about yall ever just feel sad
I found a webtoon called Chakan Yeoja aka The Nice Woman. I found the webtoon translated but in a sus website. I wanna read it at mangago tho. What can I do?
about life changing stuff
please help me find Todoroki Jesus I can’t find him and my life is incomplete without him I beg of you
about get to know you
Ahhh this makes me laugh and yet also feel a little sad haha..
Recently I have been thinking of ways to.. I guess, simply put, end it all? Thing is, I hate pain, don’t like it one bit.
I imagine scenarios where I write letters to close ones about how I’m sorry I had to go and tell my family off for being such a negative influence on my life. Weird right? I don’t even know if I can put this on my platform lolll but I can’t put it anywhere else cuz I can’t get feedback or I risk getting seen by peers and losing them #－.－)
I seek momentary bliss by blasting music and closing my eyes or reading stories of fictional lives, but eventually it becomes a cycle of depressing thoughts, reading to lift my mood, falling back into a depressive state, getting angry for being such a wimp, getting in a fight with my family, ranting in my personal notes, drown in music, repeat.
Is this the so called... edgy thoughts? Maybe I should seek a therapist and stop being stupid lol, idk. I doubt I’d be able to get in contact with a therapist anyway. I’m too scared of talking people so I dunno(￣∇￣")
Should I just give this some time to grow out of and hope for the best? Maybe this was too much.. eh, I’ll delete this later if it is then (=・ω・=)
Recently I have been thinking of ways to.. I guess, simply put, end it all? Thing is, I hate pain, don’t like it one bit.
I imagine scenarios where I write letters to close ones about how I’m sorry I had to go and tell my family off for being such a negative influence on my life. Weird right? I don’t even know if I can put this on my platform lolll but I can’t put it anywhere else cuz I can’t get feedback or I risk getting seen by peers and losing them #－.－)
I seek momentary bliss by blasting music and closing my eyes or reading stories of fictional lives, but eventually it becomes a cycle of depressing thoughts, reading to lift my mood, falling back into a depressive state, getting angry for being such a wimp, getting in a fight with my family, ranting in my personal notes, drown in music, repeat.
Is this the so called... edgy thoughts? Maybe I should seek a therapist and stop being stupid lol, idk. I doubt I’d be able to get in contact with a therapist anyway. I’m too scared of talking people so I dunno(￣∇￣")
Should I just give this some time to grow out of and hope for the best? Maybe this was too much.. eh, I’ll delete this later if it is then (=・ω・=)
about get to know you
Helllooooooo PLEASEEEEE HELPPP
If i made a bar graph about species and families (botany), which one is the independent and dependent variable?? Thanks :))
If i made a bar graph about species and families (botany), which one is the independent and dependent variable?? Thanks :))
about get to know you
Hello again, it’s a long one. So, I’ve been dwelling on this situation for about... let’s say 2 years? I had a best friend in school that I felt really attached to. She was a really bubbly person,.. at least, that’s how she portrayed herself in the beginning. Things were going alright but she was really heavy with physical contact like holding hands and hugging. I was, and still really am, introverted and a slight germaphobe. She knew this, and despite my constant refusal, she would always force her way into a hug or hold onto my arm. It always seemed cute to others I guess, but I felt like my boundaries meant nothing to her. I did develop a crush on her for a bit, but it quickly ended after I realized I couldn’t imagine myself with her.
She ended up confessing to me through text if my memory serves correct.. I rejected her ofc, as I felt no attraction and I didn’t want to break her heart, as she cries easily. I thought that’d be the end of it, but she continuously confessed and tried to get closer to me. Maybe that was cute to others as well? I didn’t like it tho. Eventually we fought over text and she texted me the next night “thanks, you made me cry in front of my dad and my family.” To which I was puzzled, I get being heartbroken, but Would this change my rejection? No. Sure I felt bad, but that lasted for a second as she moved on to basically spit in my face through text.
But as quick as she was to screech at me, I felt like she played the victim card as soon as I fought back. Saying things like “it’s all my fault, I’m not good enough, I’m a bad person, I was bullied and maybe they were right, my mom always told me I was never good enough” and such.
It was a vicious cycle of making amends and staying friends for the sake of our mutuals and fighting through text, her ignoring me, and then suddenly hugging from behind as I finally just began to ignore her. I finally cut it off as the year came to an end. As everyone prepared for the school year to end, we said our goodbyes to our friends.
