I almost succeeded in convincing myself to die until I thought of my friends. They will miss me and I promised them I would live. So here I am today reply
It cant be helped. I dont know too. I have everything I need. I just feel so lonely I dont even know where its coming from. I feel so useless. People like us feel as if the world doesnt need us.
The only thing keeping me alive at this point is the thought that my family would suffer without me. I cant leave them now. Not now. Someday I will go, but...... 1 reply
Sorry if my english is shitty I am from France ...
There once was a time when I was like you guys and maybe I still am so I understand you and don't want to judge you
I was bullied at school for 4 years and wanted to end it, I thought I was invisible and that no one would notice so I decided to jump from a boat we were in for an excursion with my c...... 4 reply
Haven't tried it yet but every single hour it's running in my mind. only thing stopping me really is that i need to have my own memorial plan and lot. gotta do it responsibly so am living for the sake of being able to prepare those. reply
I am pretty open about this kinda stuff so I am open to questions as I have been in hospital and rehab. This will put this lightly as I do not wish to upset people. I was 9 when I first tried, I am 18 now. I have permanent damage because of some of my attempts. Growing up things were hard and at times very lonely. I was scared most of the time bec...... 1 reply
I was 16 and deep in depression. I couldn't controll my anxiety and my physical health was deteriorating (from what we know now was a heart valve problem). I don't remember what started this fight with my mom but it ended with her telling me she can't deal with me anymore and was tired me not acting like a normal person.That night I ended up taking...... 1 reply
If you ever try to do that shit or wanna stop, contact me on discord @jopenikle#2535, snap @kayleathebest02 or insta @jopenikle and we can be buddies, but dont do those things regardless of what it is you should talk to someone about it first <3
About 4 years ago, I was dropped out my bachelor's program, continuously failed classes, diagnosed with an autoimmune disease, was rejected for re-enrollment in our university, my father died and just a year after his death, men started to lurk around my mom, courting her.
Needless to say, I had enough. I refused to eat. I constantly left home. I p...... reply
Not really did it, but I really want to.. I tried searching on how to die the easiest way. I just really want to end this pain. I dont know where's this pain coming from.. 3 reply