Well i wanted to kill myself a few times before.In the end i always failed or somebody stopped me , so obviously i'm still alive.The last time i did it i tried to down myself in my bathing tube but than my mother came in and asked me what i was doing （￣へ￣）i told her that i was just wetting my hair, why would i tell her i wanted to kill m...... 1 reply
Even tho everything feels like a bother, I don’t think I wanna die. It might just be that I don’t want to deal with things that are set for me and require my concentration like school. The annoyance in having to do so many things that I don’t want to just outweighs my will to live. So if a chance comes up that makes it look like I didn’t me...... reply
I tried jumping of the balcony, i couldn't do it. I just lost someone I know to suicide that time and I was honestly scared. Not in the fact that I was gonna die or the pain, but rather what happens after I die. Will everyone just forget about me? That person hung himself, he was 8 years older than me and was my brothers best friend. After that no ...... 3 reply
ah yes, nothing like telling your daughter just after she got discharged from the hospital that she'll go to hell for committing suicide and that people suffer worse than her.
she even said "inshallah you will" as if she was hoping that i go to hell.
apparently nothing bad happened to me and she can fix whatever's going on in my mind.
she hopes i d...... 2 reply
Am i bored af with life rn? yes, would i mind dying? not at all BUT i dont have enough desire to die to kill myself so ill just drift around till i die for now. i mean if you ignore all your problems well enough you never feel sad anyways though you do screw yourself over alot but if you ignore the fact you screwed yourself then you feel fine again...... reply
Actually , Yes when im the peak of heartbreak my mom and dad divorce and i was abuse the only thing that i think can help me is killing myself i tried to but i cant i start to collect my pieces again by doing my favorite hobby . I find myself healing by the help of my hobby's reply
Uh... well, yes but actually no. I mean, I want to die, but I feel like I can't die. I already tried to kill myself and all, but I realized that it takes a lot of work, and whenever I think about what might happen next it fills me with anxiety. Like, who will find your body, the fact that dying will not be painless, the trauma of the people who lov...... reply
ok I just read through the drama and long story short this 11 year old girl was going around asking how to get on discord cause shes only 11 and telling people that she reads bl and nsfw stuff. People said that this is dangerous and that she should not go around telling people that's shes 11 and reads nsfw because theres all sorts of people out the...... 1 reply
tried once in third grade by trying to drown underwater, which my parents thought i was just being a kid
then in fourth grade started to harm myself
then in seventh grade, tried to overdose on sleeping pills but that didn’t work
then twice in junior year, by overdosing on sleeping pills
then one more time in senior year before i started going to ...... reply
I did. And I will try again because I don't think living or the world is beautiful/ nice. Humanity is fucked up. I hate myself and I hate people, I hate the universe and how it works, I hate being a woman. I hate that I am breathing. I warned them but they didn't listen to me. Hopefully I can just disappear. 1 reply
