06 09,2023
Am I the only one that feels really uncomfortable when someone uses the term "yaoi" and not BL?
I always automatically think that that person is a fetishizer and doesn't see the genre as more than porno to get off to
I always automatically think that that person is a fetishizer and doesn't see the genre as more than porno to get off to
about chat about anything
I say this as a 1000% percent good thing ofc. I remember having to actively ignore the question forum when looking at a manga for risk of seeing literal death threats and s*icide baiting. I genuinely believe that turning off comments, questions, and all other forms of interaction for 2 years was the best thing they could have done. I would much rather see someone get too in detail about their weird personal life or cute picrews rather than all the harassment from before. Anyone else notice this?
about lmao
06 09,2023
so school starts in 6 days
ive had these 2 friends who ive loved so much to the point i would do anything for them, but one of those friends is my childhood bestfriend who i loved more because we have more in common like we both read bl, know alot about social media drama and we both have cats lets call her F and lets call the other friend M. until in may (which has always been a bad luck month for me) F and M who usually only hang out with each other because of me and they didnt talk much with each other (for context, M is loud and obnoxious and F is the total opposite)
started to hang out alot together. at first i was of course fine with this infact i was happy they were getting along.
but slowly they left me out. like they only spoke to me when they needed something. and i was like "oh maybe i should just hang out with them!" until during outdoor break when i tried to walk with them they just walked faster and held hands (not in a lesbian way M was insanely homophobic because of religious reasons i respected thay ofc) everytime i tried to talk to them they would just shut me up and yell at me. they would ALWAYS leave me out, everytime i got home and checked our GC m and f would alway message each other things like "yay! im finally home i can call F" i felt so left out they would always sit with each other in class and i was 2 monthes clean from SH so i kinda started SH again then one day they had a talk with me, they said: "hey (my name) we need to talk, so we realised you are acting childish and stuff and for today we dont want to hang out with you because we think you need some time alone" of course thats just the summary version of it i ended up crying alot and they said "we will call you at the end of the day!" which they didnt, and i messaged them on the weekend asking if they want me to bring their favourite snacks, and they left me on read. monday rolled around and they ignored me (it was the last week of school AKA assignment week) Tuesday came and they asked me to apologize. and then we couldnt continue cuz we had to go inside, then on wednesday night, F messaged me she told me to apologize or we arent friends anymore so which i did (it was an actual sincere apology) she told me it wasnt good enough and we wont be friends anymore which i begged her not to, she told me to not to cry which i obviously did. Thursday rolled around (was in my mentally worst state ever) one of their friends was crying which was obviously none of my business then at the end of the day they told me they wanted to talk to me then they asked ME to apologise to their friend. which i didnt of course, they yelled at me i just walked out on them. (one month later on june 28th M messaged MY MOM and started harassing her)
honestly i absolutely hate this year i miss F if i could do anything i would go to the past. school starts in 6 days, i have no friends, F changed schools and M was supposed to change schools but she couldnt. i might get bullied i dont know anymore.
ive had these 2 friends who ive loved so much to the point i would do anything for them, but one of those friends is my childhood bestfriend who i loved more because we have more in common like we both read bl, know alot about social media drama and we both have cats lets call her F and lets call the other friend M. until in may (which has always been a bad luck month for me) F and M who usually only hang out with each other because of me and they didnt talk much with each other (for context, M is loud and obnoxious and F is the total opposite)
started to hang out alot together. at first i was of course fine with this infact i was happy they were getting along.
but slowly they left me out. like they only spoke to me when they needed something. and i was like "oh maybe i should just hang out with them!" until during outdoor break when i tried to walk with them they just walked faster and held hands (not in a lesbian way M was insanely homophobic because of religious reasons i respected thay ofc) everytime i tried to talk to them they would just shut me up and yell at me. they would ALWAYS leave me out, everytime i got home and checked our GC m and f would alway message each other things like "yay! im finally home i can call F" i felt so left out they would always sit with each other in class and i was 2 monthes clean from SH so i kinda started SH again then one day they had a talk with me, they said: "hey (my name) we need to talk, so we realised you are acting childish and stuff and for today we dont want to hang out with you because we think you need some time alone" of course thats just the summary version of it i ended up crying alot and they said "we will call you at the end of the day!" which they didnt, and i messaged them on the weekend asking if they want me to bring their favourite snacks, and they left me on read. monday rolled around and they ignored me (it was the last week of school AKA assignment week) Tuesday came and they asked me to apologize. and then we couldnt continue cuz we had to go inside, then on wednesday night, F messaged me she told me to apologize or we arent friends anymore so which i did (it was an actual sincere apology) she told me it wasnt good enough and we wont be friends anymore which i begged her not to, she told me to not to cry which i obviously did. Thursday rolled around (was in my mentally worst state ever) one of their friends was crying which was obviously none of my business then at the end of the day they told me they wanted to talk to me then they asked ME to apologise to their friend. which i didnt of course, they yelled at me i just walked out on them. (one month later on june 28th M messaged MY MOM and started harassing her)
honestly i absolutely hate this year i miss F if i could do anything i would go to the past. school starts in 6 days, i have no friends, F changed schools and M was supposed to change schools but she couldnt. i might get bullied i dont know anymore.
