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i don't really believe that your kinks necessarily have something to do with your trauma (another bs freud made up tbh) but i do have a couple weird things i did when i was a kid that makes sense considering my current self. for example when i used to shower i would pretend the water coming from the showerhead was actually a giant peeing on me as a punishment and i would have to clean my self with his piss and whenever water got on my lips/mouth i would act like it tasted bitter for some reason... also the earliest times i remember masturbating (even before i knew it was the act of masturbating, i just did it cuz it felt good) it would be about people involved in bodily fluids. so i was wondering if anyone else had some memories like that or is it just me?

Please I need sum doomed yuri

I wanted to ask if anybody could recommend me a free website on which I could read manga in Japanese.
I wanted to practice reading in japanese but I cannot really find any website that would allow me to read mangas and other comics in japanese for free.
All of them have a paywall and I'm broke...

Sometimes I abandon stories and then if I see a notification for a chapter I read that one chapter and hate based on what I remember. Sometimes I don’t even read and I still hate. I’m lowkey just a hater.

the Caleb discourse on twt rn is funny as fuck. it's one of the stupidest drama I've ever see, I'm not even in Ladstwt lmao

I have no interest in LADS before since I'm not in their target audience but now I'm kinda interested in the LI especially Caleb.
is there anyway to play the game on PC? my phone is too old for this lol

Donald Na (weak hero) has one of the saddest back stories. My heart sank and remained submerged for weeks when that chapter was released. It's been years and I can still feel the sadness and sorrow (no pun intended) whenever I think of it and I haven't even revisited it ever since

Anyone knows this one game where it's like 18+, a pixelated type of game, where you can choose your own gender and sexuality. You can costumize the appearance of MC too. I swear someone actually mentioned the game's name before here on the forum, there's like a bunch of love interest(?) both male and female, one has a blue hair I think, there's also tentacles shit happening, idk why, I haven't played the game myself YET, but I'm now looking for it, and well ended up in a different game from itch, holy shit the game I'm playing is so fucking GAY, i need more, I need to know the games name in looking for UGHHHH


Also it has its own site where you can download it, not from itch, it literally has its OWN site, y'all help me PLEASE IM FARTING

So i read this manwha its a straight one and its abt this girl who came from the townside and live w her grandparents and they used to be someone w a title but they lose them and her uncle were tryin to sell their house so she left to the capital(?) To ask for her dad to buy back the house and her dad agree but tellin her to stay on the capital for a year with thwnintention on sellin her to marriage w soneone who had money but she was a bit oblivious to this so she stayed and bcs of her looks she was the center of attention and ppl w title start betting on her including this one player w a big title that wasnt tryin to win her heart but in the end he did and won the bet while she actually love him and when he won he got this like golden deer antler trophy which she ever use to beat him up with from another bet he won, Its historjcal yes and in the end she married him but he was already had a bad rumor goin aroubd cs he used to have a wife and when theyre abt to did it she wont but suddenly she was pregnant so he knew she was cheating and divorce her but wont let any media know and let the unborn child had his last name but never saw him so when the mc married him and they did it and she got pregnant he was a bit stratled and things but was so happy but then she got a miscarriage while he was away and she was bleeding and passes out while she passes out when they told him abt the miscarriage he told the maid to throw away every remaining thing that was meant for the baby to leave all the traces of the baby and never talk abt it
pls help yall

After school i used to be at this neibours house.I was SAed by the man of the house when I was 12 to 13. I told my mom and the only thing she did was not send me alone to that house. At the time i understood because that family, specially the wife and children were helping us when we were financially struggling (even that i now realize is because of my parents stupid choices). And my mom also told me if we say this to the wife she would die. So we never confronted the family and my mom didnt want to tell dad cause he would get angry. And I thought was alright and let everything happen like that for years. And I want to remind you that I was a child this time and you would always believe you parents always do the best for you. So for years I made my self feel humiliated everytime I saw his face or everytime I had to take my blessings from him when was doing my exams. (In my culture, we go to neibours who are close to us to tell them when we are going for a life changing kind of level exams).
As I grow up I felt like that my mom shouldn't have made me do those things and at least check on me time to time about how I feeling or if I am okay with seeing him cause no child would ever come unharmed from a situation like that. But I still made up excuses for her. She had a hard life and maybe she was doing her best as a parent. Maybe that's how they dealt with those things in her generation. I made all kinds of excuses and thought that she would never do those things to cause me harm. Cause she is my mom.
Last year we had this dinner with their whole family when my sister got her first job. As I said before his children helped us a lot financially with our education so culturally it was something we were supposed to do here. And I didnt mind it nor did I get mad. Of cause I was uncomfortable to sit at the same dinner table man but I just let it be.
But you know just yesterday I got to know through my sister that that man, at first refused to come to the dinner but my mom still went on and personally invited him. This hit me like a gut punch because I feel stupid for all the times i tried to rationalise how she had acted thorought these years. Like she was emotionally aware enough to know what that wife would feel if she knew that her husband was a pedophile but she can't ever think that I might be suffering inside? That everytime I walk past him or meet face to face i feel like a part of me is dying? And it hurt me that she went on and personally invited him when she could have thought "that's even better if you didnt come". I really wouldnt ask for much. That would have been enough for me to feel like my mom cared about something like that happened to me. All this things make me sick and think that all her "I won't let you go alone to that house again" just performative. I suddenly feel so fed up with all this. I was able to lock up the memory all these years for the sake of my mind but now, everuthing is coming back to like a train wreck. I want to go back and think anything that would have defend my mom but it just make me feel like I'm making my self delusional.
I dont want to hate het because she really did have a hard life cause my dad is abusive and not a responsible person. But I already put her thoughts first all these years too so I don't know. On one hand I feel like I'm a bad daughter for feeling like this and on the other hand I feel like she doesn't even have basic respect for me

