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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
The only reason i m alive rn is cuz my mom ragebaited me so hard after my attempt. No therapy, no consolation just insults and degradation talk. Idk i went kinda numb after that, i m still pretty depressed but oh well. My parents like to believe and show that there's nothing wrong with their kid after all. 1 reply
