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Is University life always too much exhausting and hard?????
Or am i tired of being bullied and being ragging??? （￣へ￣）

i get that the message board part of the website isnt the priority but its so clunky.

PLSSSSS SM SHARE ME THEIR LIST AND RECS I'D DO ANYTHING IM SO STARVED

Are there any workouts I can do at home which I can buy like cheap equipment for which will help burn off fat and build alittle muscle? I was thinking about going to the gym but I need to be saving up for my formal dress so im not dropping $21+ a week rn to go to the gym

I hate men and their sexualizing of female breats. Why did they have to make our society like this? I wish breasts could just exist and rarely be seen as sexual. Yuck.

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They don't dwell on emotions, they just move on. Must be nice

God its scorching hot feels like im boutta pass out because of the heat, also been having severe headahe everyday cuz of the weather

It has come to our attention that many users mail other users that they're going to take a piss. This is a sacred holy site. We do not encourage people to tell others they're pissing.

don’t jump me but are we ever gonna get all of our stories and shit back…. i feel like it’s been a minute and yet im still having to personal seek out stories that i’ve already read to add them back to my collection

Sorry to bother but what do you guys do to feel better mentally? I know this isn’t the place to ask this but i really can’t ask this question anywhere else and i truly need advice on this. Thank you for your time! <3

Idk why but my reading history keeps deleting itself after like15 or 16 days, plz help idk why it’s doing that.

Dont know why i only realized 5 years ago that i was queer when the signs were pretty clear especially at age 13 when i used to be friend with the pastors daughter i'd always recommend watching any form of lesbian stuff instead of those romcom movies forgot to add when me and my noms boss daughter would pretend to "make out" this must be a sensitive topic so u can just skip this one out anyway we would pretend to make out but there is that one occasion at a certain young age when a girl at my class invited me to the school bathroom to do things together nothing happened much but a year later on that she transferred school so we never really got to see eachother again, at that time when we would do those stuff she'd only be nice to me inside the bathroom but once its over she would bully me, my last memory of her was when she throw a birthday party at class and i gave her a plushie.
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I accidentally said "when I'm rich i'll get this" to my dad whose pretty insecure about his financial situation. He got me them next day even though we do not have the money for it right now but it's too late to return them so the best I can do is be happy and grateful. I was trying really hard to make today a good day and stay happy because thats what my dad spent so much for and just a ton of little things kept getting in the way. I feel guilty that my dad spent a bunch on something to make me happy and it took only a few inconveniences to wear that down. I'm constantly fighting every second to be happy and have been trying to fake it till i make it for years but now i just feel like i'm acting like i'm happy. The only times i truly feel happy is lowkey when i'm reading a good bl and even then i'm cockblocked by the "this isn't real. you'll never be able to have a relationship like this" thoughts whenever i get too excited.

i don't know i am feeling
i don't know how to say about the things i feeling now days but it's like there is friend of mine we are so good friends but there was a girl is like when we were in school. i don't like that but when we came in 11 class my friend leaves school that girl she like we happens to be in same class in some time we become so good friends she has own group of friends but she told be things about her life she was not able to tell anyone till now it's not like i meant too much in her life but she prioritize me too we became too good with each other she is one of them who tells me about the things i don't know about myself and i think i fell in love with her
But they both now days like each other too they do things like couple do online taking loving prioritizing each other and fights too break each other heart while saying abusing things, words that can shake your whole soul but still came back to each other. i am friends with both of them it's not that i am not happy about them but there is lump in my throat that achs that i am not the who should be there and i know that i would never be able to because my friends love her too much that maybe i am never be able too love her like she do
So the things should i just being friends with them and never tell how i fell
or should i go tell her leaves my both friends and never look back again

i'm looking for something similar to ''7 minutes of heaven'' where it's a pretty cliched love story of a popular american jock and an asian nerd, i'm really new to novels and this story is funny and cute, it's like an average hetero teen romcom except it's about two boykissers lol i want something like that, cliched opposites attract trope done right!! even better if it's a novel since i'm new to them and wanna read more