Both seme and uke are university students .the
uke who took sabbatical year bc he was
depressed and he lived with his older brother who did everything to assure for him to study
comfortably, he didn't finish and start working so his brother get to study and better up their life and like the brother is smart and he start dating a guy and his older brother is against this relationship bc he's scare that his brother will drop out in the end the uke leave his brother alone and go to live with his bf.

There has been someone spamming under a problemtic manhwa, talking about how much they want the author to die and how they want the author to be g4ngr4ped and mu4dered. This is a very disturbing thing to see. I do not enjoy problemtic media but I do believe that spamming about murdering a REAL person brutally over fiction is just as unacceptable and even worse.
The manhwa, https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/emdr_1/
It is not just under the manhwa, you can also see them talking about stabbing people and a lot of grusome things. So please, help report this person.

I wish I could contact the Admins to get them banned easily.

it all started when sunlight stopped coming to my room. i have been thinking about past a lot these days. i had a deal with my father in 2024 that he won't force me for marriage untill i graduate from uni and i m graduating next year. i live in a country where marriage is really important, so even if disagree i know i have to. my health and stamina hasn't been good. i keep wanting end my life but i don't. i was really happy in past but the present and future makes depressed. everything feels dark and depressing. even my room is dark during daytime. i miss looking at the sky from my room while not thinking anything a lot but that's no more possible. i just wanted to share it here.

No wonder their population is dying out fast, when Japan still approves loli and shota content being out. I mean lots of animes have genuinely come out like that, a lot of hentai ones too under the age range being "100 years old" As an excuse.

You see how genuinely they don't care about children, how fucked up and how normalised it still is TODAY. I can never understand why somehow this is still okay for them cus "it's fictional" Also it's even more fucked up when you remember they make figures of these characters.

Some people tell you you're overreacting over this anime but can't see the problem that it continues to cost.

anyone here has a psp? is it worth it?
wanted to buy one so i could freely play games without wasting money on data daily. As much as i wanted to buy ps vita, its 2x the price of it. Are there any problems w a psp or how is the graphics?

I don't like any story with having anything to do with the mc taking care of someone's sister/niece(and etc). Now I'm talking about those historical manhwa stories, where the mc basically acts as a maid for the "young mistress". ESPECIALLY if the mc herself is a young child too. Idk why honestly, but I just rlly dislike it. And it triggers me even more if the kid they r taking care of has some entitled bratty moments because "tHeY lIkE tHe mC".

We know majority has problems with rape sa abuse pedo grooming incest yadda yadda but that's kind of to be expected if you're normal, so what about mundane themes? Themes people normally wouldn't think is problematic...

Me personally

- For some reason I don't like stories about photography. I think that's such a boring topic. What's so interesting about taking pictures of things. It just feels like such a drag. I can't put it into words. When I read a description about characters being photographers I just click off. I'm not interested in what you want to take pics of...

- I don't know if my past has an affect on it but I used to play in the school band, so musical instrument related stories also are uninteresting to me. Like stories about piano players especially are so boring. Guitar players are next. Violin players comes close third. (Funny part is I do enjoy classical music irl but I just don't enjoy them depicted in stories lol)

- Vampires and incubus. Yawn. Vampires feel so bland to me idk how to describe its just so basic. You drink blood, okay so what? people drink cum and eat unwashed ass these days, you're not that special. And incubus stories is usually just smut with zero plot. Also like similar reason as the vampires, needing cum juice to survive when regular characters get to have that shit for breakfast lunch and dinner is just so embarrassing for you, what a loser ew

Do you guys know if the I want to read, I'm reading, and I already read lists are going to be fixed again? Istg I had 1000+ things saved (though guilty of not actually reading...) and it's been a month since the bug + a month since I logged back in again and the error is still here :(
I'm not well-versed with mangago's tech team or anyone who manages the site period so I'm pretty in the dark whenever this site is down... Please LMK if anyone knows anything because I'm sure many are pretty sad about losing so many saved comics ;-;

why do most fujos love this pornographic rape? mind you, the authors other work is even worse. why are we not speaking on how normalized rape is in new gen. this not how it was when i started BL... i get wanting variety but not only portraying russians as toxic rapists (racism) but also glossingover the GRAPHIC -"stop, no, dont"- rape? thats insane. i cant get 10 chapters before needing to gag. when is there ever a need for rape, especially in fiction where we go to escape that stuff. what is a new fujoshi to feel when half the new works tolerate and fetishize somethinthat severe. its disgusting...

Ppl talk abt tropes but what's that angst trope you just can't handle? Personally for me I hate the type of angst trope that gets rejected and they are unable to move on.

There’s a manga abt a witch and she’s married to some shinigami (i think) im sure he has like a goat skull for a head and im SURE she has pink hair i cannot remember the name of the manga for the life of me does anyone know what manga im talking abt ??