Idk why but whenever I have headaches and feel dizzy, I hit myself really hard on the wall. Somehow, it actually makes it feel better lmao. It probably doesn’t in reality and I was just imagining it. reply
self harm tw like im not fucking kidding if you think something could possibly make you relapse dont fucking read this //
i used to take apart shit to make sum sharp so i could cut myself a couple years ago and took on really destructive tendencies. i would use scissors and dig shit into myself like some wattpad depressed girl x jungkook fic and...... reply
tw;; self harm bitches
listen, i’m a pussy, so i can’t tolerate pain AT ALL xhwjbxjwmx, but when i have these huge mental breakdowns or suddenly start to get extremely angry, i used to scratch my wrists. To the point where it would swell and turn bright red, sometimes bleeding. It wasn’t nice, but it was a way for me to cope with the stress ...... reply
Tw, self harm
Also me, I used to do it mostly Bc of my anger issues. Growing up in a house with all boys and just one girl (my mom) who I don’t rlly feel comfortable sharing anything with, I was always wanting to, vent my anger. Ofc I wanted to punch anyone and everyone, but I used to just take it out on myself Bc I didn’t want to get in trou...... reply
Yea I did. For a while actually, I felt as if I could do one thing right (hurting myself) that meant I could be worth it. When I looked down at the bruises or the shallow cuts that wouldn’t leave scars, I felt like I achieved something and it helped calm me down and put an ease to my head that I COULD actually do something right and not fuck it u...... 1 reply
sammmmeee except i am sad all the time,,, but yeah i like to see the bruises and cuts and make them worse while they heal. and for me when i'm hurting myself it's like i'm punishing myself/i'm free. basically it feels good. reply
Yess me too I don't know why but somehow I want to feel pain sometimes. I'm not sad or anything at that time but I just wanna feel something. I also don't cut because I don't want permanent scars. Is it because it feels make me feels realer? I don't know but I guess I want some feeling other than keep staying as usual?
Also sometimes I feel pleasur...... 1 reply