about lmao
06 09,2023
ok so as the title suggests, I need some advice. So tomorrow school starts and I just found out a share a science class with a ex friend(?) of mine. So some context, in the beginning of freshman year, me and Bella (fake name) were friends. We were somewhat close (we would stay up to text eachother and hang out every period we had together). However, as freshman year went by, we kinda stop being as close. we quickly ran out of topics to talk about so she was more silent; this made me kinda scared bc she was kinda intimidating and I kinda stopped talking as much. it was awkward because we were in the same friend group (I was the same way with the friend group as well) and we had like 3 classes together. So freshmen year ended and, except for a few hallway bump ins, we completely lost touch. I think sophomore year was when I realized that Bella wasn’t necessarily trying to be cold and it was more her personality + with me being less chatty, she wasn’t sure how to go about it either. I was really thinking about it a few days ago and I realized I really regretted not trying to make a greater effort to talk to her and the rest of my friend group. And now (coincidence?) Junior year, we have the same science class. So, like is this a sign from some higher being or something? Should I try to befriend her again? I’m expecting it to be awkward if I do try but I do want to friends again and I really don’t want to be a chicken like I did freshman year. Advice is much appreciated
06 09,2023
Ikr red flags mean any toxic shit or whatever it doesn’t have to be certain group of hoes but yo hear me outttt yo, red flags have this DIFFERENT kinda definition in my mf head like when I hear someone’s a red flag i instantly think they’re a big daddy badass illegal toxic dick majesty slayer cockface fucker yoooo, my fren be pointing at this bish neighbour of mine that he red flag, I was like “Yaoi daddy mmm mmm next door???” But it was just furry no father. I’m an introvert I make myself bound to a certain group of people don’t meet new ppl much so not many toxic shits around me(I’m just careless actually lol) so my bussy is it just me? :(
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06 09,2023
So, new school year, new classmate, and we made our gc, and I had a good time. So my stupid brain decided to pm one of my classmates and ask whether she watches BL because I had a "gut feeling "she did, and man was I wrong, and- I'm now paranoid that what if that classmate starts gossiping about me taht I like reading queer stories, my school is homophobic as fuck.
about question
06 09,2023
what are the symptoms you got w daddy issues bc my sister b saying i got that shit, when i clearly do not (??) i know what daddy issues are but its more than one thing so someone lend ya gyala hand
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about eat without getting fat
06 09,2023
I think I caught a bug or something.
So, yesterday I posted a question asking for Manga recommendations and I got some replies. Afterwards I edited the question to thank those who gave me the suggestions but now whenever I go see the replies I can't.
Lmao please help
So, yesterday I posted a question asking for Manga recommendations and I got some replies. Afterwards I edited the question to thank those who gave me the suggestions but now whenever I go see the replies I can't.
Lmao please help
about lmao
06 09,2023
What do yall think about those delulus from tiktok that do rcta or ecta (ethnicity change to another) I swear this world needs a fucking reset system lmaoao
about get to know you
I’ve been playing viola for 7 years because I watched Your Lie in April when I was 10
about committed a crime
06 09,2023
You're at a party (believe it or not) and you meet the most hottest, jaw-dropping, greenest flag ever. Love at first sight didn't seem real until now. You have one party night to rizz this person up and make them your friend or you'll never meet them again. And if you do they'll be with a different person and ignore your existance. How are you making this person fall for you?
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Coz I just remembered my jealousy arcaaaagsdhdhfjfgjhhhhhh!
in the past i felt really jealous over my sister to the point of ignoring all my family members
Fortunately I'm now kinda slightly a little bit uh mature(pls believe i swear) so all my not so beautiful piece of dawgshit jealousy is gone.
Btw shes really smart asf i would never say this infront of that sassy little panda but im kinda proud of her im gonna puke
in the past i felt really jealous over my sister to the point of ignoring all my family members
Fortunately I'm now kinda slightly a little bit uh mature(pls believe i swear) so all my not so beautiful piece of dawgshit jealousy is gone.
Btw shes really smart asf i would never say this infront of that sassy little panda but im kinda proud of her im gonna puke
about nothing in school
05 09,2023
Im in school from the morning up until 6 pm. I struggle with the acads, not that im dumb as hell, but im just particularly slow and i fear that i wont be able to catch up. The teachers would say all this things about taking it easy since stress is a big thing and students like me get easily depperesses nowadays. But i cant help but get stressed especially when we have if not 4, then around 3 assignments each day, which i struggle to find time for as i help out a lot on the house. And also probably the guilt because I dont play my games anymore
about have sex
05 09,2023
Idk but as far as I’ve seen, a vast majority of tanned men have pussies. Haven’t seen any pussy on lighter skinned men. Not to mention this tanned dragon bottom porn had a pussy and after it got fucked, a dick(the dragon’s) grew from the pussy! I’m def not an anti-men having pussy but I’m anti-pussy. Pussies are ten time grosser than beautiful juicy dicks(personal opinion). Don’t get me wrong, I love women but without pussies. That’s why Margot Robbie’s my bomb and ofc other gorgeous Barbies. I’d rather eat shitty ass than bloody pussy(I’m a top). Wbu?
about eat without getting fat
05 09,2023
I never really hear anyone talk about dramatical murder, when I was younger I watched the anime without realizing there's whole ass game that goes WAAAAY more into detail (Also Dramatical murders is available on steam but if you want it uncensored you need to buy a patch for it)
about first yaoi
05 09,2023
Now granted I do have an irrational fear of germs, but will my newest hot sadist therapist really be able to cure me by using me as his cum rag?