times are tuff so I needed to find new ways to make some extra cash. if you were to hop dih for money how much would y'all charge

i have a feeling that my friends have changed since they got a boyfriend. one of my friends got a boyfriend, and she hangs out with her bf's friends alot. i have no problem with that, but one day she came to meet me. and we were just hanging out, and we decided we'll go have some chai(tea) from outside in the evening. her bf and his friends live nearby, and she had to give something to her bf, so i had no problem inviting them for chai as well. we get to the market, and her bf's friends decide that they'll have egg rolls from some shop before. now, i live in a place where there's a curfew time (9:30 pm) so i can't be late. they're all boys (except me and my friend) so they don't have any curfew time (and my friend's curfew time is 10:15 pm). she already knew that my curfew time is earlier, and i even mentioned it half an hour beforehand. ofcourse, i can't mention it in front of her boyfriend and his friends that “hey, we decided on having chai, so why the sudden change of plans, when it was YOU who wanted to meet me in the first place”. (she was the one who was adamant on wanting to come to my room, and hanging out. i suggested going to some fun place, and she refused bc she has already been there THRICE with her boyfriend. so i was like okay, next time. she also had an exam coming up 2 days ahead. so i suggested meeting up after her exam, but she was adamant so i was like "okay no problem from my side").
so ofcourse the order is late, and the shop we went to was predominantly a non-vegetarian food catering shop. they do have veg options (like, 2 or 3). i'm the only one who has veg food choices, i'm not asking them to be veg like me, i have no problem with their eating choices. but it just felt like they didn't consider my eating choices at all. (am i being entitled here? i don't know. i know i shouldn't ask them to go to a veg-only shop but going to a place where veg options are limited when you have someone who's veg is a bit ignorant to me. it's like going to a cafe with limited non-lactose options when one of the person is lactose intolerant. we can just go to a place where either non-lactose options are plentiful so everyone can choose accordingly. i would do that, even if i'm not lactose intolerant, bc i know one of my friends is). now the order is late, so i have to get my portion packed (i didn't even want to order it) and we didn't have chai, and now i have to walk to my place alone at night all bc her boyfriend and co. decided something else. great!
i just felt a bit sad bc i can't say to HER bf that we had different plans before (it would be rude, I'm not friends with her bf right?) but she could've said it and she didn't. didn't even message me to ask if i reached my place or not. then next day, posts in our friend group the pictures of her hanging out with them and it looks like i was the one who joined their hangout impromptu(we had this friend group before she and 2 of my other friends got a bf). crazy.
i just feel like they're losing me, honestly. i won't say it to their faces bc what can i even say? but i can feel the cracks slipping in, and i have started feeling nostalgic, missing the friendship even if we are still friends. i really like spending time with them, but it seems like they've changed, and my space in their life has decreased. we've gone distant, now all we ever talk is about her bf or what she's upto, i feel like i have nothing to contribute to the conversation. i can talk about my research project and career uncertainties but it brings up a sad vibe so we don't talk about it much. i am forgetting what did we even talk about before they got a bf?
i have always felt that girls change after getting a bf, i don't like it honestly. they'll say they haven't changed, but i feel it. is it just means or girls with bfs are just so exhausting to hang out with?
i still love my friends, but it's different now. i love what we used to be before boys came into picture.
they're really losing me. i feel like i'm being left behind. and all because what? i don't have a boyfriend? i don't even want a boyfriend. a girl gets a bf and suddenly wants all her friends to find a bf too like what?

https://mangadex.org/title/18878c4e-65f0-40b8-9e58-2d647f16d485/melanco-killing

see they literally have it on mangadex, but theres nothing here and how i am suppose to be kept up to date if its not here?? i would upload it myself but i dont want to do that to myself..