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(TW: suicide) To those who've attempted, have you gained a new perspective on life?
a couple of weeks after my attempt I started to accept a lot of my self-indulgences, like eating more sugar than I should, or reading stupid ass shit. I used to feel like a failure when doing these things but now I just do them because I realize that it's keeping me alive.
I wanted to literally end it last week. I was sooo overwhelmed. I was in my car driving and while waiting for the light to turn green I came across this one post on thread or something
"100 reason why you shouldn't kill yourself"
It's like the universe knew and try to console me
The one line that makes me cry is number 3 "your mother's smile"
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