Tried To Kill Yourself

yes and now i’m terrified to die. I didn’t realize ,when i was so suicidal, what death could really be like because i was so stuck up on just wanting to die and not caring where i went. but when i attempted and it didn’t work out i started thinking well what the hell could death/afterlife even be like, i started to get so scared i just stop ......   1 reply

The only reason i m alive rn is cuz my mom ragebaited me so hard after my attempt. No therapy, no consolation just insults and degradation talk. Idk i went kinda numb after that, i m still pretty depressed but oh well. My parents like to believe and show that there's nothing wrong with their kid after all.   1 reply

I mean I have gotten punched by my brother ater starting fights.Yea that's there and have sneaked some punches too. I think it's normal But getting punched drunk.. And reading rest of it.. It's not normal It's clearly abuse   reply

It just made me feel worse. I was so intent on leaving, only for it to fail...I didn't know what to do again and I got more depressed   reply

Absolutely. I attempted back in 2020. We were in lock down, my family was going through a lot, and I got overwhelmed with responsibilities that were pushed upon me, only to be made to feel like I wasn’t doing good enough, and I was a disappointment. That was my breaking point after enduring years of depression and anxiety since I was literally ei......   reply

yes for the first few days, at least my second attempt did. i was like "i'm alive i'm going to do this and this and this" and then they put my ass in the mental hospital and my third i just, was really disappointed to wake up and i knew i'd get hospitalized right away and everyone around me was mad at me so i was just very very tired. take care of ......   1 reply

i shouldve but i have not rlly i kind of just have greater appreciation for food tho   reply

Yes, but it took me quite a while. I tried to kill myself when I was 16, but I got scared, I couldn’t get myself to jump off. I was miserable everyday, and it didn’t help the fact that my household was hell on earth. I’ve probably been depressed since I was a little kid up till I was 20, but now, I actually wake up in the morning, excited to ......   reply

I stopped attempting bcs ik im so fucked if my family finds my yaoi stash   1 reply

the only thing keeping me alive is my silly little interests like not being able to see my fave fic/manga/manwha getting updated or not being able to play the games i like anymore   reply