hey y’all so today i was decided to do some make up since i felt happier and my grandma sees me with huge smoky black eyeshadow and starts screaming at night as to why i have it on and thus waking up my strict mom who hates me getting pretty cuz she thinks i should stay unattractive until im out of the home, i’ve never wanted to cry more as one of the few ways i could express and feel better got ripped away from me. Anyways, she wants to talk about it tmr. I just feel so down now and idk how to react tmr, what should i even say or do?
i was always urged to take my own life, i had so many complications in life. nothing social, all family problems and drama. i’d often cut myself, rip my skin, bite myself until i felt ok again. it all changed when i met my boyfriend (whom i have had complications with as well) he’s always treated me great. at the beginning, my selfishness ruine...... 1 reply
Don't kill yourself buddy, there's something new you didn't even tried yet! The world maybe sorrowful, but you can do it! maybe someday you'll love yourself, you'll love everyone.
I also am suicidal at first, but the more I think of it, I have so many things I want to do. I want to live a happy life, i want everyone remembered me as a great, cheerf...... reply
This is so serious that I deeply hope it's a Troll...but people suffer greatly all around the Globe, so I have too many doubts... Please take good care of yourself!
You have enough to read from others already, so I'll be brief.
All I wanted to add is, you can't fight violence by violence.
Unless in VERY extreme cases, it will only lead to an infern...... reply
how long have you been in therapy and have you been 100% honest there? Therapy often takes a long time to start working and it's absolutely not a cure-it-all method. It's frustrating, but it takes many years and lots of effort to get healed.
The best option here would be to discuss it with your therapist. Tell them you've been feeling worse and th...... 1 reply
So sorry for being late to answer. You are not useless. This sounds so cliche, but it's true. Keep trying new things until you find something you can enjoy.
If you are having a panic or anxiety attack,try doing these kinds of things(they help me in my panic attacks)
Blowing bubbles
taking a walk in a garden, or a place surrounded by nature.
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yeah my brother is kinda same to you but he didn't drink but he's always blackmailing me for the most stupid reason it's been going for years and my mom doesn't know about this shit and it's really stressed me out sometime i just really wanna kill myself but i remember that i wanted to live longer and happier, he's really abusive one time he beat m...... reply
YESSS ofc I did that is until I moved out of that toxic state of mine. I legit wrote my whole family letters and everything getting ready to hang myself but ig I was a little too late and didn't get to. But now I don't want to try anymore. I'm better now so dw. reply
