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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
Definitely I used to want to commit ASAP but after a couple failed attempts and as I got older I thought about how it would be such a waste for me to die when so much money into my clothing and food has been spent on me to raise me.
Looking back it wasn't exactly a good reason to stay alive as I was basically guilt tripping myself to do so but it ...... reply
