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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
I made multiple different attempts at different points in my life. After each I remember just there always being something I could cling to as justification, for many years that was my cat.
Before I knew it I had passed the age I never thought I'd live through. I met someone. I started a career. I started a life made by ME.
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