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Today, my dad decided to act childish and just not go to our family's celebration. We were just about to head out but then he bailed because we were taking "too long." (Me and my sibling were already heading downstairs) He changed back to normal clothes and locked himself in his room. I felt so bad for my mommy because this was the day she gets to be appreciated besides her birthday and my dad decided to ruin the mood, but my mommy decided to be petty and just not get him takeout (well deserved). Then, when we got home my dad made me do some chores and errands so I decided to behave and listen to not make this day even worse than it is for my mommy since he usually shouts, points out my mistakes, and shout some more.

I am not looking forward to Father's Day.

My school announced me as valedictorian and then took it away because the board of education revealed a paper that said valedictorian needs to be chosen based on 2nd marking periods result (the 7th semester of high school). This paper was meant to be applied from 1999 but the whole school was unaware of it for the last 28 or more years. The school has been choosing valedictorian based on 3rd marking period result. According to that I was 1st, so the school announced me as valedictorian. But the parents of the student who was first in second marking period brought the paper to the school's attention. The student's dad is also in the board of education and they are pressuring the school to follow that paper's rule. For the last 28 years and maybe more, the school was unaware of this rule but when it's my turn, suddenly the rules came to light. Everything was done, my speech, my essay for valedictorian breakfast bla bla bla. Even for the second marking period, some of my courses were not added and no explanation was given for that. The principal apologised (literally begged) and said the higher ups are just being too pushy. And none of the teachers or studentd were given the explanation as to why the valedictorian changed in like a few weeks after declaration. And everyone keeps asking me what I did and everything is so fucking ass right now... But i guess at least I will be graduating as first of my graduation class and that's the final transcript that will go to my colleges...

So me and my main group of "trio" havent talked for a good while, but I just assumed they're all busy with their life, so I kind of planned for us to hangout finally and catch up. Skip to the hangout, we're talking about what we've been up to and they suddenly bring up stuff they did together last week....and the week before that and im like ?????????........ Oh. It gets worse though they show me pictures and videos of their hangout and at this point im kind of dying inside already.

Not only that, awhile after that one of my friends bring up sort of like an 'inside joke' between them, I guess, I dont know how else to explain it. So just imagine me asking "what happened? what happened?" the whole time while they're laughing their ass off.

Im so embarrassed. That whole hangout felt like a humiliation ritual.

Idk, they're allowed to do stuff together without me obviously, but i feel so devastated right now because for weeks I cluelessly just thought they were busy. they didnt once try and initiate a hangout. f.m.l

I want to regress or reincarnate.

Made friends with this guy while studying abroad. We laugh a lot, make a lot of dumb jokes, a lot of teasing. Friends sus that he likes me. Lowk ignored it, but after hanging out at a picnic one time I started to believe it, and I couldn’t repress my feelings.

Here’s my problem, never liked a guy before, don’t want to date (especially since we live in diff places ) (1) but lowk want to tell him in a letter I’ll give him then ghost when I go back to my country.

(2) Or should I keep the crush, secretly write him a letter I’m never gonna send, go back to my country then ghost him?

(3) I can just squash the feeling I’ve done it before but it’s hard cause we hang out all the time. Then go back to my country and ghost.


So 1, 2, or 3?

what aesthetic/vibe

This is a general question btw with no ill intent to the cast and fandom itself.

I've been an on and off fan of one piece for a few years now and I've avoided OPLA religiously because LAs are often disappointments (looking at Kuroshitsuji, AOT, DBZ, ATLA...) and I admittedly am one of those people who are very picky and sensitive when it comes to adaptations of their fav works. I've seen the casting choices and I felt disconcerted about the portrayals of some of my favorite characters but I kept it to myself and just didn't engage.

I've been keeping my peace until recently when my room mate started watching it. I got forced to watch it because she always starts when I start preparing dinner and the kitchen area directly faces the living room TV. It was fine at first but as time went on I felt like the work I came to love so much became more and more... Idk, smudged? It didn't feel right to me. The deviations, random changes, acting choices, certain casting choices etc. it felt like I was watching a role play.

