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hello, i'm incoming 3rd year psych and i really do think that psyhology student should definitely consult to a therapist first. idk it just makes sense you know? just like what they say, you cannot heal the world until you heal yourself.

btw, as a psych major i 100% believe that psychology majors are full of bullys/bitches so take care of your mental health

So I'm in a situationship with somebody. I like them like ik I'm into them in a romantic way but I know to myself I cannot commit to this relationship. I have a lot issues with myself, mostly because I'm in a point of my life I just hate myself. I don't want this person that I like to waste their time on me.

And I'm stuck because there's a lot of moments I retract to myself, and literally don't talk to anyone during my episodes. There's times where I just disappear for days without warning, friends, families, anyone. In this case I end up ghosting them and I feel like such a fucking asshole. It should've been an easy fix but during those times I just cannot talk to people at all.

I told them about all this and it's an asshole move for me— but I tried to cut them off my life. They're such a fucking amazing person y'all I fucking kid you not. Understanding to a point they don't blame me for my bullshit disappearances. Also they went along with my demand to see for 6 months if we're gonna work out before we get into a relationship. And they're so fucking patient with me, so calm and attentive. Affectionate as hell, they made me feel like I'm the only one for them. I like them a whole lot. I like them so much I literally cannot let them be with me because I fucking SUCK.

They asked me one time if I wanted to just stop the fuckass situationship we have, cuz I kept on worrying and secretly hoping that they'd just leave me and find another girl so I can be back to being alone. I'm mfucking torn I don't want to lose them but I don't want them to end up with me. They didn't want me to say yes, but they'd do it if I told em to fuck off and I ended up just liking them more.

I SWEAR TO GOD I'M MY WORST OPP. My feelings hasn't changed about liking them and wanting to run away bc ik I'm going to end up ruining this good thing. What the fuck do I do.

Hii, so I read this manhwa years ago and there were not many chapters so I don't know much of the plot. I tried searching, but so far haven't found it. But from what I remember, FL is an actress she's been since childhood, now she's not super big, in the sense of getting main roles and all - i think she has red hair, might be wrong. ML is her childhood friend you could say, they know each other since childhood, her parents were rather neglectful so she would spent time at his house sometimes because her parents weren't home and I think she couldn't get inside the house. ML is an actor now, as an adult, he's A-list, like one of the top actors, he convices her to create a scandal and get married, that would put her in the spotlight and help her career. There's hints that he is doing all that to try and save her that he might have regressed or something but I don't know because there were too little chapters. But that's what I remember, sorry if it's confusing, English is not my first language and I'm trying to right as I remember. If anyone might have any idea I would really appreciate!! I don't even know if the manhwa was ever finished or anything but I was really invested at the time.

Is it just me or does anyone else feel like if they don't do something a certain way something bad will happen. I don't know but there are somethings I have to do a certain way or else something bad or unfortunate will happen the next day or that day. My mother says I am weird for doing this but if I don't do these I keep being anxious that something will happen the next day and sometimes it actually does. What is this plz help.