls, im just a big Ally and consume Boys Love.. it......   reply

like 15. One direction was pretty popular during that time and I got into reading Larry and Drarry fics on ao3. Honestly that was peak internet era.   1 reply