Flash forward next year, I happen to enter the same school as her and my mutuals and it’s doing alright, everyone is doing they’re own things, finding new groups. I’ll skip to the reasons why I cut her off.. sorry for the unnecessary backstory—
•She got confessed to by a trans guy in my school and rejected him using a stupid hand trick and left him alone to cry. Her reason was “I don’t wanna date a girl..” (even though I was a girl too but this was before she confessed to me..)
•got chummy with a friends ex after persuading her to break up wit him by saying he was an asshole and such..
•fake cries.. a lot... to the point where it wasn’t cute anymore.
•made jokes about overdosing AS one of my friends was overdosing on antidepressants right in front of her and my friend group, everyone was obviously uncomf and stopped my friend.
•came back 2020 with a post on her story “oh and @(my ig handle) too!” And it was about missing 2 of my other mutuals EVENE THO we both unfollowed each other and hadn’t talked since last year.
I think I was right to drop her, but at the same time, I feel like I was really childish and could’ve handled it better. What do you think? Keep in mind that when she was arguing with me, I also said dumb shit out of anger... idk, it’s just been lingering on my mind since it also caused me to drift from out mutual peers from the awkwardness.
She ended up confessing to me through text if my memory serves correct.. I rejected her ofc, as I felt no attraction and I didn’t want to break her heart, as she cries easily. I thought that’d be the end of it, but she continuously confessed and tried to get closer to me. Maybe that was cute to others as well? I didn’t like it tho. Eventually we fought over text and she texted me the next night “thanks, you made me cry in front of my dad and my family.” To which I was puzzled, I get being heartbroken, but Would this change my rejection? No. Sure I felt bad, but that lasted for a second as she moved on to basically spit in my face through text.
But as quick as she was to screech at me, I felt like she played the victim card as soon as I fought back. Saying things like “it’s all my fault, I’m not good enough, I’m a bad person, I was bullied and maybe they were right, my mom always told me I was never good enough” and such.
It was a vicious cycle of making amends and staying friends for the sake of our mutuals and fighting through text, her ignoring me, and then suddenly hugging from behind as I finally just began to ignore her. I finally cut it off as the year came to an end. As everyone prepared for the school year to end, we said our goodbyes to our friends.
Flash forward next year, I happen to enter the same school as her and my mutuals and it’s doing alright, everyone is doing they’re own things, finding new groups. I’ll skip to the reasons why I cut her off.. sorry for the unnecessary backstory—
•She got confessed to by a trans guy in my school and rejected him using a stupid hand trick and left him alone to cry. Her reason was “I don’t wanna date a girl..” (even though I was a girl too but this was before she confessed to me..)
•got chummy with a friends ex after persuading her to break up wit him by saying he was an asshole and such..
•fake cries.. a lot... to the point where it wasn’t cute anymore.
•made jokes about overdosing AS one of my friends was overdosing on antidepressants right in front of her and my friend group, everyone was obviously uncomf and stopped my friend.
•came back 2020 with a post on her story “oh and @(my ig handle) too!” And it was about missing 2 of my other mutuals EVENE THO we both unfollowed each other and hadn’t talked since last year.
I think I was right to drop her, but at the same time, I feel like I was really childish and could’ve handled it better. What do you think? Keep in mind that when she was arguing with me, I also said dumb shit out of anger... idk, it’s just been lingering on my mind since it also caused me to drift from out mutual peers from the awkwardness.
