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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
No. Instead of living because I, myself wish to live, I've found a reason to keep going. Rather, if that something suddenly left, I couldn't take it. I wouldn't.
In hindsight, I view the world the same. I view living the same. I view life as a whole the same. My perspective did not change just because of my numerous failed attempts in my tee...... reply
