i forgot how weird and unnatural their uncensored dicks look, like why are they drawn like that, they don’t even look like they’re properly attached to the rest of their bodies, and the colouring is so weird too, some artists just cannot draw uncensored dicks to save their lives even though the rest of their art is really good
I was wondering what other people’s experiences of finding out they are “the save marriage/relationship” babies has been, as someone who is one myself.
A couple months after I turned 13, I found out that the biggest reason for my existence and why I had been brought into this world is because my mum and biological father had been separated for about 10 months (where we live it is a legal requirement to be separated for 12 consecutive months before you can legally file for divorce), as my biological father had stated he was no longer happy being married to my mum and wanted a divorce and so they agreed to separate and see if they could work things out or not in the year before they could actually start the divorce proceedings, although at the beginning he said he wouldn’t be changing his mind even though my mum had begged him to change his mind because they already had my older sister, who was only about 2 years old at the time, and she loved him and wanted to work it out. So they separated and moved into separate places, with my older sister going in between and spending a lot of time being looked after by our grandparents and aunts, and couples therapy just didn’t work because my biological father never wanted to go and wasn’t trying to make it work. After about 7-8 months on her own, my mum realised that she could actually manage as a single parent because both her parents were still alive and healthy (still both in their early to mid 50s at the time) and they lived in the same city and were always eager to spend time with and look after their first and so far only grandchild, as was my paternal grandmother (also in her mid 50s, fit and healthy, and living in the same city), plus we lived in a great country with great welfare, and that she didn’t need to return to my biological father if she didn’t want to and had accepted it and was nearly fully ready to move on entirely and date other people, because there was a not so metaphorical line of men who were eager to date her and had actually asked her out on dates because she was only in her late 20s and was very beautiful, intelligent, and funny. My biological father came crawling back to her ironically enough, after 10 months saying he had made a mistake and he didn’t want my older sister to have the same lonely, sad childhood he had had as an only child raised by a single mother after his own father had divorced her and left when he was only 3, and he wanted to try and make their marriage work (although he staunchly refused anymore coupled therapy as a condition) and have another baby so my older sister would “have someone to play with and keep her company so she won’t be lonely” and because a baby would bring them back together as a couple. My mum unfortunately always only ever wants to see and believe in the best in everyone, no matter how many times they have hurt her in the past and how many chances she has already given him, and she wasn’t opposed to having a second child either. Thus I was created. And as a family we were happy enough for the first 5 or so years of my life until my biological father decided he once again wasn’t happy but this time moving very far away from where we lived at the time was the solution and would make him happy, so that’s exactly what happened, and the rest went to shit from there in only 7 years before they decided to separate again, thankfully this time though it was my mum who kicked him out and for good this time because his abuse had only continued to grow more and more physically violent and dangerous until it escalated to the incident when he threatened her life and she knew he had to go.
Anyway, finding out they had been separated before and I was born less than a year after they got back together and they wanted to have another baby together was one of the things they wanted when they got back together, suddenly made a whole lot of my existence and the things I felt and the things I did make so much sense, because all my life until then I had felt like I had to be the glue that kept our family together, the one who acted as the go between when arguments broke out and no one was speaking to each other and majorly helped to smooth over all conflicts until they were made up again, why I felt such a deep feeling of “what even is my purpose? why am i here? why was i such a rigorously planned pregnancy when my older sister wasn’t even though there weren’t any problems with fertility?” (yes i had already known i was an extremely planned pregnancy, while my older sister was a happy accident, and that neither my mum nor biological father had any fertility problems because both my older sister and I were conceived on the first try).
If you have read this far, I am very sorry that this post has dragged on for so long, I am not someone who can tell something in a short and concise way and instead must include every small detail. Please feel free to share any of your own experiences with being a save the marriage/relationship baby and whether in the end your birth and subsequent existence actually saved the marriage or relationship of the people who brought you into this world, or if you were adopted to try and save a marriage or relationship and whether that ended up working. I wish you all the best my fellow glue babies.
