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Has anyone else felt like, super guilty about not reciprocating someone's feelings? This guy has liked me for a few yrs now, he's currently my friend but I don't reciprocate his feelings at all. I've been careful when interacting with him and I also rejected him 2x already and recently I saw him put smt in his discord bio about wanting love and I feel so guilty.

I suppose I don't feel guilt about not feeling the same way because I know you can't force feelings but I feel guilt about the outcome. I wish he can find somebody who loves him soon. It'll help if you guys could share your stories even if it's only remotely connected to my situation.

I keep thinking why ukes/women are hairless while the ml is sometimes have a little hair? The male leads are always saying in bl "why is this grown man have hairless dick?" They already gone through puberty and yet there's not a single hair on their dick/pussy? And they're also so small compared to male leads. Are they secretly fantasizing little boy/girl getting fucked by a big grown ass man? Disgusting pedos. Is it so hard to draw a man/woman having public hair? Anyways any recommendations?

i've been making this story revolving around how grief shape a person and cycle of pain. thing is im not sure on what to make the main character gender as. i came from a VERY religious family and country.

my GF and closest friend knew my hobby of reading BL and wanting to write one if i ever given the chance to.

i've compiled all the plot point, character and dialogue but i just cant put it together, i know how a scene will go, i know what my character will say but i dont have any power to put it into word