I won't get into detail about the things I disliked since it might start unnecessary drama but I genuinely need advice on how to remove myself from this headspace, every time I think about it, it bugs me. Every time I come across clips of it (yes, somehow it started invading my feed too.) I feel even more distaste for it. I even found out that actors for some of my fav characters are asscheeks. It sucks. I don't even want to care about it but I just keep doing it unconsciously and making myself suffer. What do I do help

I watched this video where this youtuber talks about going to art school and he watched a friend of his perform their work, where the friend had opened with a five minute monologue about 'gooning'. And the youtuber found no matter how much of an open mind he tried to have he couldn't get it. It wasn't until later when he talked with some of his guy friends, that his friends opened up to him about their porn addictions, some struggling with it since middle school, and that the monologue was the first time they've ever felt seen and that their addiction wasn't treated like a joke.

After hearing and watching that I felt like I gained I new perspective. I realized there's some/a lot of vulnerability in that.. but idk. I feel like the stigma behind porn addictions is still really bad to take this new found perspective seriously.

What do you guys believe?

In your own opinion SHOULD omega men be called mothers? Because I find it personally off that they're called "mom" By majority of people. Simply for giving birth but they're still men, they still have a dick and in some works is shown that omega x omega can produce an offspring.

an influencer on tiktok talked about her bisexuality and that threw me OFF. like mind u she started saying that she will never ever date a woman because « it’s too hard to find one so id rather date a guy », but that she always has felt attracted to women.

yet she doesn’t like mascs because if she wanted to date a masc then she would date a guy ( basically she doesn’t get the distinction between a stud and a man how homophobic from her bruh )

and that it feels better to do it with a man because they have a dick

like honestly ion even know what to say, this is so ridiculous and she’s acting unbothered when everyone is already shaming her for saying all that shit. she said it’s her preferences but girl how are u even into women if you WONT date one

Why is no one posting actual female characters in the mother day post

i'm late for the party but i got the urge to watch it after the madoka magica walpurgisnacht rising trailer came out, i js wanna ask what the order of watching it is, any lore i need to know before reading it and stuff like that

since mother's day today drop your slay, ate, devoured, queen MOTHER character

Where they do Vacation 3-way Sex

There this manga in bato that already post and re-uploaded again but this it was colored of have the formate like Titan Bride

It a typical slice of life manga where the two protagonist is either young adults or college students

The manga about a young boy typical left with a debt by the Yakuza. The different is he actually fight back and hated them.

I don't remember the rest but the extra is about a perspective of a bookstore owner and the boy was a regular there, the store owner was aware of the boy and question what happening lately to him lately until the boy show up with a envelope large amount of money.

This of course shock the owner, and I don't know the rest but Yakuza head show up and scolded the boy because he didn't hide the money well after they're leave. The owner was still in shock what just happened

Or is it like when you listen to a recording of your voice it doesn't sound like you at all

I wanna ask for some recommendations of the genre above, it doesn't need to be both! Just one of the two or even something that's just similar since I'm just genuinely starving for some really good reads atm #omg

I don't have much boundaries when it comes to fiction either, so feel free to throw them at me lol

Authors I like of this genre in particular are Asada Nemui, Harada, Jakpil, and Syundei, so preferably not any of their works since I've read most of them TT... I enjoyed Hollow Portrait, Shikabane to Hanayome, Ghost of Paradise, Jangsan Tiger, Hankon, 6 to 7... So maybe works like that! (I also really love HikaNatsu and have read all the author's works down to their oneshots, haha)

What’s a BL that was so good that after it was done you didn’t know what to do/read and felt a bit empty?

I need your help. My friends and I are planning a powerpoint night and the idea is that we'll all be assigned a yaoi with a red flag ml, read it and then make slides about why they're not THAT bad actually even if all we have to go off of is that one time they asked for consent.

We need some ideas so who are some of YOUR most hated, toxic mls?