and so the slow softening and awakening of grayson’s heart that has been stone cold dead and unfeeling his entire life up until this point, begins, he’s finally starting to actually deeply feel and understand complex human emotions within himself and it’s really confusing for him and causes quite a bit of angst
I really hope the ml clearly explains his feelings to the mc soon so that the mc doesn’t continue to misunderstand
misandrist babies are lowkey kinda funny though (like the ones who don’t like any men other than their dad if they have a dad), same with dogs and cats that are unexplained misandrists (like they don’t have any trauma in their past that makes them afraid of men, they have just always been that way for no reason). I have met a few misandrist babies in my time and as a woman who every baby I meet loves, it’s always funny watching men who babies normally love and are really good with babies suddenly not even be able to get close to the baby because the baby starts crying when they try and get close, because like why does a baby who has no reason to dislike men not like them unless it is a man who is one of their primary caretakers. My stepdad is really good with young kids and babies and most babies love him because of his gentle energy, but a few years ago one of my mum’s friends came over to our house with her 18 month old daughter (who has a dad that she loves and is fine with), and she was so comfortable and happy playing with my mum, my older sister, and myself, giggling and smiling and having a good time, but my poor stepdad couldn’t even come close enough for her to see him without her suddenly going quiet and having all the signs of being about to cry, and he was so devastated. Her mum later explained that she thinks she doesn’t like men who have beards or stubble because her dad always stays clean shaven and she has even shown a negative reaction when her dad grew out some stubble one time, and my stepdad always has short stubble because he looks much better like that than he does clean shaven or with an actual beard (my mum’s words not my own)
OR MAYBE LET CHANSOL BE THE ONE TO MAKE THE FUCKING DECISIONS ABOUT HIS OWN BODY!!!!! THEY’RE TALKING ABOUT HIM LIKE HE’S NOT EVEN THERE AND THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT HIS OPINION AT ALL!!! I really hope Chansol speaks up for himself in the next chapter and says he alone will be the one to make the decisions about what is best for him and what he fucking wants and not just what they want!!!
I’m really interested to see what the early childhood connection between the mc and ml is, because we see right at the beginning of the first chapter that a very young mc is looking into an incubator at a baby ml (their eye colours and hair colours are the same as the mc and ml and we know that the age gap between them is roughly the same as it is between the young kid and the baby at the beginning of chapter 1, hence why I have come to this conclusion). Also really worried that Seok is gonna actually do something to the mc soon out of frustration from his twisted obsession, like he’s actually going to force himself onto the mc and there will be no coming back from that.
wait I’m confused what medicine and experiment they’re talking about in this chapter and the last chapter, I don’t remember anything about this from the early chapters, does anyone know what’s going on and can you please explain it to me
lol gyuyoung and gyuchan have exactly the same sibling dynamic that my older sister and I had when I was a baby, my older sister is 4 years older and was SOO excited to have a baby sister when I was born, she adored me and always wanted to be around me whenever she could, she would even sit on the floor next to my play mat while I was laying on it and do her colouring in or read me a book and when asked what she was doing she would excitedly say “I’m playing with her” with a big smile. She’s also part of the reason why I didn’t start crawling until I was 11 months old and didn’t start walking until 15 months, because I knew I could just point and babble and she would bring me the things I wanted, and it’s not like everyone in our family is slow with developmental milestones because she started crawling at like 9 months and took her first steps shortly after her 1st birthday, but it is a trend in our family that the second borns don’t start crawling and walking until later because their older sibling dotes on them and brings them the things they want, it was the same with my two cousins.
The uke has dark hair and works for a guy with silver hair who is called J, and he steals information and items that J sends him out to steal and their ultimate target is the big red jewel (I can’t remember what type of jewel, whether ruby or diamond), and in order to do that the uke has to get close with this super rich guy, who is the seme and he has like platinum/silver hair, because his family’s company owns the jewel, and the seme is also a former professional race car driver before his family forced him to stop and start running one of the companies that they own, and he’s really mad at them because of that.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME FIND IT T-T
i have literally never been more confused in my life my entire life, and somehow instead of becoming less confused the more i read, i just continued to become even more confused to the more i read, what the actual fuck is going on?! like i understand intersex people (but if he does have a womb, it would either be floating around not tethered to anything or attached to a vagina that he would sure as hell know about, it would not be a connected to his ass because like that first doctor said, this isn’t an omegaverse), and didn’t it say at the beginning that he’s a top, so like unless he got assaulted while he was asleep or drunk/high, how the fuck is he the pregnant one?! also was not expecting the plot twist that he was such an obsessive top that he fucking kidnapped someone and kept them captive for 2 fucking years!
But black companies like this are unfortunately all too common in asia, especially south korea, japan, and china, they look like normal, law abiding companies on the outside but work their employees to death on the inside
oh my god, pyunghwa’s dad totally had a pregnancy dream, that was totally the second baby!!! And on the topic of babies, IM GONNA BE AN AUNTY FINALLY!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!!