for me, when im sad.. i always smiling and showed people a happy expression on my face... so that people did not know how lonely, weak and saddest i am... i hate it when there are people that can see throught me (the real me)... for example, there is someone talk to you suddenly and said your expression is always happy, smile and laugh.. but i know...... 1 reply
I unconsciously choke myself, cut myself, hurt my self
-depression
-mental breakdown
-anxiety
You know, I want someone to stay with me, be with me but also want to be alone.....? 1 reply
I think it was 2 yrs ago that I tried overdosing but sadly I didn't take enough meds and instead suffered 2 days vomiting my guts out, I wanted to kill myself bc of self-hate? I don't rlly like how look and wearing makeup makes me embarrassed cuz it draws attention (I'm an introvert) I'm incredibly shy so even talking to strangers is hard for me. T...... 1 reply
I thought of it but I'm to much of a pussy to do it lol tho I'm not scared to die, I'm scared of the physical and emotional pain that might cause me or the people around me 3 reply
im not sure if this is the same thing but whenever i drive or am in potentially life threatening situations i would think ( and sometimes attempt ) to put myself in harms way. ive tried suffocating myself, drowning myself, and $3lf h4rm1ng. reply
Once took a whole bottle of loratadine, and by 3 in the morning I was throwing it all up. The worst part was that I had to go to school that very day. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ reply
This crazy bitch tried to overdosed on 30 pills of xanax 2 weeks ago and for what. Being kept in the hospital and on a suicide watch for 12 days. I'm free to go back home now but with my mom watching me 24/7. the next time i really wanna die I should've just picked a more guaranteed way to die like jumping of a 20 story building because it's embar...... 8 reply
I tried to hang myself and started cutting my wrist and saw blood running down to my arm and saw myself in the mirror, I couldn't help but cry so I tried to reach for the bed so I won't b choking anymore. I cut the rope and sat down to my bed crying. I was kinda proud that I stopped myself from one of the tragic moments in my life. I never told thi...... 2 reply
The reason I tried to kill myself was when my grades started declining therefore I started to disappoint everyone around me and soon after, I stopped socializing, and cut off the people I used to call 'friends'. I guess the overwhelming loneliness ate me up and the next thing I knew, I'm already holding a knife over my stomach. But I couldn't do it...... 1 reply
