Fear of pain , that's y I don't kms or self harm . I just think it's stupid (no offense) to harm myself . I m jst waiting for an uncalculated force ( accident, illness ) or thinking of euthanizing when I have the opportunity ( :d i m passive suic*dal) . I will see if I m going to have a change of mind later or not if not will prob proceed with my o...... reply