about get to know you
Hi there, so uH.. I think I’m a bad friend.. I hope this doesn’t sound too childish or anything, but I genuinely think so because I often ignore people... not because I hate them or anything, I just.. don’t have the energy in me to reply? I’m often relied on by my friends to vent to and I’m perfectly ok with it. But sometimes, my brain shuts down and I don’t know how to respond and I feel tired. I still care for them, but it feels like my brain ran out of fuel mid conversation.. I have a friend I consider closer than family and she’s been having a rough time lately but I’ve been dodging her calls.. I do want to be there for her but I never know what to say, thus me not accepting her calls.. I feel bad and I don’t know what to do.. in the first place, I can’t really display “happiness”, yes I can smile, but it feels weird, I feel like I’m just copying what others do. I laugh when I hear others laugh, but I don’t know what the joke is. I can’t cry normally, only when I’m under distress or being pressured, if that makes sense.. I didn’t even feel sad when I broke up with my girlfriend even though I felt such joy in the beginning. Was it puppy love?? I don’t understand.. how can I understand emotions?? I hope that didn’t sound too chunni but I need help, I don’t understand myself.. should I admit it truthfully to my friend or should I keep this to myself? I don’t want to put her under more stress.. I can’t even put this on my socials.. aghhh what do I do??? ╥﹏╥
about fetishes and kinks
Idk, pegging has been a reoccurring joke in one of my group chats but, the more I think about it, it’s pretty hot.. like just imagining grabbing your boy from the waist and biting all over his nape as he whines ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ I guess I’ll never really know if I’m into it until I try it, but I have 0 sexual experiences lolol~ My problem is, it’s hard for me to get aroused.. I can say I’m being hornbutt all I want, but my mind’ll drift and I’m never really into it.. is this normal? Does this just mean I have a low sex drive or...? Maybe this can be solved by looking online but I’m curious as to if I should give it more time, or just realize I’m not really into to sexual intercourse when it involves me(〜￣△￣)〜 I’m also not very into romance when it involves me, platonic or not... ahhh my brains a mess.. can anyone who’s tried pegging, tell me how it is~? I wanna know the details~~(づ￣ ³￣)づ
about get to know you
what are some childish thoughts or feelings you'll never admit you have?
For me is that little jelousy i feel when i find out that someone is better than me at things I'm very confident about #－.－)
wby?
For me is that little jelousy i feel when i find out that someone is better than me at things I'm very confident about #－.－)
wby?
It’s more common that you would wish for a shounen-ai to become yaoi, but I’m curious if there was a yaoi you would actually wish to be shounen-ai instead.
For Cherry Blossoms After Winter, it should’ve been fine if it just stayed as shounen-ai to me.
For Cherry Blossoms After Winter, it should’ve been fine if it just stayed as shounen-ai to me.
about hating someone
happy holiday y'all (▰˘◡˘▰) yes i'm chaotic yes i don't care
https://myreadingmanga.info/urusai-kokuen-ekataraf-hatake-tf-growth-monsters-digimon-dj-eng/
https://myreadingmanga.info/urusai-kokuen-ekataraf-hatake-tf-growth-monsters-digimon-dj-eng/
about let's be positive
Besides from knowing you guys are horny 24/7 I wanna see if I can guess your personality show two memes doesn't have to be just two random saved images and describe yourself in two words then I'll guess your personality to see that your probs something else out of that Yaoi addicted mask
about hating someone
Ok so I was at a cafe with two of my friends and I was telling them about the arguments that y’all have on this site about fujoshis and how funny it is to read them and my friends being the normies they are asked me what a fujoshi is so I explained to them the history behind it and how it once used as a term to put women down saying they’ll never be married but then they reclaimed that word but now it means someone who fetishizes men. My straight white female friend said that the people putting down the fujoshis are wrong because the term itself was used to oppress women in the first place but now that they’re taking it back people are bashing them again. My gay white male friend said that the people calling themselves fujoshis are wrong because no matter what the term meant in the past it now stands for something that harms the LGBTQ+ community. My swf friend said that the fact that they are trying to change the word back into a word that oppresses women and stop women from using it would be like trying to change the n word back into a word that oppresses black people and stop them from using it. My gwm friend said that this wasn’t true and that she couldn’t really speak on it because she hasn’t been oppressed as a gay male. She said that he couldn’t speak on it because he hasn’t been oppressed as a woman and that he can hide the fact that he’s gay but she can’t die the fact that she’s a woman.
They kept arguing about this for a while and it soon escalated and turned into a conversation about which group was the most oppressed. My swf friend argued that black people are the most oppressed because even today they are still getting persecuted by the police while my gwm friend said that LGBTQ+ members are being persecuted more because there are still countries where people get killed if they are gay. She said that it’s not true because people can hide their sexuality but they can’t hide the color of their skin but he said that it’s not that easy to hide their sexuality.
They couldn’t come to an agreement or agree to disagree so we all decided to go home and they both left feeling pretty pissed and I’m pretty sure they’re not talking to each other rn. I feel like each side expected me to agree with them since I am female, black, and bi but I just didn’t say anything and watched them argue. Honestly, I know I should care because I check all boxes of this argument but I really don’t. I’m already dealing with enough problems. I don’t have the time to sit down and ponder about which part of me society hates most. Plus overall both of their arguments seemed pretty wack. I’m really considering just telling them to fucking get over themselves and that the argument was stupid in the first place but at the same time I feel responsible because I was the one who mentioned the fujoshi thing in the first place. Idk dude. What should I do?
They kept arguing about this for a while and it soon escalated and turned into a conversation about which group was the most oppressed. My swf friend argued that black people are the most oppressed because even today they are still getting persecuted by the police while my gwm friend said that LGBTQ+ members are being persecuted more because there are still countries where people get killed if they are gay. She said that it’s not true because people can hide their sexuality but they can’t hide the color of their skin but he said that it’s not that easy to hide their sexuality.
They couldn’t come to an agreement or agree to disagree so we all decided to go home and they both left feeling pretty pissed and I’m pretty sure they’re not talking to each other rn. I feel like each side expected me to agree with them since I am female, black, and bi but I just didn’t say anything and watched them argue. Honestly, I know I should care because I check all boxes of this argument but I really don’t. I’m already dealing with enough problems. I don’t have the time to sit down and ponder about which part of me society hates most. Plus overall both of their arguments seemed pretty wack. I’m really considering just telling them to fucking get over themselves and that the argument was stupid in the first place but at the same time I feel responsible because I was the one who mentioned the fujoshi thing in the first place. Idk dude. What should I do?
about skipping class
Istg some people are still on this site come in and being shocked when someone curses or when they send some non 8 and under type of photo
which annoys me
Most people are here for sexy yaoi men anyways
This isn't a legal site nobody here is innocent as you'd expect but hey still love em
which annoys me
Most people are here for sexy yaoi men anyways
This isn't a legal site nobody here is innocent as you'd expect but hey still love em
about skipping class
GURL- why she gotta post her asshole open with toilet paper crumbs around it. I can't deal with humanity and social media chile anyways-
about have a bestfriend
i became bffs with 3 people in under a week more specifically 3 days is that possible or is this just a really fake friendship? btw i never met these people in my life since new shcool and so is it possible or is this just them trying to welcome me out of pity??
about i need help
Guys it's kind of irrelevant but would you mind help me with something? You see I have an essay about tourism and the professor asked us to find definitions from another countries so I was wondering if you could kindly tell me in your own words what is tourism, how would you describe tourism... No need for many words and plz if you answer write your name/nickname and the country you are from so I can add that to my essay too... I would really appreciate your help
I honestly don't know how the question system works on here, where this will show up or if I'm even posting this in the right place but here goes nothing.
Last weekend I was at a houseparty, it was pretty small and everyone was outside. I was practically blackout when I started making out with this guy. I swear I only remember kissing three ish times but my friends told me it was more. Anyways in the past he was interested in one of my best friends, she only rejected him the week before, she said he weirded her out with how clingy he was. After that night he kept texting me about literally anything, starting with asking if I was hungover then just randomly about my day. It's been a week and I am about to see him for another party on Monday.
Any advice on how to make it clear I'm not interested? I don't want to be rude or jumping the gun I just want to make it clear I don't have feelings and never will.
Last weekend I was at a houseparty, it was pretty small and everyone was outside. I was practically blackout when I started making out with this guy. I swear I only remember kissing three ish times but my friends told me it was more. Anyways in the past he was interested in one of my best friends, she only rejected him the week before, she said he weirded her out with how clingy he was. After that night he kept texting me about literally anything, starting with asking if I was hungover then just randomly about my day. It's been a week and I am about to see him for another party on Monday.
Any advice on how to make it clear I'm not interested? I don't want to be rude or jumping the gun I just want to make it clear I don't have feelings and never will.
about hating someone
If you saw this for the 3rd time no u didn't
https://discord.gg/s6hsx8
Um anyways feel free to join, some people are kinda chaotic but dw about that. If you see yoonbum and sangwoo fighting in the chat no you don't we talk about yaoi and stuff like that so yeahjoin!
https://discord.gg/s6hsx8
Um anyways feel free to join, some people are kinda chaotic but dw about that. If you see yoonbum and sangwoo fighting in the chat no you don't we talk about yaoi and stuff like that so yeahjoin!
about thought on omegaverse
I have been thinking about this for a while but I wanted to hear others thoughts on it. So In omegaverse it says that men and women are split into 3 genders. So this got me asking if an omega pretends their an alpha or something like that, isn't that technically a genderbender? Since alpha, beta and omega are genders.
about have sex
How do you feel about virgins popping their cherry with a casual encounter?
